Holy fucking shit I need to be more careful. I was just trying to go downstairs to play my PS4, I was carrying my laptop with me to bring downstairs, but halfway down the stairs I zoned out / fainted / whatever and fucking collapsed and rolled down the stairs onto the hard concrete basement floor. I got so lucky that I didn't snap my neck, but holy shit my jaw and neck feels so fucked up right now. The pain is kinda going away though, I just hope my body can repair this shit by itself so I don't need to pay hospital bills. I think I'm going to be fine, if it was a lethal injury I would've been dead by now. Anyway just wanted to have an official post here so I can look back on this and not make the same mistake in the future. I need to be a lot more cautious, I should've just went outside and walked down the incline to get to the basement.

But what's funny about this is that I realized something. If I was a girl - small and petite and fragile like I want to be - I would've died right there. I hate my big tall burly body and all that comes with it, but goddamn, my body type probably saved my life tonight. It would have been so much worse if I didn't have that male tougher bones and larger body and all that. Me being trans probably saved me tonight. I think I can start to appreciate the benefits of having a physically strong body now. It might not make me look cute or pretty, but my stature has so many grounded life benefits that I didn't realize until now. Being alive is the most important thing, way more important than even being a girl, so I'm actually glad that I have this build now. It's going to be a lot harder to kill me lol. I can be a trans woman with a big body actually - that's fine. I can protect people and protect myself that way. I never knew I had this privilege honestly and I'm going to value it a lot more in my life now.

Or you could like, not fall down a flight of stairs like a normal person.

Damn. Glad you're alive. No teeth are missing?

Do you have narcolepsy or something?

Quote from: Aether on January 28, 2019, 09:13:56 AM

Do you have narcolepsy or something?

I was high as shit and zoned out, I went down there during my peak high and that was such a mistake.

But yeah I just now went downstairs and played fallout for an hour, and I feel so much better now. I got lucky and I'm going to learn from this.

Are you gonna stop taking drugs?

And yes I was tripping.

Literally.

I can protect people and protect myself that way. I never knew I had this privilege honestly and I'm going to value it a lot more in my life now.

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but most importantly, he fall down and make a big crac

We couldve died with my friend the other night on our way to a cottage sleepover when his cars exhaust pipe cracked and started dragging

whats going on here