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today marks the 3 year anniversary of my [severe] depression

yay me


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Huh? There was a specific day that you "started" being depressed?


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Huh? There was a specific day that you "started" being depressed?
I don't think that's any more weird than knowing 9/23/13 was the day I decided what i wanted to do with my life.
The memorable things stick, right? I'd think severe depression qualifies as memorable.


 
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Huh? There was a specific day that you "started" being depressed?

yeah

well, the day i started being severely depressed. i've sorta always been depressive, but today marks the day when it got to the point it's at now.


 
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damn, man. 3 years.

time flies when you want to die.


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happy birthday, depression


 
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I don't think that's any more weird than knowing 9/23/13 was the day I decided what i wanted to do with my life.
The memorable things stick, right? I'd think severe depression qualifies as memorable.

yeah, but i think class is tripping up on the fact that there seems to be a catalyst to my depression, whereas most people just sorta ease into it over time.


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uhhh...

- korrie
crawling blah blah in my skin blah blah

these wounds blah blah they never heal blah blah


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crawling blah blah in my skin blah blah

these wounds blah blah they never heal blah blah
*will not
I feel obligated to correct you every time you fuck that up.


 
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i have that exact phrase tattooed on my face


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uhhh...

- korrie
crawling blah blah in my skin blah blah

these wounds blah blah they never heal blah blah
*will not
I feel obligated to correct you every time you fuck that up.
I've only fucked it up once.


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I remember when I was younger I would pretend to be depressed and deep to be cool

Now that I'm actually a sadboi, I realize how naive I was lol

Hang in there lil nigga
We'll get through together


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crawling blah blah in my skin blah blah

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*will not
I feel obligated to correct you every time you fuck that up.
I've only fucked it up once.
Other threads lass, other threads.


 
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I remember when I was younger I would pretend to be depressed and deep to be cool

Now that I'm actually a sadboi, I realize how naive I was lol

what the hell

that's the dumbest shit i've ever heard. why would you do that

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don't worry. i've got a few years of this left in me.


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what the hell

that's the dumbest shit i've ever heard. why would you do that

Nigga I was in 4th grade and wanted to fit in
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Ayy lets make it many years eh?


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The day my grandfather passed away will probably resonate with me for a couple more years. It's been 5 months and it still doesn't seem real sometimes.


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I don't think that's any more weird than knowing 9/23/13 was the day I decided what i wanted to do with my life.
The memorable things stick, right? I'd think severe depression qualifies as memorable.

yeah, but i think class is tripping up on the fact that there seems to be a catalyst to my depression, whereas most people just sorta ease into it over time.
I think viewing depression as a vague morass of unrelated events is a poor method of treatment because it avoids the details that can help people identify what affects them. If you know what caused it, awesome. You're that much closer to figuring out how to beat it instead of relying on other people telling you what's affecting you (when they frankly have no idea).


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3 years and you haven't ended it. So something must be keeping you going and thats a good effort.


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Huh? There was a specific day that you "started" being depressed?
happens fam


 
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You will find out who you are not a thousand times, before you ever discover who you are. I hope you find peace in yourself and learn to love instead of hate.
standing on your mamas porch you told me you'd wait forever and oh when you when you held my hand i knew that it was now or never those were the best days of my life