Isn't it ironic to feel insecure about what other people think of you, when another person exhibits that they are insecure it is repulsive? At least to me. Perhaps the worst form of insecurity is when people think that you dislike them. It puts the burden of their insecurity on you, and to me that is obnoxious. Think about the insecure, down to the most primal level they do not fulfill the basic need for confidence to attract a mate for the intrinsic drive to sex.

The thought came to me when I was thinking about myself singing Karaoke at a block party. My singing is not bad, but I always sing an octave too high when I can't hear myself sing! Good fucking lord every time I think about it makes me double over as though I just got punched in the chest. Yet that insecurity makes me less respectable, it is a paradox. No one who was there really would really want to know about that.

Yet there is a balance, because the inverse of insecure is lack of self awareness. Could insecurity perhaps be another form of lacking self awareness? It is good to be leery of the qualities you exude, because all actions are political down to the shoes you wear and the inflection of your voice. But anxiety is a disease of the imagination; you could never know how other people see yourself in their eyes. So you have to simultaneously be aware of the way you present yourself and be unconcerned with your own shortcomings.

Think about what a shortcoming is. When you fail to do something, no one ever wants to hear your excuse. People want to hear that you tried, people like to hear about overcoming the greatest adversities. We all are still mentally in the coliseum of Rome watching the gladiator get mauled to death or triumph victoriously. Insecurity is for the weak, it is for those who are literally not worth a single fuck.

Most people are a lot weaker than they could be.

Lofe

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Lofe

never stop posting

I don't plan to

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You need to work on your writing. I like the idea and would love to actually discuss this, but I honestly have no idea what you ramble about man. It’s like you start somewhere and go on some tangent based off your anger/unstable emotions, it’s led even further astray by this weird attempt you make to try and come across as very intelligent, but it really comes across as the opposite. Like the kid who uses gigantic words from the dictionary when normal words are good enough

If you think I’m wrong then you really lack the self awareness to be able to see how others(we) view your posts. Keep at it though Loaf and work on your writing, I’d love to actually get a coherent thread out of you cause I’m sure you have some interesting ideas