I've become incredibly numb

w/e · May 13, 2015, 12:54:18 PM

I'm posting this here because it'd be ignored in Flood.

Most things barely affect me anymore, but that's when it comes to dangers. I can still laugh, and appreciate beauty, but I can't be too stressed, or feel too anxious. Sometimes I do feel the anxiety, but it doesn't do anything, and might even work in my favour because of my otherwise numb self.

This isn't me talking about depression or something, it's just how I am, but why am I like this? I don't have any irrational fears like public speaking, or awkward situations. I'm almost immune to feeling awkward, but I think that sometimes other people feel awkward, but I'm never sure, and I feel none of it myself.

King pesto · May 13, 2015, 01:01:56 PM

lol smoke weed faget

w/e · May 13, 2015, 01:06:13 PM

Quote from: King pesto on May 13, 2015, 01:01:56 PM

lol smoke weed faget

Why? If you read the OP all that I stated was that stress and such don't affect me that much anymore. Does weed make me more stressed? Why would I wanna be more stressed, and at the cost of getting caught, and about $10? or $100 I don't know how much weed costs

King pesto · May 13, 2015, 01:07:36 PM

Quote from: OrbitalDesty on May 13, 2015, 01:06:13 PM

Quote from: King pesto on May 13, 2015, 01:01:56 PM
lol smoke weed faget
Why? If you read the OP all that I stated was that stress and such don't affect me that much anymore. Does weed make me more stressed? Why would I wanna be more stressed, and at the cost of getting caught, and about $10? or $100 I don't know how much weed costs

just blaze it dork

w/e · May 13, 2015, 01:19:56 PM

What is it dork?

challengerX · May 13, 2015, 03:20:44 PM

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w/e · May 13, 2015, 03:43:06 PM

Quote from: challengerX on May 13, 2015, 03:20:44 PM

I can't feel you there

Du bist witzig

Doctor Doom · May 13, 2015, 05:46:54 PM

I CAN'T FEEL YOU THERE
I'VE BECOME SO TIRED
SO MUCH MORE AWARE
I'VE FORGOTTEN THE REST
OF THE LYRICS TO THIS SONG
FUCK LINKIN PARK

eggsalad · May 13, 2015, 06:37:34 PM

are you comfortable?

Mattie G Indahouse · May 13, 2015, 06:56:41 PM

Quote from: OrbitalDesty on May 13, 2015, 12:54:18 PM

I've become incredibly dumb

Yes you have.

noodles · May 13, 2015, 08:21:07 PM

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Girl of Mystery · May 14, 2015, 12:17:51 AM

BECOME SO TIRED, SO MUCH MORE AWARE
I'M BECOMING THIS, ALL I WANT TO DO
IS BE MORE LIKE ME AND BE LESS LIKE YOU

Cindy · May 14, 2015, 02:59:01 AM

BUT IN THE END
IT DOESN- wrong song, fuck

Dopameme · May 14, 2015, 11:06:18 AM

Quote from: eggsalad on May 13, 2015, 06:37:34 PM

are you comfortable?

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

have become
comfortably numb