Haven't signed in for about two months. Completely forgot about this place until I realized it was on of my favorites on my laptop

Thought I'd been gone for way longer then two months, crazy

pretty fuckin bored

pretty fuckin bored

Trying to sleep or what?

Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:06:10 AM

Quote from: Aether on October 30, 2016, 11:59:32 PM

pretty fuckin bored

Trying to sleep or what?

No I mean shit is mundane 24/7.

Try and switch up your routine. Maybe go visit different places near you, or meet new people. If that's not your thing maybe explore your interests (via reading and watching videos). The best way to cut down on life getting mundane is to break your routine, in a good way. Change is good because going through the cycle over and over again can get really stale.

Okay.

Hi Korra

Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:15:23 AM

Quote from: Meow on October 31, 2016, 12:13:25 AM

Okay.

Hi Korra

Hello.

What's new?

Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:16:02 AM

Quote from: Meow on October 31, 2016, 12:15:45 AM

Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:15:23 AM

Quote from: Meow on October 31, 2016, 12:13:25 AM

Okay.

Hi Korra

Hello.

What's new?

Nothing much. Anarchy's back. Place's still a cesspool. Still kinda enjoyable.

meow

Although I don't watch it, I assume your avatar is from RWBY?

Art style looks similar

Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:19:20 AM

Quote from: Meow on October 31, 2016, 12:18:08 AM

Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:16:02 AM

Quote from: Meow on October 31, 2016, 12:15:45 AM

Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:15:23 AM

Quote from: Meow on October 31, 2016, 12:13:25 AM

Okay.

Hi Korra

Hello.

What's new?

Nothing much. Anarchy's back. Place's still a cesspool. Still kinda enjoyable.

meow

Although I don't watch it, I assume your avatar is from RWBY?

Art style looks similar

You assumed correctly, this is Blake.

Never mind I'm an idiot

Haven't signed in for about two months.

Oh yeah? Well, I haven't signed in for eight months!


git gud scrub

Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:11:51 AM

Quote from: Aether on October 31, 2016, 12:08:58 AM

Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:06:10 AM

Quote from: Aether on October 30, 2016, 11:59:32 PM

pretty fuckin bored

Trying to sleep or what?

No I mean shit is mundane 24/7.

Try and switch up your routine. Maybe go visit different places near you, or meet new people. If that's not your thing maybe explore your interests (via reading and watching videos). The best way to cut down on life getting mundane is to break your routine, in a good way. Change is good because going through the cycle over and over again can get really stale.

I can't do most of what I would like to because of health issues. What I am able to do I lack motivation to do, also because of health issues.

My focus is on figuring out how to get well.

I remember you telling me that you had health issues, I just forgot when I posted that. I can understand the lack of motivation, everyone falls into slumps like that and some last longer for various reasons, and in your case its your condition. However, funny enough having hope and being motivated, and making strives to find paths for excitement help with recoveries and overall health.

For example I'm currently in my slump where I get dozens of migraines a day, and my only solution to avoid the pain is to be put to sleep. I haven't been able to do anything. And when I get a break from it, I have no motivation to do anything because I'm in a period where I'm essentially waiting for the migraine or recovering from the medications, aka feeling like a zombie.

But I do know I have to break that mold. Yeah it is easier said then done but you have to realize that you need to do it for your own well being. Living in a defeated mind state where your letting the monotony of life take over just leads to depression and worse. It takes a eureka moment or waking up to really change things.

For example, what are your biggest limitations as of late

One thumb up and one thumb down.

But are you really sandtrap

Quote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:39:16 AM

Quote from: BC on October 30, 2016, 11:50:07 PM

Haven't signed in for about two months.

Oh yeah? Well, I haven't signed in for eight months!


git gud scrub

Hey, I still remember you, scrub

That's because the part of your brain that handles memories isn't damaged, scrub.

Quote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AM

One thumb up and one thumb down.

But are you really sandtrap

It's me.

You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.

Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AM

Quote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AM

One thumb up and one thumb down.

But are you really sandtrap

It's me.

You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.

It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.

Quote from: Azumarill on October 31, 2016, 12:45:01 AM

treading water, coping with extreme neuroticism. trying to finish the last leg of my university studies. trying to find a new job.

You're at finals already?

i have a term paper due in two weeks finals in a month but thats not really what i was talking about. i need probably two more semesters before i get my bachelors; that's the "last leg."