This nigger I talked to earlier said he's a faggot.
Somewhat. The world feels hazy, but I'm still aware of who I am (so I don't have it). I question if other people are real, they all seem like stuffed animals walking around. It almost feels as if I have a constant head rush.
Definitely have been feeling that recently. Basically struggling to find a decent job for eight months after college, and not wanting to just settle for anything. Friends have their own social lives and girlfriends so I haven't met up with any of them for seven months. I would like a girlfriend very much at this time, but it would just be impractical right now. Still want it though. Have no one to do anything with basically besides parents and my younger brother. Video games have lost their luster for me, I spent more time in the digital world than actually living life anyways. So yes, it feels like things have been going by too fast and there's nothing I can do about it. Only redeeming thing I did with my life lately was volunteering at a food bank last month.
I sometimes get a feeling like i would be switching perspective from first to third.