Another thread about suicide

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

What is it that has you in this state of mind? :/

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

What is it that has you in this state of mind? :/

I'm not sure. I've thought about it for a long time and I've tried to think about how things used to be. It's hard to remember a time when this wasn't how things were. It just sort of is.

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

What is it that has you in this state of mind? :/

I'm not sure. I've thought about it for a long time and I've tried to think about how things used to be. It's hard to remember a time when this wasn't how things were. It just sort of is.

Come on dude. Look back to the good old days on here. Remember the videos you made? Remember the one where you made Kyio a soda can and shot her up and told Cheat to demote her? I know that was in character but that shit made me laugh so hard.

Don't lose yourself man.

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

What is it that has you in this state of mind? :/

I'm not sure. I've thought about it for a long time and I've tried to think about how things used to be. It's hard to remember a time when this wasn't how things were. It just sort of is.

Come on dude. Look back to the good old days on here. Remember the videos you made? Remember the one where you made Kyio a soda can and shot her up and told Cheat to demote her? I know that was in character but that shit made me laugh so hard.

Don't lose yourself man.

The thing is I felt the same way then as I do now. I made a lot of my old videos just as a way to escape from my problems. Somewhere along the way I stopped trying to escape and I've just sort of accepted it.

It's not like a lot has changed.

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

What is it that has you in this state of mind? :/

I'm not sure. I've thought about it for a long time and I've tried to think about how things used to be. It's hard to remember a time when this wasn't how things were. It just sort of is.

Come on dude. Look back to the good old days on here. Remember the videos you made? Remember the one where you made Kyio a soda can and shot her up and told Cheat to demote her? I know that was in character but that shit made me laugh so hard.

Don't lose yourself man.

The thing is I felt the same way then as I do now. I made a lot of my old videos just as a way to escape from my problems. Somewhere along the way I stopped trying to escape and I've just sort of accepted it.

It's not like a lot has changed.

:/

We all are trying to escape. I don't think you should kill yourself at all. Its a waste of potential

YouTube

This is still the best video you have ever made in my opinion. Properly executed and everything.

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

What is it that has you in this state of mind? :/

I'm not sure. I've thought about it for a long time and I've tried to think about how things used to be. It's hard to remember a time when this wasn't how things were. It just sort of is.

Come on dude. Look back to the good old days on here. Remember the videos you made? Remember the one where you made Kyio a soda can and shot her up and told Cheat to demote her? I know that was in character but that shit made me laugh so hard.

Don't lose yourself man.

The thing is I felt the same way then as I do now. I made a lot of my old videos just as a way to escape from my problems. Somewhere along the way I stopped trying to escape and I've just sort of accepted it.

It's not like a lot has changed.

:/

We all are trying to escape. I don't think you should kill yourself at all. Its a waste of potential

YouTube

This is still the best video you have ever made in my opinion. Properly executed and everything.

I appreciate it. I'm just tired is all.

I wanna take a nice long nap.

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

What is it that has you in this state of mind? :/

I'm not sure. I've thought about it for a long time and I've tried to think about how things used to be. It's hard to remember a time when this wasn't how things were. It just sort of is.

Come on dude. Look back to the good old days on here. Remember the videos you made? Remember the one where you made Kyio a soda can and shot her up and told Cheat to demote her? I know that was in character but that shit made me laugh so hard.

Don't lose yourself man.

The thing is I felt the same way then as I do now. I made a lot of my old videos just as a way to escape from my problems. Somewhere along the way I stopped trying to escape and I've just sort of accepted it.

It's not like a lot has changed.

:/

We all are trying to escape. I don't think you should kill yourself at all. Its a waste of potential

YouTube

This is still the best video you have ever made in my opinion. Properly executed and everything.

I appreciate it. I'm just tired is all.

I wanna take a nice long nap.

Maybe that's what you need. Take a nap and just think things over with a fresh mind man.

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

What is it that has you in this state of mind? :/

I'm not sure. I've thought about it for a long time and I've tried to think about how things used to be. It's hard to remember a time when this wasn't how things were. It just sort of is.

Come on dude. Look back to the good old days on here. Remember the videos you made? Remember the one where you made Kyio a soda can and shot her up and told Cheat to demote her? I know that was in character but that shit made me laugh so hard.

Don't lose yourself man.

The thing is I felt the same way then as I do now. I made a lot of my old videos just as a way to escape from my problems. Somewhere along the way I stopped trying to escape and I've just sort of accepted it.

