Well i wasnt so damn depressed with everything back then <.<
I thought I would've gotten laid by now tbh
Quote from: e.e on September 09, 2015, 03:05:03 PMWell i wasnt so damn depressed with everything back then <.<What do you think changed that?
I expected music to be working out better than it is now. Have a band and be playing locally. But instead I've discovered that I can't depend on anyone for anything.
on the subject of birthday parties ember's not invited to mineI HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS, I'M NOT FORGETTING WHAT YOU SAID ABOUT MY MOM
Quote from: Rocketman287 on September 09, 2015, 03:08:04 PMI expected music to be working out better than it is now. Have a band and be playing locally. But instead I've discovered that I can't depend on anyone for anything.You can only depend on others for certain things, but if you want something to happen you have to depend on yourself to make it so. You're the only one holding yourself back. Music is a language from the soul, so you have to openly express it until it is heard, and it will be appreciated. If you are exposed to something long enough you will eventually find admiration. It's the laws of attraction. Express it and be heard! Unless...Your music sucks then you can shut the hell up. I'm looking at you retarded rappers.
Quote from: Ascended Souls on September 09, 2015, 03:09:08 PMon the subject of birthday parties ember's not invited to mineI HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS, I'M NOT FORGETTING WHAT YOU SAID ABOUT MY MOMSo salty... No but seriously... what did she say about your mom? That she's fat?
When I was a kid...like, I didn't think I'd even be a teenager.I never thought I'd do drugs. DARE was big in the small town I grew up inI didn't really imagine life at this age when I was a kidAnyway, happy birthday, Kit! Hope it's been fun.
Quote from: Rocketman287 on September 09, 2015, 03:08:04 PMI expected music to be working out better than it is now. Have a band and be playing locally. But instead I've discovered that I can't depend on anyone for anything.That's just how it is, man. The world of music is harsh. There are many people feeling the same thing as you right now.
Quote from: Ascended Souls on September 09, 2015, 03:18:28 PMQuote from: Rocketman287 on September 09, 2015, 03:08:04 PMI expected music to be working out better than it is now. Have a band and be playing locally. But instead I've discovered that I can't depend on anyone for anything.That's just how it is, man. The world of music is harsh. There are many people feeling the same thing as you right now.You play what ever instrument you want... This is the 21st century and you have a computer. There are so many programs you can download and make what ever kind of music you want. It's not just for Edm and techno dj's. They are used to compose songs. >.> ever thought of that? Then you could develop your sound alone and then go from there...
eh, not sure. never thought of myself doing astronomy since when i was little i had a cheap plastic telescope that never worked. thought that would kill my interest.
Quote from: Kitsunekun on September 09, 2015, 03:16:18 PMQuote from: Ascended Souls on September 09, 2015, 03:09:08 PMon the subject of birthday parties ember's not invited to mineI HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS, I'M NOT FORGETTING WHAT YOU SAID ABOUT MY MOMSo salty... No but seriously... what did she say about your mom? That she's fat? He said my mom was a rhetorical question.
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On topic though, I never really imagined being old as a kid. The only way I could describe it is like death. You know it's coming, but don't really pay any heed to it.I never thought I'd get into Law Enforcement as a kid. Or that I'd start smoking pot.And when I did think rarely about getting older as a kid I thought it'd be great. I'd be able to do whatever I wanted. Boy was I wrong. It's not at all what I expected. Worse yet, my social life is deteriorating. People are so vapid these days.Happy birthday, by the way.