Do you enjoy your life right now?

True Turquoise · January 07, 2016, 03:10:58 PM

Quote from: Prime Megaten on January 07, 2016, 02:53:36 PM

Quote from: True Turquoise on January 07, 2016, 02:51:51 PM
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good ending
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Kiwicake · January 07, 2016, 03:13:02 PM

Quote from: Thunder on January 07, 2016, 03:02:11 PM

Quote from: Prime Megaten on January 07, 2016, 02:59:17 PM
At least you have your health
I have something on my arm that looks like it could be cancerous...

;___;

Ushan · January 07, 2016, 03:35:47 PM

Dietrich Six · January 07, 2016, 04:49:53 PM

Quote from: Eliab on January 07, 2016, 11:36:29 AM

I haven't enjoyed my life in a long time.

MGSV wasn't that bad

Dietrich Six · January 07, 2016, 04:51:40 PM

S'alright

Elai · January 07, 2016, 04:51:47 PM

Quote from: Dietrich Six on January 07, 2016, 04:49:53 PM

MGSV wasn't that bad

Well, yeah, it was. But that's irrelevant because I've felt this way for 2 or 3 years, and arguably longer.

Dietrich Six · January 07, 2016, 04:53:11 PM

Quote from: Eliab on January 07, 2016, 04:51:47 PM

Quote from: Dietrich Six on January 07, 2016, 04:49:53 PM
MGSV wasn't that bad

Well, yeah, it was. But that's irrelevant because I've felt this way for 2 or 3 years, and arguably longer.

Go dick down some sluts.

Elai · January 07, 2016, 04:54:06 PM

Quote from: Dietrich Six on January 07, 2016, 04:53:11 PM

Go dick down some sluts.

That sounds fulfilling.

Dietrich Six · January 07, 2016, 04:54:59 PM

Quote from: Eliab on January 07, 2016, 04:54:06 PM

Quote from: Dietrich Six on January 07, 2016, 04:53:11 PM
Go dick down some sluts.

That sounds fulfilling.

Easily the best way to get out of a funk.

Elai · January 07, 2016, 04:56:06 PM

It's not a "funk", though.

Turkey · January 07, 2016, 04:58:59 PM

Immensely.

Aether · January 07, 2016, 05:03:13 PM

I absolutely wish I did, if that counts.. .

BaconShelf · January 07, 2016, 05:06:00 PM

Naru · January 07, 2016, 05:10:05 PM

well i dont mind it, its nice, i got nice friends, a good family and im not dying. but i do get episodes of depression, since high school ended. i mean, i dont know why, but its not like i wanna kill myself or anything, its just i get sad for nothing. maybe its cause im not doing what i love at the moment. eh... its just a normal day i suppose.

Comet · January 07, 2016, 05:15:47 PM

not really tbh fam.
come back in like a month, hopefully ill have snowboarded by then.

Dietrich Six · January 07, 2016, 05:59:55 PM

Quote from: Eliab on January 07, 2016, 04:56:06 PM

It's not a "funk", though.

Dick down some sluts anyway

nosejob · January 07, 2016, 06:11:45 PM

Actually, yes.

I was feeling down most of my vacation, unfortunately, but since the New Year I've had a much more positive look on my life. I know that I have shit I need to fix but all around I'm starting to appreciate myself more. I've also been spending more time around my family, I'm realizing how much they mean to me and how much they've done for me. Being around them now that I understand how much I love them has made me a much happier person.

Jive Turkey · January 07, 2016, 06:15:23 PM

I feel on top of the world right now

Sprungli · January 07, 2016, 06:49:12 PM

Yeah, I mean it's hardly a breeze at the moment, but then I knew that my choices and taking two extra subjects would do that, but when i'm not doing work i'm enjoying it. Having an amazing gf and a friend group that does everything with a joke keeps everyone cheerier than we would otherwise be, only time it sucks is when people get bitchy near exams, especially the resentment I get for not revising but still coming out on top-people can be spiteful creatures.

I'm just looking forward to finishing my GCSEs, and to comic con in the summer

Rinev · January 07, 2016, 06:52:07 PM

For the most part yes.

Cadenza has moved on · January 07, 2016, 07:49:44 PM

There's one thing that's been pissing me off for a few months now but there was never anything that I could do about it due to the circumstances of it; Aside from that things have been fantastic.

The Lord Ruler · January 07, 2016, 07:55:04 PM

Memes are the only thing that keep me going

Ender · January 08, 2016, 07:22:41 AM

On and off

DAS B00T x2 · January 08, 2016, 07:29:01 AM

Quote from: Ender on January 08, 2016, 07:22:41 AM

On and off

I can keep it on for you

peach · January 08, 2016, 07:49:59 AM

it could be worse

Ender · January 08, 2016, 07:55:24 AM

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On and off
I can keep it on for you

um stop

Busta Nut · January 08, 2016, 07:58:40 AM

No. I am admittedly in a better state than I was previously, (i.e. self harming, committed to suicide but with outside factors/guilt keeping me from doing it, completely isolated from the world, etc.) but nothing has compromised the bitter dissatisfaction and burning self-hatred that consumes me every time I shake off the unassuming facade of complacent acceptance that keeps others from seeing how honestly fucked up I am as a person. I have long since passed the point where deluding myself is impossible, and that pretending I don't feel anything at all is just an illusion ‒ most of what I feel is a void of apathetic acknowledgement that I will die without purpose, depressed and alone, in a situation where the "sadness" I feel is all I've ever felt.

Now that I have a job again it seems I have an outlet to focus my displeasure upon, and actual human contact appears to be a boon, but I know that all this is only temporary. Relapsing into that lifestyle of ultimately self-destructive behaviors has been a mainstay of my life since I was a child, and I can only hope that I can find some means to prevent it before it happens again. Finding a new job, moving, and traveling are all things I'm contemplating currently.

Batch · January 08, 2016, 07:58:58 AM

Eh it's okay, work is kinda of a part of life now, I don't really think I'm working for money, I just work, and then when I want something I buy it. Obviously I understand how it all works. It's just kind of....consumed me a bit. Which I don't like......I miss the old days.

But I've got my partner, my games, some money and the roof over my head, so life is alright.

Batch · January 08, 2016, 08:00:02 AM

Quote from: Blankina on January 08, 2016, 07:58:40 AM

No. I am admittedly in a better state than I was previously, (i.e. self harming, fully committed to suicide, fully isolated from the world, etc.) but nothing has compromised the bitter dissatisfaction and burning self-hatred that consumes me every time I shake off the unassuming facade of complacent acceptance that keeps others from seeing how honestly fucked up I am as a person. I have long since passed the point where deluding myself is impossible, and that pretending I don't feel anything at all is just an illusion ‒ most of what I feel is a void of apathetic acknowledgement that I will die without purpose, depressed and alone, in a situation where the "sadness" I feel is all I've ever felt.

Now that I have a job again it seems I have an outlet to focus my displeasure upon, and actual human contact appears to be a boon, but I know that all this is only temporary. Relapsing into that lifestyle of ultimately self-destructive behaviors has been a mainstay of my life since I was a child, and I can only hope that I can find some means to prevent it before it happens again.

Become a boxer and inflict harm on others? Or a politician, same thing really.

Puro · January 08, 2016, 08:03:05 AM

There is good and bad, but nothing that makes me hate my life. So yes, I do enjoy my life right now.