You're definitely Autistic.

I haven't been drinking enough for this.

So your an autistic tranny?

I'm actually not a misogynistic paedophile. What a shock, I know.

i like anime

Of course you are.  Who doesn't look someone in the god damn eyes?

Quote from: Epsira on August 15, 2015, 03:56:18 PM

Quote from: SecondClass on August 15, 2015, 03:50:31 PM

I'm probably autistic

post dark confessions itt

Even if you were, would that really change things for you?

Not really. I don't mind lying to others, but I really just don't want to lie to myself. I don't know if I am autistic, but it certainly feels that way sometimes.

once I get officially diagnosed though my whole life will change. I'll begin wearing trilbes and force myself to develop a pony fetish

If you do, just accept it. There is nothing to be ashamed of about it. Doesn't matter what the internet says.

I'd rather be full blown homosexual than autistic, tbh.

Quote from: SecondClass on August 15, 2015, 04:09:57 PM

Quote from: Epsira on August 15, 2015, 03:56:18 PM

Quote from: SecondClass on August 15, 2015, 03:50:31 PM

I'm probably autistic

post dark confessions itt

Even if you were, would that really change things for you?

Not really. I don't mind lying to others, but I really just don't want to lie to myself. I don't know if I am autistic, but it certainly feels that way sometimes.

once I get officially diagnosed though my whole life will change.

Why do you suspect you're autistic?
Do you think being autistic is bad?

I feel I don't connect to people like I used to.

And it obviously is.

My little brother is autistic and functions perfectly fine. His only kinks are how he organizes his belongings and his set order of doing things. As well as how he expresses himself.

Please for once don't make yourself look like an ignorant/insensitive bigot.
Quit using your pink sock as a hat. Even if this is the internet. 
/rant

I mean, I'd rather think I'm autistic when I'm not than think I'm not autistic when I am.

Smh man you caught the autism from them GMOs

I haven't eaten a GMO in literally a year and a half, and I haven't eaten them regularly since I was 15

but yeah, I could see that being a factor. I ate them when I was a kid.

My little brother is autistic and functions perfectly fine. His only kinks are how he organizes his belongings and his set order of doing things. As well as how he expresses himself.

Please for once don't make yourself look like an ignorant/insensitive bigot.
Quit using your pink sock as a hat. Even if this is the internet. 
/rant

Your brother should be put down.

You really like making these confession threads. That's so...teenage girl-ish.

I mean

I guess so...I didn't know any other way to phrase it

I think over time here or there, I've mentioned all there is to say. I suppose, if I looked hard enough I could bring up some old shit I haven't talked about yet. Like this one.

Ever since my whole rodeo with the first batch of depression I had years ago, I've always had a fascination with death. Even today, I'm still intrigued by it. Not in the way of corpses or any of that shit. Or for other people. But for me. I think, of all the things in the world that I'm curious about, it's death.

I've a hunch that I can't explain about it. And I'm curious to see, what, if anything, is at the end of the road.

As such, I've always had this little inkling since then. I'd still like to die. Some little part of me, wants to give it up. It's always sort of there. And, I know I have to be really, really careful about that.

Because I have a rather poor sense of self preservation. If I ever come across somebody in a shitty situation that was going to likely kill them, but I had a chance to help them, even if it meant I'd likely die, I know that I'd take it. Almost without hesitation.

Which is why I question on whether or not I'm just a selfish asshole who is controlled and held in check by his sense of self hate, or whether I'm a decent person.

Do I do the stuff that I do because I hate myself so much, or do I do them just because I am able to, and want to? I can't rightfully tell. Which also makes me wonder what kind of fucked up person I am. Would I be considered psychopathic in some sense? Mentally insane? Deranged? Unstable?

Who the fuck can say. I certainly can't.