sorry to hear about it, but stop talkin bout "If you make it" you'll make it, so long as you don't give in and let what you've got keep you down, just like my grandad, with 5 brain tumours he lived a full year and a half after what the doc gave him to live, and that crazy son of a bitch never stopped, he kept working on his drawings, and kept going out for dinner with the family, and still kept going to see my sister born.

you've just got to keep being positive, you've officially hit the end of he road, might as well go out in a blaze of glory rather than a whisper in the wind.

I still work and do my jobs and this and that. But I can't keep up. I get out of breath and spent right away. And if I get hurt, it's a serious problem. My blood's losing the ability to clot and I'm healing worse than a senile old fuck. If I catch a cold it will kill me since all my other functions are plummetting now. I am positive, for the most part. I haven't let it stop me from doing me. But I have to be realistic. This is not something I'm going to walk away from.

I'm trying, and going to try and see how long I can go for. But I know when I'm done matey. In roughly four months alone I've gone from peak health to something much worse. I've spent two months under drugs to help and even then all they can do is slow it. I can't handle the heavy duty procedures neccessary to actually deal with this.

All I've got left is just doing me. That's the best I can do.

I hope the best for you as always

Quote from: GohanRules12 on March 23, 2016, 09:53:59 PM

Have you thought of trying any alternatives in addition to your treatments?  Are you open to them?

Trust me. I've gone over everything. I've spent months in discussion with every type of doc under the sun and gone over it again and again to the point that I'd just like them to ease off on me.  And if you're talking drugs that aren't medical related, no matey. I don't have those options. And I'd be reluctant to try them anyway.

I wasn't even soley talking about weed.  I was just broadly speaking. 

For example, I'm interested in fitness, and early on came across intermittent fasting.  It has a lot of health benefits, like regulating blood sugar levels, even "curing" diabetics (allowing them to live without having to inject their own insulin).

Along with a host of other benefits, it also has cancer preventitive and combatitive effects.