Quote from: PSU on May 21, 2016, 11:01:53 AM

He does help out a lot with babysitting and shit too. So that's a huge plus.

nigga don't try and make excuses for being a jew

Quote from: Dissonance on May 21, 2016, 11:33:47 AM

Please get a therapist

It won't help, I went a few times when I was 14. They don't magically make anything better. It's just talking to someone about your problems. I know what's wrong with me.

Quote from: Dissonance on May 21, 2016, 06:59:51 PM

Quote from: RomanGladiator on May 21, 2016, 06:11:49 PM

Quote from: Dissonance on May 21, 2016, 11:33:47 AM

Please get a therapist

It won't help, I went a few times when I was 14. They don't magically make anything better. It's just talking to someone about your problems. I know what's wrong with me.

lol no you don't

Okay, I'll list all my problems and strange things about me then:

Hate my appearance, never satisfied with it since at least fifth grade.

Anxious about public speaking, being in front of a group of people. It prevents me from a lot of things. Stutter when I'm nervous, not sure what to say. Not good at socializing/small talk

Moods where I don't want to get out of bed some days. Don't have the drive and ambition to succeed like normal adults my age, just wallow in my pity, think it doesn't matter anyways if I do something with my life because no one will like me anyways

Think I'm worthless, not equal to others. THoughts of suicide since I was a freshman in HS for never fitting in and not being social

Reliance on video games since I was 10 to escape. Never wanted to work so I'd have more time to play them, still they define my life and I want to give them up.

Don't smile. I'm not happy about a single thing in my life. I feel like I'm just existing, and not living. I haven't experienced as much as other 24 years olds.

Anger issues, control issues, try to force things. My parents raised me to be a spoiled man child who doesn't pay rate and is currently unemployed. I don't know when the hell I'll be able to finally grow up and move out. I can't be romantically involved with anyone because I'm not "good enough" for having no direction in life and living with my parents.

I hope an accident happens to me or I do in my sleep because I feel worthless and not doing anything for society. I continue to make the wrong decisions.

I have no social circle or friends to spend time with on a regular basis.

I've NEVER been truly happy or have any achievements I'm proud of.

I fear driving on the highway and have extreme anxiety about it, all because my mom was in an accident when I was little.

All in all, if I fell asleep and did not wake up tomorrow morning, it would be a good thing. I wanted to do a job that helps students, but was so lazy I didn't want to sacrifice my free time to do this graduate level coursework, and I was so anxious to observe a classroom because I kept thinking how awkward it would be for me just sitting there. I don't know, I just hate my life. I am ugly and lounging around wasting the only life I was given.

Stop trying to be this image of a person and just be content with yourself.

I wish I could sit around and play video games all day. What's wrong with that? Sure, you should be doing something with your life, but not because you're "supposed to", but because YOU want to. Otherwise there's no point.

What the fuck is a 24 year old supposed to be doing anyways

Quote from: Dissonance on May 21, 2016, 06:59:51 PM

Quote from: RomanGladiator on May 21, 2016, 06:11:49 PM

Quote from: Dissonance on May 21, 2016, 11:33:47 AM

Please get a therapist

It won't help, I went a few times when I was 14. They don't magically make anything better. It's just talking to someone about your problems. I know what's wrong with me.

lol no you don't

Okay, I'll list all my problems and strange things about me then:

Hate my appearance, never satisfied with it since at least fifth grade.

Anxious about public speaking, being in front of a group of people. It prevents me from a lot of things. Stutter when I'm nervous, not sure what to say. Not good at socializing/small talk

Moods where I don't want to get out of bed some days. Don't have the drive and ambition to succeed like normal adults my age, just wallow in my pity, think it doesn't matter anyways if I do something with my life because no one will like me anyways

Think I'm worthless, not equal to others. THoughts of suicide since I was a freshman in HS for never fitting in and not being social

Reliance on video games since I was 10 to escape. Never wanted to work so I'd have more time to play them, still they define my life and I want to give them up.

Don't smile. I'm not happy about a single thing in my life. I feel like I'm just existing, and not living. I haven't experienced as much as other 24 years olds.

Anger issues, control issues, try to force things. My parents raised me to be a spoiled man child who doesn't pay rate and is currently unemployed. I don't know when the hell I'll be able to finally grow up and move out. I can't be romantically involved with anyone because I'm not "good enough" for having no direction in life and living with my parents.

I hope an accident happens to me or I do in my sleep because I feel worthless and not doing anything for society. I continue to make the wrong decisions.

I have no social circle or friends to spend time with on a regular basis.

I've NEVER been truly happy or have any achievements I'm proud of.

I fear driving on the highway and have extreme anxiety about it, all because my mom was in an accident when I was little.

All in all, if I fell asleep and did not wake up tomorrow morning, it would be a good thing. I wanted to do a job that helps students, but was so lazy I didn't want to sacrifice my free time to do this graduate level coursework, and I was so anxious to observe a classroom because I kept thinking how awkward it would be for me just sitting there. I don't know, I just hate my life. I am ugly and lounging around wasting the only life I was given.

I would let anybody live with me for free

I thought you wanted to be a full time player tho