You and me both compatriot. I'm in shambles. Can't get my gears turning to complete my work. I can't write or draw nothin'
Quote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:36:14 AMYou and me both compatriot. I'm in shambles. Can't get my gears turning to complete my work. I can't write or draw nothin'I thought you were a chef?
Quote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:42:42 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:36:14 AMYou and me both compatriot. I'm in shambles. Can't get my gears turning to complete my work. I can't write or draw nothin'I thought you were a chef?I cook for my restaurant. But my time and efforts are focused primarily on writing, and, recently, learning how to draw/paint.
Quote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:48:18 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:42:42 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:36:14 AMYou and me both compatriot. I'm in shambles. Can't get my gears turning to complete my work. I can't write or draw nothin'I thought you were a chef?I cook for my restaurant. But my time and efforts are focused primarily on writing, and, recently, learning how to draw/paint.Cool. What are you writing?
I want to try! Give me a topic (small one) and ill try to write it something about it. :3
Quote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:51:10 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:48:18 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:42:42 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:36:14 AMYou and me both compatriot. I'm in shambles. Can't get my gears turning to complete my work. I can't write or draw nothin'I thought you were a chef?I cook for my restaurant. But my time and efforts are focused primarily on writing, and, recently, learning how to draw/paint.Cool. What are you writing?A story. Been writing stories now for a few years. Since I don't have any other use for my writing, I turn to things I spin up in my head. Places, people, times, that stuff.
Quote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:55:25 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:51:10 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:48:18 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:42:42 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:36:14 AMYou and me both compatriot. I'm in shambles. Can't get my gears turning to complete my work. I can't write or draw nothin'I thought you were a chef?I cook for my restaurant. But my time and efforts are focused primarily on writing, and, recently, learning how to draw/paint.Cool. What are you writing?A story. Been writing stories now for a few years. Since I don't have any other use for my writing, I turn to things I spin up in my head. Places, people, times, that stuff.Well, I hope we both recover.
Quote from: BioSmiley on September 15, 2014, 09:51:58 AMI want to try! Give me a topic (small one) and ill try to write it something about it. :3your topic: imagine something existentially damaging
Quote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:55:38 AMQuote from: BioSmiley on September 15, 2014, 09:51:58 AMI want to try! Give me a topic (small one) and ill try to write it something about it. :3your topic: imagine something existentially damagingExample? :3
Quote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:56:14 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:55:25 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:51:10 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:48:18 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:42:42 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:36:14 AMYou and me both compatriot. I'm in shambles. Can't get my gears turning to complete my work. I can't write or draw nothin'I thought you were a chef?I cook for my restaurant. But my time and efforts are focused primarily on writing, and, recently, learning how to draw/paint.Cool. What are you writing?A story. Been writing stories now for a few years. Since I don't have any other use for my writing, I turn to things I spin up in my head. Places, people, times, that stuff.Well, I hope we both recover.I hope you do, at least. I already know what's happening on my end. I know how and why, and there's little I can do.
Quote from: BioSmiley on September 15, 2014, 10:00:07 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:55:38 AMQuote from: BioSmiley on September 15, 2014, 09:51:58 AMI want to try! Give me a topic (small one) and ill try to write it something about it. :3your topic: imagine something existentially damagingExample? :3you're supposed to imagine it... errhmm... like your cornflakes sometimes crying like a baby, but not all the time... stuff to send a body mad, or depressed, or preferably both
Quote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 10:03:26 AMQuote from: BioSmiley on September 15, 2014, 10:00:07 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:55:38 AMQuote from: BioSmiley on September 15, 2014, 09:51:58 AMI want to try! Give me a topic (small one) and ill try to write it something about it. :3your topic: imagine something existentially damagingExample? :3you're supposed to imagine it... errhmm... like your cornflakes sometimes crying like a baby, but not all the time... stuff to send a body mad, or depressed, or preferably bothHmmm.....that's a tough one. I'll get in to thinking of one then.
Quote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:57:26 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:56:14 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:55:25 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:51:10 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:48:18 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 09:42:42 AMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 09:36:14 AMYou and me both compatriot. I'm in shambles. Can't get my gears turning to complete my work. I can't write or draw nothin'I thought you were a chef?I cook for my restaurant. But my time and efforts are focused primarily on writing, and, recently, learning how to draw/paint.Cool. What are you writing?A story. Been writing stories now for a few years. Since I don't have any other use for my writing, I turn to things I spin up in my head. Places, people, times, that stuff.Well, I hope we both recover.I hope you do, at least. I already know what's happening on my end. I know how and why, and there's little I can do.You don't want to say too much?
