Shit is gonna get dark.First spoiler is full story, second is tl;drSpoilerIn my freshman year of highschool I was extremely sad, my girlfriend at that time had just committed suicide, I had just desperately went back to my abusive ex convincing myself we could still have a good relationship, we didn't, and I was not doing well in school. At homecoming it would mark the anniversary of when I first went on a date with the abusive girlfriend so I wanted to take her out to a nice night. We went to a local restaurant but we started fighting before we could even go in and she ended up leaving me outside it and going home, I had no phone so I walked a couple miles home. When I got home the girl was calling me, she wanted to still go to homecoming so I got over the fight and took her.When we got there she ditched me (and later I found out she made out with another guy at that time). I hung around some friends until it ended and she acted like everything was good when we left. She wanted me to take her home, and I did.Fast forward a few weeks and this girl is keeping me hooked but dating the guy she cheated on me with, I hated life, and everyone around me in that group of friends hated me. I was talking to the girl one night on facebook and she was telling me how great the guys dick was, at that point I snapped, I got up and went to the closet, I got one of those firm guitar chords, put it around a high up pole, got up on a chair, and pushed it over. Turns out the pole was not stable and it gave out, and there I was, sitting there, looking up at my closet light, wondering what just happened. After that life still sucked for a bit but I handled it and I am very happy in a great relationship now SpoilerI tried to hang myself, didn't work out, after that life got better and I am very happy now and I do not have a -1 on the scoreboard.
I nearly drowned in my own blood, so there's that.
Quote from: LC on December 29, 2014, 05:11:03 AMQuote from: Flee on December 29, 2014, 05:06:32 AMI nearly drowned in my own blood, so there's that.Nosebleed in the middle of the night with your face down into the bed?Cause that's what happened to me. That would have been a really shitty way to go.Nosebleed in the middle of the day, rushed to a hospital, failed attempt at cauterization without anesthesia (worst pain I've ever felt), success on second try while completely sedated. They had to empty out my lungs and stomach because half the blood was pouring down my throat. They told my parents I came very close to, paradoxally, both drowning in my own blood and bleeding out at the same time. It's been about 10 years but I still regularly wake up in terror and unable to breathe because I vividly relive it in my dreams.
Quote from: Flee on December 29, 2014, 05:06:32 AMI nearly drowned in my own blood, so there's that.Nosebleed in the middle of the night with your face down into the bed?Cause that's what happened to me. That would have been a really shitty way to go.
one of which nearly missed my head.
Quote from: Verbatim on December 28, 2014, 07:37:07 PMone of which nearly missed my head.So you were hit then?
Well, as some may recall, I was shanked in a bar fight back in like august, and if I didn't have my pistol, I probably would've been killed. I've also almost fallen of cliffs, and taken dangerously tight turns countless times.
How close have you came to death?