It's not like a lot has changed.

:/

We all are trying to escape. I don't think you should kill yourself at all. Its a waste of potential

YouTube

This is still the best video you have ever made in my opinion. Properly executed and everything.

I appreciate it. I'm just tired is all.

I wanna take a nice long nap.

Maybe that's what you need. Take a nap and just think things over with a fresh mind man.

I do this often. I spend a lot of time sleeping and when I wake up I wish I hadn't. I'd like to sleep a little longer to be honest.

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

What is it that has you in this state of mind? :/

I'm not sure. I've thought about it for a long time and I've tried to think about how things used to be. It's hard to remember a time when this wasn't how things were. It just sort of is.

Come on dude. Look back to the good old days on here. Remember the videos you made? Remember the one where you made Kyio a soda can and shot her up and told Cheat to demote her? I know that was in character but that shit made me laugh so hard.

Don't lose yourself man.

The thing is I felt the same way then as I do now. I made a lot of my old videos just as a way to escape from my problems. Somewhere along the way I stopped trying to escape and I've just sort of accepted it.

It's not like a lot has changed.

:/

We all are trying to escape. I don't think you should kill yourself at all. Its a waste of potential

YouTube

This is still the best video you have ever made in my opinion. Properly executed and everything.

I appreciate it. I'm just tired is all.

I wanna take a nice long nap.

Maybe that's what you need. Take a nap and just think things over with a fresh mind man.

I do this often. I spend a lot of time sleeping and when I wake up I wish I hadn't. I'd like to sleep a little longer to be honest.

Again, I think that's what you really need. Just sleep.

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

What is it that has you in this state of mind? :/

I'm not sure. I've thought about it for a long time and I've tried to think about how things used to be. It's hard to remember a time when this wasn't how things were. It just sort of is.

Come on dude. Look back to the good old days on here. Remember the videos you made? Remember the one where you made Kyio a soda can and shot her up and told Cheat to demote her? I know that was in character but that shit made me laugh so hard.

Don't lose yourself man.

The thing is I felt the same way then as I do now. I made a lot of my old videos just as a way to escape from my problems. Somewhere along the way I stopped trying to escape and I've just sort of accepted it.

It's not like a lot has changed.

:/

We all are trying to escape. I don't think you should kill yourself at all. Its a waste of potential

YouTube

This is still the best video you have ever made in my opinion. Properly executed and everything.

I appreciate it. I'm just tired is all.

I wanna take a nice long nap.

Maybe that's what you need. Take a nap and just think things over with a fresh mind man.

I do this often. I spend a lot of time sleeping and when I wake up I wish I hadn't. I'd like to sleep a little longer to be honest.

Again, I think that's what you really need. Just sleep.

I'm sick of spending hours trying to get to sleep and then being too tired to do anything I want to do. It's getting to me.

I don't want to sit here and shoot the shit about my dumb problems, I'm just frustrated.

I think about it a lot.

Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.

It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.

Nobody cares about what I want.

If this is a joke its not funny.

I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.

No shit it's not funny.

Then like me you need to get help.

It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.

If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...

I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.

You shouldn't give up. You only live once. There is going to be nothing after death. Once you make that decision and you kick the bucket, its over. You can't undo it later.

The nice thing is when I decide to make the decision, at least I won't need to worry about it. No regrets, no nothing.

What is it that has you in this state of mind? :/

I'm not sure. I've thought about it for a long time and I've tried to think about how things used to be. It's hard to remember a time when this wasn't how things were. It just sort of is.

Come on dude. Look back to the good old days on here. Remember the videos you made? Remember the one where you made Kyio a soda can and shot her up and told Cheat to demote her? I know that was in character but that shit made me laugh so hard.

Don't lose yourself man.

The thing is I felt the same way then as I do now. I made a lot of my old videos just as a way to escape from my problems. Somewhere along the way I stopped trying to escape and I've just sort of accepted it.

It's not like a lot has changed.

:/

We all are trying to escape. I don't think you should kill yourself at all. Its a waste of potential

YouTube

This is still the best video you have ever made in my opinion. Properly executed and everything.

I appreciate it. I'm just tired is all.

I wanna take a nice long nap.

Maybe that's what you need. Take a nap and just think things over with a fresh mind man.

I do this often. I spend a lot of time sleeping and when I wake up I wish I hadn't. I'd like to sleep a little longer to be honest.

