Well, wasn't expecting to pop in and find this out. I'm glad you're both alive and moving forward. Even if we can't be proud of who we are or what we've done, we can strive towards being the people we want to be. It will never change the past, but then again nothing can.
. Only that I low-key ship you and Verb.
Quote from: E on December 16, 2020, 01:54:21 AM. Only that I low-key ship you and Verb. they would make a cute couple, no?
Quote from: DAS B00T x2 on December 16, 2020, 09:56:45 PMQuote from: E on December 16, 2020, 01:54:21 AM. Only that I low-key ship you and Verb. they would make a cute couple, no?That they would Daz. Known each other for years. Aria was suppossedly putting up with Verb being a grouch long before it was cool. Just think of the empty childless household they could have instead filled with both their game collections.
I feel that. I've just had a pretty bad day today. I wish you could be able to use discord because it's easier for me to have a convo there. I don't like everyone being able to see what I'm saying if you get me. I can't talk as candidly as normal here.
Quote from: E on December 16, 2020, 10:16:16 PMQuote from: DAS B00T x2 on December 16, 2020, 09:56:45 PMQuote from: E on December 16, 2020, 01:54:21 AM. Only that I low-key ship you and Verb. they would make a cute couple, no?That they would Daz. Known each other for years. Aria was suppossedly putting up with Verb being a grouch long before it was cool. Just think of the empty childless household they could have instead filled with both their game collections.untill the second arc of season three in which aria gets baby fever and eventually convinces verb they should adopt a child from the local orphanage as a compromise to his unwillingness to add more life to the world.
Quote from: DAS B00T x2 on December 16, 2020, 10:22:18 PMQuote from: E on December 16, 2020, 10:16:16 PMQuote from: DAS B00T x2 on December 16, 2020, 09:56:45 PMQuote from: E on December 16, 2020, 01:54:21 AM. Only that I low-key ship you and Verb. they would make a cute couple, no?That they would Daz. Known each other for years. Aria was suppossedly putting up with Verb being a grouch long before it was cool. Just think of the empty childless household they could have instead filled with both their game collections.untill the second arc of season three in which aria gets baby fever and eventually convinces verb they should adopt a child from the local orphanage as a compromise to his unwillingness to add more life to the world.Ah yes, the thirties and fourties, where biology screams, make kids you fucking losers. You think Verb would make a good dad?
Quote from: E on December 16, 2020, 10:27:47 PMQuote from: DAS B00T x2 on December 16, 2020, 10:22:18 PMQuote from: E on December 16, 2020, 10:16:16 PMQuote from: DAS B00T x2 on December 16, 2020, 09:56:45 PMQuote from: E on December 16, 2020, 01:54:21 AM. Only that I low-key ship you and Verb. they would make a cute couple, no?That they would Daz. Known each other for years. Aria was suppossedly putting up with Verb being a grouch long before it was cool. Just think of the empty childless household they could have instead filled with both their game collections.untill the second arc of season three in which aria gets baby fever and eventually convinces verb they should adopt a child from the local orphanage as a compromise to his unwillingness to add more life to the world.Ah yes, the thirties and fourties, where biology screams, make kids you fucking losers. You think Verb would make a good dad?overall, probably. Little misguided and overly harsh when the teenage experience hits, but his heart would be in the right place. Aria would be the cool mom that the kid would ask about weed and how to use a condom to.
Quote from: ๐ Aria ๐ฎ on December 16, 2020, 01:38:46 AMWell, wasn't expecting to pop in and find this out. I'm glad you're both alive and moving forward. Even if we can't be proud of who we are or what we've done, we can strive towards being the people we want to be. It will never change the past, but then again nothing can.I know that all too well. I remember your name, but not much of our interactions. Only that I low-key ship you and Verb. None the less. It's good to see you again too. I'm sorry for what I did, if anything to you, even if it doesn't come across like you've any beef with me. Thank you.
