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So Cindy, any scathing opinions of users here or on Bungle?


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So what is it like having gender dysphoria? Is it something that causes grief all the time or just when you do certain things that remind you of your problem?
Depends, really. That's actually quite an interesting question - no offence, but I didn't expect you to ask something like that.

It varies from day to day, I guess. There are days when it's just kind of a thought in the back of my mind that I can abate by doing things I enjoy and days where I refuse to look at myself in the mirror because I know that I'd cripple onto the floor if I did so.
No offense taken. I'm well aware you all think of me as stupid just because I act like a goofball. It's not your fault, none of you actually know me.

I see, though. That's rough. But what makes you be able to stand it? What's going through your mind at a moment like that? Sorry if this is a little much, but I'm curious.
To be honest? Bungle/Sep7 and other such places do, in a lot of ways. In places like these I'm treated fully as though I were a girl and, even if I do talk about my trans issues, it's more of people trying to understand them than to work backwards on them or feeling uncomfortable around them.

Though as a whole I suppose it's mostly just having to grin and bare it and waiting until things get better.


 
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So Cindy, any scathing opinions of users here or on Bungle?
Nah, not really.

I mean, there are people on Bungle I find annoying as fuck - Pyro, for example - but nothing "scathing". As you've probably noticed, I'm not really that shy about speaking my mind to people.


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Red or white sheets?


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Geez fucking typo. Thanks for this answer though.

I meant "what makes you not be able to stand it"? Like what goes through your mind that makes you not be able to look at yourself in the mirror.
Plenty of things - mostly centered around any features traditionally considered "masculine". Luckily I have naturally wide hips, so I don't worry about that all too much, but just...body hair, facial hair, facial structure, shoulder width, distribution of fat, Adam's apple, genetalia, etc.

I imagine that I'll always be stuck looking as such, that my transition will go poorly and I'll end up looking like some dude dressing in drag, that I'll never be pretty, that I'll always be looked at as a freak, etc.


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Red or white sheets?
Black or gray.

Between those two options, though? Red. White would look too messy too quick.


 
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Red or white sheets?
Black or gray.

Between those two options, though? Red. White would look too messy too quick.
PURPLE was the correct answer.

But yeah >White sheets <_<


 
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You're not a girl.


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If I were to ask you what would you like me to ask?
Fuck kind of a question is that?

I like levels of talking from discussing philosophical and societal issues to general shitposting about anime. I'm willing to talk about goddamn anything except politics because that's literally the only thing that's ever constantly talked about on Serious.
It was a joke

Dreamcar?
Honestly I care so little about cars that I really don't have one. Probably some generic high-end sports car like a Lambo or a Ferrari.
Spider like them hate them?


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You're not a girl.
That's not a question, but thank you for your input. I'll make sure to try to care about it.

Seriously, if you're gonna go for that route, at least phrase it as a question. Do something like "are you mad you'll never really be a girl" or something like that.

At least make an effort ffs


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If I were to ask you what would you like me to ask?
Fuck kind of a question is that?

I like levels of talking from discussing philosophical and societal issues to general shitposting about anime. I'm willing to talk about goddamn anything except politics because that's literally the only thing that's ever constantly talked about on Serious.
It was a joke

Dreamcar?
Honestly I care so little about cars that I really don't have one. Probably some generic high-end sports car like a Lambo or a Ferrari.
Spider like them hate them?
Like, the crawling things with 8 legs? I'm apathetic to their existence. If one's big enough and gets in my way then I will squish it.

Or is that a car or something?


 
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Amanda Bynes and Jeanette McCurdy get in to a bar fight. Who wins?


 
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Amanda Bynes and Jeanette McCurdy get in to a bar fight. Who wins?

Bring in the dancing lobsters.


 
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Why are you so stupid? So stupid and WRONG about everything?


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Why are you so stupid? So stupid and WRONG about everything?
Better be careful bullying me or I'll give away your BIG SECRET


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Amanda Bynes and Jeanette McCurdy get in to a bar fight. Who wins?

Bring in the dancing lobsters.
'manda 'manda 'manda 'manda 'MANDA


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Why are you so stupid? So stupid and WRONG about everything?
Better be careful bullying me or I'll give away your BIG SECRET
lol called it, Luci has a pp


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Why are you so stupid? So stupid and WRONG about everything?
Better be careful bullying me or I'll give away your BIG SECRET
lol called it, Luci has a pp
Nigga did I fucking SAY what the big secret is?

She could be a crack addict for all you know


 
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Why are you so stupid? So stupid and WRONG about everything?
Better be careful bullying me or I'll give away your BIG SECRET
lol called it, Luci has a pp
Nigga did I fucking SAY what the big secret is?

She could be a crack addict for all you know
well way to give away THAT secret...


 
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Threads over.

Back to work


 
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Luci has a 4 foot horse dick.

Luci is the man that had that penis transplant with a horse in mexico.


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Why are you so stupid? So stupid and WRONG about everything?
Better be careful bullying me or I'll give away your BIG SECRET
lol called it, Luci has a pp
Nigga did I fucking SAY what the big secret is?

She could be a crack addict for all you know
you don't have to, i've been suspecting it for a while fam.

YOU ALL OWE ME A BENJAMIN


 
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Luci has a 4 foot horse dick.

Luci is the man that had that penis transplant with a horse in mexico.
I sometimes wonder how we're friends