Again, I think that's what you really need. Just sleep.

I'm sick of spending hours trying to get to sleep and then being too tired to do anything I want to do. It's getting to me.

I don't want to sit here and shoot the shit about my dumb problems, I'm just frustrated.

Maybe you should see a therapist.

I attempted suicide today. Almost worked, but the rope I tied to the tree trunk was loose enough to where I fell to the ground. I don't know what to do anymore, really.

I attempted suicide today. Almost worked, but the rope I tied to the tree trunk was loose enough to where I fell to the ground. I don't know what to do anymore, really.

You need to pick up a phone and call a doc. Now.

I attempted suicide today. Almost worked, but the rope I tied to the tree trunk was loose enough to where I fell to the ground. I don't know what to do anymore, really.

You need to seek help. I don't really know you, but you're lucky to be alive.

At first I was gunna ask how old you were. A surprising amount of suicidal feelings fade a lot the older you get but I see that you're around my age. All I can say is feelings and actions are too different things. We can feel ways until we are blue in the face. It's about acting that is important.

I self harmed. A lot. My arms look pretty shitty with scars tbh. But I never wanted to kill myself. Sure, I felt suicidal but I was too scared to die. I opted to hurt myself. Because I knew it would be a decision I, and others, and cope and live with. Death is too scary. Too permanent. You're don't keep yourself alive because family is here. You're alive because they're still here.

Hold on to whatever little thing you can to coax you not to act on these feelings.

And at the end of the day, no matter how shitty things are, treat yo self. I'm not here to pitch self love but just be nice. Fuck it, order a pizza tonight. Go see a movie, buy that video game, fucking whatever.

Also, even if you lie to yourself about caring about yourself you'll eventually believe it. Your brain is dumber than you think. You can trick your brain in to raising your self esteem and caring but literally, out loud, telling yourself that you're good and enough and that you love yourself. You don't even have to believe it. Because after hearing it enough your brain will make you believe it.

I've been through enough shit to have had this stuff help me. I just hope it can help someone else. Even if it's for another day.

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It's better, now. I've been talking to people about it.

It's strange, though, thinking about it. Just then I was willing to end it all, now I feel...fine, kinda.

It's better, now. I've been talking to people about it.

It's strange, though, thinking about it. Just then I was willing to end it all, now I feel...fine, kinda.

I may be a relatively new addition but I will also be apart of this umbrella of support. Seriously, people aren't wrong, whatever is bad can't be worth killing yourself. You're lucky to have this moment of revelation because of what happened.

The smallest thing can make you want to live. It's impressive. The smallest amount of water can erode the largest mountains. Remember that. However hard you have it one thing can change that.

Just then I was willing to end it all, now I feel...fine, kinda.

I know the feeling, man. It's weird.

I remember a night not too long ago when I was lying in bed thinking "I'm ready to die, I don't want to live any more". This after having a perfectly agreeable day and then going on to wake up feeling fine. I know it's incredibly difficult, but when you have such impulses try and tell yourself that they aren't rational, that it doesn't make sense for you to be feeling like this. It sounds cliched and worn-out, but it works if you can pull it off; convincing yourself that what you feel doesn't make sense is one of the first steps in terms of recovery.

And I have to remember that I probably wouldn't be here if it weren't for a chance phone call two years ago. I've forgotten the date I tried to kill myself, hopefully with time I'll forget the month too. Life can seem like--and often is--a long, dark and winding road. You just have to remember it's better than straying into the forest.

Shoot me a PM, if you ever feel the need to.

It's better, now. I've been talking to people about it.

It's strange, though, thinking about it. Just then I was willing to end it all, now I feel...fine, kinda.

Keep having someone to talk to.

Loneliness is actually one of the worst things that can happen to someone.

well, my parents have officially disowned me and my sister, we are now legally no longer a part of the family, on top of my parents fucking hating us, all the people I have known for almost 30 years just cut out, never seeing them again. drive home was fucking hard, 7 or 8 times I just wanted to slam the fucking gas and turn left just to see what would happen.

well, my parents have officially disowned me and my sister, we are now legally no longer a part of the family, on top of my parents fucking hating us, all the people I have known for almost 30 years just cut out, never seeing them again. drive home was fucking hard, 7 or 8 times I just wanted to slam the fucking gas and turn left just to see what would happen.