Quote from: E on December 16, 2020, 01:54:21 AMQuote from: ๐ Aria ๐ฎ on December 16, 2020, 01:38:46 AMWell, wasn't expecting to pop in and find this out. I'm glad you're both alive and moving forward. Even if we can't be proud of who we are or what we've done, we can strive towards being the people we want to be. It will never change the past, but then again nothing can.I know that all too well. I remember your name, but not much of our interactions. Only that I low-key ship you and Verb. None the less. It's good to see you again too. I'm sorry for what I did, if anything to you, even if it doesn't come across like you've any beef with me. Thank you.For different reasons I've told my fair share of mistruth so it would be a little hypocritical for me to be upset with you for it. If it's something important, it only matters that the truth comes out. Situationally that can take a while.And after dealing with death so much recently, it's strangely nice to see someone come back from the dead. An unexpected way to round out the year to be sure.
Fucking called it baby.You should try writing novels instead of wasting your talents on this website.
Quote from: ๐ Aria ๐ฎ on December 17, 2020, 11:36:37 PMQuote from: E on December 16, 2020, 01:54:21 AMQuote from: ๐ Aria ๐ฎ on December 16, 2020, 01:38:46 AMWell, wasn't expecting to pop in and find this out. I'm glad you're both alive and moving forward. Even if we can't be proud of who we are or what we've done, we can strive towards being the people we want to be. It will never change the past, but then again nothing can.I know that all too well. I remember your name, but not much of our interactions. Only that I low-key ship you and Verb. None the less. It's good to see you again too. I'm sorry for what I did, if anything to you, even if it doesn't come across like you've any beef with me. Thank you.For different reasons I've told my fair share of mistruth so it would be a little hypocritical for me to be upset with you for it. If it's something important, it only matters that the truth comes out. Situationally that can take a while.And after dealing with death so much recently, it's strangely nice to see someone come back from the dead. An unexpected way to round out the year to be sure.Hey, I always figured no people have moral high ground to stand on anyway. We've all fucked up. Although being angry comes naturally. It's what we do with it that matters. On principle I do my best never to leave on words said out of anger. Could be the last time you speak to somebody. And that haunts you. Dunno if I can say I came back. I'm still quantifying what happened out and about. It's very strange for me to be back here at all. I feel so much different to what I was that it feels as if death occurred, and yet here I am, pulling bits of myself back together that remain as they were. You mind if I ask who you lost? Been a hard year on me too. Three died on me. It truly does make me the last man standing now. I guess I could say the same. Seeing you guys here, alive in particular is just, really nice.
Quote from: E on December 17, 2020, 11:45:44 PMQuote from: ๐ Aria ๐ฎ on December 17, 2020, 11:36:37 PMQuote from: E on December 16, 2020, 01:54:21 AMQuote from: ๐ Aria ๐ฎ on December 16, 2020, 01:38:46 AMWell, wasn't expecting to pop in and find this out. I'm glad you're both alive and moving forward. Even if we can't be proud of who we are or what we've done, we can strive towards being the people we want to be. It will never change the past, but then again nothing can.I know that all too well. I remember your name, but not much of our interactions. Only that I low-key ship you and Verb. None the less. It's good to see you again too. I'm sorry for what I did, if anything to you, even if it doesn't come across like you've any beef with me. Thank you.For different reasons I've told my fair share of mistruth so it would be a little hypocritical for me to be upset with you for it. If it's something important, it only matters that the truth comes out. Situationally that can take a while.And after dealing with death so much recently, it's strangely nice to see someone come back from the dead. An unexpected way to round out the year to be sure.Hey, I always figured no people have moral high ground to stand on anyway. We've all fucked up. Although being angry comes naturally. It's what we do with it that matters. On principle I do my best never to leave on words said out of anger. Could be the last time you speak to somebody. And that haunts you. Dunno if I can say I came back. I'm still quantifying what happened out and about. It's very strange for me to be back here at all. I feel so much different to what I was that it feels as if death occurred, and yet here I am, pulling bits of myself back together that remain as they were. You mind if I ask who you lost? Been a hard year on me too. Three died on me. It truly does make me the last man standing now. I guess I could say the same. Seeing you guys here, alive in particular is just, really nice.Happened last year, but my dad. Lot of changes in my life since. Still dealing with the consequences of an attempt earlier that year as well. Medical debt seems to be the true American pastime.
