In the midst of all my suffering, I find...

Jive Turkey · May 10, 2017, 12:43:03 AM

...Extreme bliss in simple things. Giving selflessly. The breeze blowing on my face on a cool summer night. Staring at the moon And stars. Porter Robinson. Walking in Presence.

Although my suffering isn't done and I'll likely face more emotional trials tomorrow, deep down I feel no fear. I know the universe is setting me on the path I need to travel, to be reborn into the person I am meant to become. hope you all have a good night

Mmmmm Napalm · May 10, 2017, 12:47:14 AM

Jive Turkey · May 10, 2017, 01:05:31 AM

Quote from: Nuka on May 10, 2017, 12:58:08 AM

all this over some stupid girl, geez

Its wild yo. I've lost close family members. Had friends who've died in the military. I've dated dozens of girls before this and have been through many breakups. Nothing has ever effected me like this.

Some of the most interesting men I've ever talked to tell me one of the top defining moments in their lives wasn't them losing a parent or going homeless for a year or losing an arm, but their very first true heartbreak.

If I could lessen this I definitely would. It feels good to change though

May 10, 2017, 02:58:11 AM

Try being gay

Jive Turkey · May 10, 2017, 04:09:54 AM

Quote from: Nuka on May 10, 2017, 02:50:09 AM

yeah no one cares bro

Good thing I didn't ask

gats · May 10, 2017, 04:53:41 AM

its ok jive

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Elai · May 10, 2017, 07:46:21 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on May 10, 2017, 01:05:31 AM

Quote from: Nuka on May 10, 2017, 12:58:08 AM
all this over some stupid girl, geez
Its wild yo. I've lost close family members. Had friends who've died in the military. I've dated dozens of girls before this and have been through many breakups. Nothing has ever effected me like this.

Some of the most interesting men I've ever talked to tell me one of the top defining moments in their lives wasn't them losing a parent or going homeless for a year or losing an arm, but their very first true heartbreak.

If I could lessen this I definitely would. It feels good to change though

Finally, someone who understands.

Elai · May 10, 2017, 07:56:14 AM

The universe isn't out here to set you on any path, Jive. It's only here to fuck you over.

Fuck the universe. Learn to love the pain it puts you through and use it as vindication.