Wait, that's actually something you can legally do?

they can legally in the way of a restraining order, and they're friends with the judge, so now both me, my sister, and our families can no longer be within 200 ft of my parents. they also removed all visitation rights, and both of us from their wills

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well, my parents have officially disowned me and my sister, we are now legally no longer a part of the family, on top of my parents fucking hating us, all the people I have known for almost 30 years just cut out, never seeing them again. drive home was fucking hard, 7 or 8 times I just wanted to slam the fucking gas and turn left just to see what would happen.

Wait, that's actually something you can legally do?

they can legally in the way of a restraining order, and they're friends with the judge, so now both me, my sister, and our families can no longer be within 200 ft of my parents. they also removed all visitation rights, and both of us from their wills

Damn...
I'm sorry to hear that.

honestly the hardest thing was that we can't be at family gatherings, or even meet up with anyone in the family anymore, my mom and dad have an iron grip and will on the family, and how they percieve us now. my parents can go fuck themselves for all I care, but my uncles, my aunts, my cousins, Im gonna miss em.

well, my parents have officially disowned me and my sister, we are now legally no longer a part of the family, on top of my parents fucking hating us, all the people I have known for almost 30 years just cut out, never seeing them again. drive home was fucking hard, 7 or 8 times I just wanted to slam the fucking gas and turn left just to see what would happen.

Wait, that's actually something you can legally do?

they can legally in the way of a restraining order, and they're friends with the judge, so now both me, my sister, and our families can no longer be within 200 ft of my parents. they also removed all visitation rights, and both of us from their wills

Damn...
I'm sorry to hear that.

honestly the hardest thing was that we can't be at family gatherings, or even meet up with anyone in the family anymore, my mom and dad have an iron grip and will on the family, and how they percieve us now. my parents can go fuck themselves for all I care, but my uncles, my aunts, my cousins, Im gonna miss em.

Can I ask why they disowned you?

well, my parents have officially disowned me and my sister, we are now legally no longer a part of the family, on top of my parents fucking hating us, all the people I have known for almost 30 years just cut out, never seeing them again. drive home was fucking hard, 7 or 8 times I just wanted to slam the fucking gas and turn left just to see what would happen.

Wait, that's actually something you can legally do?

they can legally in the way of a restraining order, and they're friends with the judge, so now both me, my sister, and our families can no longer be within 200 ft of my parents. they also removed all visitation rights, and both of us from their wills

Damn...
I'm sorry to hear that.

honestly the hardest thing was that we can't be at family gatherings, or even meet up with anyone in the family anymore, my mom and dad have an iron grip and will on the family, and how they percieve us now. my parents can go fuck themselves for all I care, but my uncles, my aunts, my cousins, Im gonna miss em.

Can I ask why they disowned you?

My sister is a massive faggot, and my parents are hardcore family oriented, bible thumping christians, and when they found out, they cut her off while she was and still is in college, leaving her and her soon to be wife 10k in debt and homeless. Being that she's my fucking sister; I helped her out, by giving her a place ro stay and some money so she can pay her bills till they get back on heir feet. That apparently is a big no no in their eyes, and they decided that I am also no longer a part of the family.

well, my parents have officially disowned me and my sister, we are now legally no longer a part of the family, on top of my parents fucking hating us, all the people I have known for almost 30 years just cut out, never seeing them again. drive home was fucking hard, 7 or 8 times I just wanted to slam the fucking gas and turn left just to see what would happen.

Wait, that's actually something you can legally do?

they can legally in the way of a restraining order, and they're friends with the judge, so now both me, my sister, and our families can no longer be within 200 ft of my parents. they also removed all visitation rights, and both of us from their wills

Damn...
I'm sorry to hear that.

honestly the hardest thing was that we can't be at family gatherings, or even meet up with anyone in the family anymore, my mom and dad have an iron grip and will on the family, and how they percieve us now. my parents can go fuck themselves for all I care, but my uncles, my aunts, my cousins, Im gonna miss em.

Can I ask why they disowned you?

My sister is a massive faggot, and my parents are hardcore family oriented, bible thumping christians, and when they found out, they cut her off while she was and still is in college, leaving her and her soon to be wife 10k in debt and homeless. Being that she's my fucking sister; I helped her out, by giving her a place ro stay and some money so she can pay her bills till they get back on heir feet. That apparently is a big no no in their eyes, and they decided that I am also no longer a part of the family.

That rings a bell now. Stuff earlier in the year.