No. I'll say it. I'm slogging knee deep through a depression right now. I get down in the fall when it rolls in, and I stay that way until winter comes. It's an outside depression, not something I can deal with well. But right now it's feeding my own depression. I was in a really low spot a few years back, but I managed to recover. But I didn't beat it. It was always there, in the background.And these last couple of months have been hard. My insecurities, my doubts, are all just fuel for the fire now. And I know where I'm headed. Every day I get worse and worse. And I'm doing the best I can to fight it, but I can't. Last time, I had a goal, a reason to keep going. This time, I don't. It's only a matter of days before I start to get really down, and my perception of things shifts.Today I am angry, perpetually, because I'm trying to fight it. I'm trying to stand up, and do something. And none of it is working. But I'm stubborn. So, by the end of the day, or the evening, I'll feel burnt out out, beaten. And I'll go to sleep early, in the hopes that tomorrow will be better.And I know it won't. I'll get caught in the same trap, over and over.
don't think about it, go off and do other things and eventually it'll hit you. That usually works for me
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Quote from: Ryle on September 15, 2014, 11:03:37 AMkoala bearshave chlamydia
Quote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 11:20:31 AMQuote from: Ryle on September 15, 2014, 11:03:37 AMkoala bearshave chlamydia*vomits*
Quote from: Ryle on September 15, 2014, 11:21:04 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 11:20:31 AMQuote from: Ryle on September 15, 2014, 11:03:37 AMkoala bearshave chlamydia*vomits*for your further edificationhttp://www.bbc.com/news/magazine-22207442
Quote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 11:24:14 AMQuote from: Ryle on September 15, 2014, 11:21:04 AMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 11:20:31 AMQuote from: Ryle on September 15, 2014, 11:03:37 AMkoala bearshave chlamydia*vomits*for your further edificationhttp://www.bbc.com/news/magazine-22207442daaaayum sooonthat sucks
Is there something about Autumn?
QuoteIs there something about Autumn?It's the light. And the way everything is. I know exactly when it's Autumn because I feel low as soon as I look at the environment. I can't explain it well enough. When I look around me in Autumn, I am uneasy, very much so. It's an anxiety, as I look through the trees with a thousand yard stare, they've gone grey and cold. Even the sky, on the brightest days, is hollow. I've gone through all this before, but this year, I've had too many troubles happen at once and too many worries.
Quote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 01:30:36 PMQuoteIs there something about Autumn?It's the light. And the way everything is. I know exactly when it's Autumn because I feel low as soon as I look at the environment. I can't explain it well enough. When I look around me in Autumn, I am uneasy, very much so. It's an anxiety, as I look through the trees with a thousand yard stare, they've gone grey and cold. Even the sky, on the brightest days, is hollow. I've gone through all this before, but this year, I've had too many troubles happen at once and too many worries.That's a shame, autumn is a nice mild season. Was it always like that?
Quote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 01:35:49 PMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 01:30:36 PMQuoteIs there something about Autumn?It's the light. And the way everything is. I know exactly when it's Autumn because I feel low as soon as I look at the environment. I can't explain it well enough. When I look around me in Autumn, I am uneasy, very much so. It's an anxiety, as I look through the trees with a thousand yard stare, they've gone grey and cold. Even the sky, on the brightest days, is hollow. I've gone through all this before, but this year, I've had too many troubles happen at once and too many worries.That's a shame, autumn is a nice mild season. Was it always like that?Always. Not even being in other provinces or other parts of the country changed it.
Quote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 01:45:50 PMQuote from: Elegiac on September 15, 2014, 01:35:49 PMQuote from: Sandtrap on September 15, 2014, 01:30:36 PMQuoteIs there something about Autumn?It's the light. And the way everything is. I know exactly when it's Autumn because I feel low as soon as I look at the environment. I can't explain it well enough. When I look around me in Autumn, I am uneasy, very much so. It's an anxiety, as I look through the trees with a thousand yard stare, they've gone grey and cold. Even the sky, on the brightest days, is hollow. I've gone through all this before, but this year, I've had too many troubles happen at once and too many worries.That's a shame, autumn is a nice mild season. Was it always like that?Always. Not even being in other provinces or other parts of the country changed it.I don't know what to say really. Chin up, dude. If you start feeling stressed then at least control your breathing; deep, slow breaths. Your brain physically can't remain distressed if you do that.
I'm having trouble writing.
