An old friend came by an visited tonight, a friend I have history with. In the sexual sense. Although we didn't do anything, and I have 0 interest in doing anything with anyone other then my gf, I realized that I don't want to do anything with anyone with my gf lmao.

Which is a good thing, I've always been a very loyal friend/boyfriend. And it's nice to see it takes no effort for me to be like that. But does that mean I'm fucked? At 18 it isn't exactly ideal to be completely content with one relationship. Meaning, if I end up marrying her, I'm okay with it. (Not to say I'm planning to do that. But just a thought and realiziation.)

Maybe this it what it feels like when you hit that point and your just like "I'm okay with how everything is going, and I have no interest in changing it". It's not to say I don't find other women attractive. It's just I don't find anyone as attractive. Shit, even if I try I won't find someone more attractive.

My question is, is it to early to have this mindset?

If you're happy then I don't think it's a terrible mindset. I'm the complete opposite haha, I get tired of significant others so quickly

Getting married at 18 usually means you'll divorce before you hit 24, given how it goes in this country.

Mainly because people don't exactly comprehend the "through better or worse" bit and always think the love will be fresh and lovely like it is now.


Aren't I encouraging?

I never said I'd marry her anytime soon? I said if in the future we do, I honestly would be okay with that, even this early.

Is it on my mind? Fuck no.

But it's just a thought looking ahead

Ah.

Well.

Keep her. Live with her later one day before y'all marry. You won't know how content you are until you're living with her.

Just give it time. Thinking about marriage is nice and dandy, but I wouldn't do that till I hit my mid to late twenties. You still got a lotta life to experience.

Better go bang some hookers just to be safe.

I don't see anything wrong with this.

In truth, I don't either. But I can see why emotions can blind you when it comes to actual logic.

I guess I'm just a very faithful/loyal dude, but I guess I'm afraid I'm making an immature mistake for thinking like this. In terms of being content so early

All in all, don't get ahead of yourself too much.

Be the best boyfriend you can be bro!

I dunno bro

Nope

kill her