Quote from: ๐ Aria ๐ฎ on December 18, 2020, 03:08:31 PMQuote from: E on December 17, 2020, 11:45:44 PMQuote from: ๐ Aria ๐ฎ on December 17, 2020, 11:36:37 PMQuote from: E on December 16, 2020, 01:54:21 AMQuote from: ๐ Aria ๐ฎ on December 16, 2020, 01:38:46 AMWell, wasn't expecting to pop in and find this out. I'm glad you're both alive and moving forward. Even if we can't be proud of who we are or what we've done, we can strive towards being the people we want to be. It will never change the past, but then again nothing can.I know that all too well. I remember your name, but not much of our interactions. Only that I low-key ship you and Verb. None the less. It's good to see you again too. I'm sorry for what I did, if anything to you, even if it doesn't come across like you've any beef with me. Thank you.For different reasons I've told my fair share of mistruth so it would be a little hypocritical for me to be upset with you for it. If it's something important, it only matters that the truth comes out. Situationally that can take a while.And after dealing with death so much recently, it's strangely nice to see someone come back from the dead. An unexpected way to round out the year to be sure.Hey, I always figured no people have moral high ground to stand on anyway. We've all fucked up. Although being angry comes naturally. It's what we do with it that matters. On principle I do my best never to leave on words said out of anger. Could be the last time you speak to somebody. And that haunts you. Dunno if I can say I came back. I'm still quantifying what happened out and about. It's very strange for me to be back here at all. I feel so much different to what I was that it feels as if death occurred, and yet here I am, pulling bits of myself back together that remain as they were. You mind if I ask who you lost? Been a hard year on me too. Three died on me. It truly does make me the last man standing now. I guess I could say the same. Seeing you guys here, alive in particular is just, really nice.Happened last year, but my dad. Lot of changes in my life since. Still dealing with the consequences of an attempt earlier that year as well. Medical debt seems to be the true American pastime.Damn. Hate to say "I'm sorry" since it's not like I killed your dad. I just know the feeling. Medical debt and college debt, for certain. Listen. It might sound like something far away and hollow. I'm trying to ditch my jobs. My concern is being able to fund my sister and her daughter since husband died. If I'm gonna do this shit, I'm going to take it to the maximum that I can, so that they'll never struggle. So that I can fund a friend to challenge the courts and get back her kids. So that I can pull another american out here and get him out of the college debt and useless degree trap. If I ever have the financial ability to do it, and assuming you still owe, then I'll help pitch in to cover your expenses, only if you want.
A year later it still hurts that he's gone, but I've been able to find some comforting perspectives on the issue. I feel angrier with the circumstances leading to it more than anything else.
If I had to guess, it was an ongoing kind of deal right? Either improper treatment or neglect even if the condition was worsening?
Quote from: E on December 18, 2020, 07:06:18 PMIf I had to guess, it was an ongoing kind of deal right? Either improper treatment or neglect even if the condition was worsening?I'll just say that the VA needs more attention, that I'm disgusted by a government who creates veterans without consideration for the injuries they incur physically and mentally, a painfully incompetent standard for mental health, and the shortsighted grasp for a continual buildup of capital while casually disregarding the lives of those who generate it. I'm grateful that he's not in pain anymore, but millions more are suffering from the same problem and I'm angry with how lacking society is with compassion and empathy. And there's very little I can personally do to change it, so I donate my time and money where I can and then stew in a motivated misery.
Do you feel that this year had made you see life from a different perspective? Has this year help you grow into a much better person? And what do you wish best for 2021?
Also this forum is just one big conglomerate of mental illness.
Quote from: Septy on January 26, 2021, 09:37:36 PMAlso this forum is just one big conglomerate of mental illness.good 'ol fashioned island of misfit toysbut what else would you expect from a group of people posting on a traditional style online forum in current year
Quote from: Septy on January 26, 2021, 09:37:36 PMAlso this forum is just one big conglomerate of mental illness.Is anyone here actually diagnosed with anything?
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