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Vertigo, huh? I've actually heard of that, but I always imagined it was just balance issues

what do you think caused your vertigo

i don't know what could possibly cause it, but I've had a really shitty week and I'm prone to depressive tendencies and anxiety. That's why I was interested when you mentioned it could be mental earlier in the thread.


 
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When was the last time you had a checkup?

last year i think


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Vertigo, huh? I've actually heard of that, but I always imagined it was just balance issues

what do you think caused your vertigo

i don't know what could possibly cause it, but I've had a really shitty week and I'm prone to depressive tendencies and anxiety. That's why I was interested when you mentioned it could be mental earlier in the thread.
Well it has to do with damage to the inner ear, so if you got head trauma or something you might wanna be extra cautious for additional damage.

But tell me about your week, why was it so shitty?


 
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Vertigo, huh? I've actually heard of that, but I always imagined it was just balance issues

what do you think caused your vertigo

i don't know what could possibly cause it, but I've had a really shitty week and I'm prone to depressive tendencies and anxiety. That's why I was interested when you mentioned it could be mental earlier in the thread.
Well it has to do with damage to the inner ear, so if you got head trauma or something you might wanna be extra cautious for additional damage.

But tell me about your week, why was it so shitty?

I don't remember any blows to the head recently.

And it's kinda personal, but let's just say I was put in a dark place Monday (the lowest I've been in about a year, exactly) that just put a negative spin on my attitude for the rest of the week. Following that, I got a ticket Tuesday morning on my way to work for expired plates, even though my dealer told me he paid for 2 year renewal on them when I bought it. Then, I had to stay an extra 2 hours after work concluded to get an emissions test that I had to pay for becauae my plates weren't renewed. That's a big deal for me because I live an hour and a half away from my job and I needed to study for my exam the following day. And then, after I finally get out of that mechanic shop, my car breaks down in the middle of the highway, calling for a tow and 1000 dollar repair job that I can't afford.

And the cherry on top is, my boss was sent to the hospital this morning too. Heart attack. And I'm supposed to take over his responsibilities when he can't, but I'm incapable of doing that becauae of my own situation.

It's just been a garbage week. Nothing I can't handle, though. It was possible I wasn't being emotionally honest with myself and was hurting more than I was letting on, and I do have anxiety, so I thought maybe that was it.


 
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When was the last time you had a checkup?

last year i think
Have you ever been to a psychiatrist?

they're different from psychologists in that they prescribe medication, right?

if that's the case, i've been to counsellors/psychologists, but not to a psychiatrist.


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Vertigo, huh? I've actually heard of that, but I always imagined it was just balance issues

what do you think caused your vertigo

i don't know what could possibly cause it, but I've had a really shitty week and I'm prone to depressive tendencies and anxiety. That's why I was interested when you mentioned it could be mental earlier in the thread.
Well it has to do with damage to the inner ear, so if you got head trauma or something you might wanna be extra cautious for additional damage.

But tell me about your week, why was it so shitty?

I don't remember any blows to the head recently.

And it's kinda personal, but let's just say I was put in a dark place Monday (the lowest I've been in about a year, exactly) that just put a negative spin on my attitude for the rest of the week. Following that, I got a ticket Tuesday morning on my way to work for expired plates, even though my dealer told me he paid for 2 year renewal on them when I bought it. Then, I had to stay an extra 2 hours after work concluded to get an emissions test that I had to pay for becauae my plates weren't renewed. That's a big deal for me because I live an hour and a half away from my job and I needed to study for my exam the following day. And then, after I finally get out of that mechanic shop, my car breaks down in the middle of the highway, calling for a tow and 1000 dollar repair job that I can't afford.

And the cherry on top is, my boss was sent to the hospital this morning too. Heart attack. And I'm supposed to take over his responsibilities when he can't, but I'm incapable of doing that becauae of my own situation.

It's just been a garbage week. Nothing I can't handle, though. It was possible I wasn't being emotionally honest with myself and was hurting more than I was letting on, and I do have anxiety, so I thought maybe that was it.
Damn, dude, I'm not sure how I'd handle that kind of stress.

How do you vent it out?


 
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Vertigo, huh? I've actually heard of that, but I always imagined it was just balance issues

what do you think caused your vertigo

i don't know what could possibly cause it, but I've had a really shitty week and I'm prone to depressive tendencies and anxiety. That's why I was interested when you mentioned it could be mental earlier in the thread.
Well it has to do with damage to the inner ear, so if you got head trauma or something you might wanna be extra cautious for additional damage.

But tell me about your week, why was it so shitty?

I don't remember any blows to the head recently.

And it's kinda personal, but let's just say I was put in a dark place Monday (the lowest I've been in about a year, exactly) that just put a negative spin on my attitude for the rest of the week. Following that, I got a ticket Tuesday morning on my way to work for expired plates, even though my dealer told me he paid for 2 year renewal on them when I bought it. Then, I had to stay an extra 2 hours after work concluded to get an emissions test that I had to pay for becauae my plates weren't renewed. That's a big deal for me because I live an hour and a half away from my job and I needed to study for my exam the following day. And then, after I finally get out of that mechanic shop, my car breaks down in the middle of the highway, calling for a tow and 1000 dollar repair job that I can't afford.

And the cherry on top is, my boss was sent to the hospital this morning too. Heart attack. And I'm supposed to take over his responsibilities when he can't, but I'm incapable of doing that becauae of my own situation.

It's just been a garbage week. Nothing I can't handle, though. It was possible I wasn't being emotionally honest with myself and was hurting more than I was letting on, and I do have anxiety, so I thought maybe that was it.
Damn, dude, I'm not sure how I'd handle that kind of stress.

How do you vent it out?

I channel my angers and frustrations into my work, or if I can't do that (be it a weekend or I'm at home or something), I just try to force some creativity out of it... I've always found that the greatest artists are those who are enduring suffering, and I feel like that's the best way to get it out of your system. Kind of lame, but yeah, a lot of my time is spent drawing, or painting, or playing the piano. Doesn't always work but that's my method.

I don't know, the alternative is to be useless and mope around all day. Fuck that.