Honest question, not meant to shit on anybody.

No.

That's what I hear.

I don't think I'm ugly, but I also don't think I'm overly attractive. I've been told I was attractive before though.

I honestly hate my face.
Other people think I look fine, but I hate it.
I think I look wider/fatter than people say, but I don't see it.  Especially when I know other people are thinner than me.

i look meh
not ugly, but rather unappealing

I don't actually know.

There are days when I feel like I'm the sexiest motherfucker alive, and then there are times when I simply lack confidence

Damn straight

I'm... kinda half and half on it. The clothes I wear help me quite a bit. They compliment me well. But clothes don't make the man. So, what's underneath them, I don't think is the most appealing.

But it comes with this environment, this lifestyle. In the summer, I run around, I work like crazy, and I get thinner. Never super stick thin, but enough that I'm a fairly average weight for my size. But when it gets colder, I put on some extra weight. Everybody does up here for the winter. It's an involuntary reaction to the cold.

And in the winter months, I go out of shape. I don't have so much work to do, and exercise of any kind is damn hard to do in the limited space I have indoors, not to mention going outside in the winter, blows ass. So, body wise, you could say I'm stocky. I have muscles where they count and are needed. But there's always just a bit extra that never goes away because if it did, I'd fucking freeze my ass off.

Face wise, I can't really say. I've got a crooked tooth, so that probably loses me some points right there. Messy beard that gets in the way, that probably knocks some down too. But, Imma tell you about something strange. My hair. People love my heair for some reason.

No fucking joke, I woke up one morning, had a shower, and went off to a construction site, full of the people you'd expect. Hard people, grouchy, fed up people. Manly men. And I got comments about my hair. It's like my hair, when fresh and clean has the ability to turn any straight as a board man slightly feminine. And it's hilarious.

Indifferent.

I think I'm a normal looking American man.

I honestly hate my face.
Other people think I look fine, but I hate it.
I think I look wider/fatter than people say, but I don't see it.  Especially when I know other people are thinner than me.

Isn't that a sign of suffering from anorexia?