I'm not one for family feuds. I'm used to just cutting off whatever metaphorical limb bad folks belonged on and going my own way. But I might make a reccommendation. Keep in touch with the relatives who do still get along with you. It's the age of interent after all. Discreet communication is possible.

I've changed a tad over the years though. If I were you, I would make a fuss over things. Bring the issue to light with communities friendly around your sister. Don't let em get away with their bullshit and walk over you, even if they are family. Turn the tables on them.

You're doing the right move though.

well, my parents have officially disowned me and my sister, we are now legally no longer a part of the family, on top of my parents fucking hating us, all the people I have known for almost 30 years just cut out, never seeing them again. drive home was fucking hard, 7 or 8 times I just wanted to slam the fucking gas and turn left just to see what would happen.

Wait, that's actually something you can legally do?

they can legally in the way of a restraining order, and they're friends with the judge, so now both me, my sister, and our families can no longer be within 200 ft of my parents. they also removed all visitation rights, and both of us from their wills

Damn...
I'm sorry to hear that.

honestly the hardest thing was that we can't be at family gatherings, or even meet up with anyone in the family anymore, my mom and dad have an iron grip and will on the family, and how they percieve us now. my parents can go fuck themselves for all I care, but my uncles, my aunts, my cousins, Im gonna miss em.

Can I ask why they disowned you?

My sister is a massive faggot, and my parents are hardcore family oriented, bible thumping christians, and when they found out, they cut her off while she was and still is in college, leaving her and her soon to be wife 10k in debt and homeless. Being that she's my fucking sister; I helped her out, by giving her a place ro stay and some money so she can pay her bills till they get back on heir feet. That apparently is a big no no in their eyes, and they decided that I am also no longer a part of the family.

That rings a bell now. Stuff earlier in the year.

I'm not one for family feuds. I'm used to just cutting off whatever metaphorical limb bad folks belonged on and going my own way. But I might make a reccommendation. Keep in touch with the relatives who do still get along with you. It's the age of interent after all. Discreet communication is possible.

I've changed a tad over the years though. If I were you, I would make a fuss over things. Bring the issue to light with communities friendly around your sister. Don't let em get away with their bullshit and walk over you, even if they are family. Turn the tables on them.

You're doing the right move though.

alright, Ill take a whack at it, thanks for the advice dude.

well, my parents have officially disowned me and my sister, we are now legally no longer a part of the family, on top of my parents fucking hating us, all the people I have known for almost 30 years just cut out, never seeing them again. drive home was fucking hard, 7 or 8 times I just wanted to slam the fucking gas and turn left just to see what would happen.

Wait, that's actually something you can legally do?

they can legally in the way of a restraining order, and they're friends with the judge, so now both me, my sister, and our families can no longer be within 200 ft of my parents. they also removed all visitation rights, and both of us from their wills

Damn...
I'm sorry to hear that.

honestly the hardest thing was that we can't be at family gatherings, or even meet up with anyone in the family anymore, my mom and dad have an iron grip and will on the family, and how they percieve us now. my parents can go fuck themselves for all I care, but my uncles, my aunts, my cousins, Im gonna miss em.

Can I ask why they disowned you?

My sister is a massive faggot, and my parents are hardcore family oriented, bible thumping christians, and when they found out, they cut her off while she was and still is in college, leaving her and her soon to be wife 10k in debt and homeless. Being that she's my fucking sister; I helped her out, by giving her a place ro stay and some money so she can pay her bills till they get back on heir feet. That apparently is a big no no in their eyes, and they decided that I am also no longer a part of the family.

That rings a bell now. Stuff earlier in the year.

I'm not one for family feuds. I'm used to just cutting off whatever metaphorical limb bad folks belonged on and going my own way. But I might make a reccommendation. Keep in touch with the relatives who do still get along with you. It's the age of interent after all. Discreet communication is possible.

I've changed a tad over the years though. If I were you, I would make a fuss over things. Bring the issue to light with communities friendly around your sister. Don't let em get away with their bullshit and walk over you, even if they are family. Turn the tables on them.

You're doing the right move though.

alright, Ill take a whack at it, thanks for the advice dude.

I know it's not nice sentiment wise. Think about it. Having to skirt around under your parents with other relatives who do care about you guys, or even just raising a fuss with your parents. Even to me despite being tired of putting up with crap, the notion of it doesn't make me feel any better.

You know, if I knew the right way to word things, and you asked me to, I'd call your folks up and either give them an earful of shit or talk to them. Then give them an earful of shit.