So why not work on them right now? Why post, all that you've posted in the last hour? When you could be doing something?

Why?

Because this place is your routine. It's a comfort zone. A buffer. Except that your buffer is backfiring. You're fed up of things. Fed up of being here and being greeted by people you don't enjoy who don't enjoy you.

Can you tell me this last hour wasn't a complete waste of your time?

I can tell you, that on my end, I'm only typing this with one hand as I eat my supper. I'm only here because that's about all I can do to eat and multitask at the same time. As soon as I'm done this last bit of what I'm eating, I'll be gone to work on things of mine.

But I didn't waste this hour.

I didn't spend it trying to get a raise out of people to make myself feel better like a troll. I didn't spend it moping around like my depressive, overpowering side these days. I didn't spend it shitposting the most random thought that came up into my head.

I spent it talking to you because you're spending your time here caught in a trap and you know it. Instead, why not focus on your work? Why not make something special, and post it here when you're done?

Or why not, just keep doing your projects, in peace and quiet?

No need to make the posts you made here because they were wasted time, with no benifit for yourself.

Time is precious. Don't waste moments of your life with bullshit, and bulshitting on a forum.

Make your time count as much as you can.

And there we go. I'm done eating. You won't see me again tonight. I bid you farewell and leave the choice and thinking up to you.

You're the only one who can change your life. The only one who can put your foot down and say no. The only one who can choose to break out of your cycle.