I mean, I'm not sitting here hoping that there's a terrorist attack or a massive disaster, but I actually kind of enjoy the whole experience of staying up late, keeping up to date with events and reading all of the details as they come out. I find it really riveting, like when the Ariana Grande attack happened I stayed up really late reading all of the reports that were coming out.
When the Grenfell Tower blaze happened, part of me was wishing the tower would collapse because it'd be a real shocking moment seeing that happen live on camera as I'm watching. Of course I didn't WANT it to happen because loads more people would die but it would have been quite a sight to see, right?
Does anyone else get this? Is it a morbid curiosity? Maybe I'm just sick in the head.