Quote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 04:46:44 PMQuote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMQuote from: Snowtrap on December 13, 2015, 01:41:04 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.Because I'm saying giving up is bad and I don't want to be condescended to by Sandtrap? Get a grip.
Quote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMQuote from: Snowtrap on December 13, 2015, 01:41:04 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.
Quote from: Snowtrap on December 13, 2015, 01:41:04 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.
Quote from: NiggerBot 9000 on December 13, 2015, 01:09:49 PMQuote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:06:19 PMLOL You peopleSeems like half of Sep7agon is currently depressed while the other half was depressed at some point already in their livesI understand some of you guys had fucked up parents and some stuff but... man the fuck up.
Quote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:06:19 PMLOL You peopleSeems like half of Sep7agon is currently depressed while the other half was depressed at some point already in their lives
LOL You people
Quote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 05:46:51 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:12:06 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 04:46:44 PMQuote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.Because I'm saying giving up is bad and I don't want to be condescended to by Sandtrap? Get a grip.Because of the flippant and insensitive way you responded to Sandtrap's emotionally sincere post. Guy writes a whole monologue on his struggle and grappling with suicide and you tell him to save his "sob story".You're a piece of shit, bro.Nope. I just don't care for sob stories. I don't go on here or whine to people in real life about bad things that have happened to me. Feeling sorry for yourself doesn't do you any favors. Also, I didn't insult or belittle anything he went through. I just don't want to hear it, because it's irrelevant to the point I'm making. That you need to keep your head up and not dwell on the bad shit. Maybe it seems like I don't care or that I'm being harsh, but I have no intention of insulting anybody or making people feel like they can't share their personal lives. I'm just saying stop making excuses for yourselves.
Quote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:12:06 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 04:46:44 PMQuote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.Because I'm saying giving up is bad and I don't want to be condescended to by Sandtrap? Get a grip.Because of the flippant and insensitive way you responded to Sandtrap's emotionally sincere post. Guy writes a whole monologue on his struggle and grappling with suicide and you tell him to save his "sob story".You're a piece of shit, bro.
Quote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 04:46:44 PMQuote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.Because I'm saying giving up is bad and I don't want to be condescended to by Sandtrap? Get a grip.
Quote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.
Save your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.
Quote from: Poopo No Pico on January 24, 2016, 08:04:39 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:50:14 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 05:46:51 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:12:06 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 04:46:44 PMQuote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.Because I'm saying giving up is bad and I don't want to be condescended to by Sandtrap? Get a grip.Because of the flippant and insensitive way you responded to Sandtrap's emotionally sincere post. Guy writes a whole monologue on his struggle and grappling with suicide and you tell him to save his "sob story".You're a piece of shit, bro.Nope. I just don't care for sob stories. I don't go on here or whine to people in real life about bad things that have happened to me. Feeling sorry for yourself doesn't do you any favors. Also, I didn't insult or belittle anything he went through. I just don't want to hear it, because it's irrelevant to the point I'm making. That you need to keep your head up and not dwell on the bad shit. Maybe it seems like I don't care or that I'm being harsh, but I have no intention of insulting anybody or making people feel like they can't share their personal lives. I'm just saying stop making excuses for yourselves.kill yourselfBut I'm not gay.
Quote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:50:14 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 05:46:51 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:12:06 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 04:46:44 PMQuote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.Because I'm saying giving up is bad and I don't want to be condescended to by Sandtrap? Get a grip.Because of the flippant and insensitive way you responded to Sandtrap's emotionally sincere post. Guy writes a whole monologue on his struggle and grappling with suicide and you tell him to save his "sob story".You're a piece of shit, bro.Nope. I just don't care for sob stories. I don't go on here or whine to people in real life about bad things that have happened to me. Feeling sorry for yourself doesn't do you any favors. Also, I didn't insult or belittle anything he went through. I just don't want to hear it, because it's irrelevant to the point I'm making. That you need to keep your head up and not dwell on the bad shit. Maybe it seems like I don't care or that I'm being harsh, but I have no intention of insulting anybody or making people feel like they can't share their personal lives. I'm just saying stop making excuses for yourselves.kill yourself
Quote from: Poopo No Pico on January 24, 2016, 08:14:10 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 08:08:41 PMQuote from: Poopo No Pico on January 24, 2016, 08:04:39 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:50:14 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 05:46:51 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:12:06 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 04:46:44 PMQuote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.Because I'm saying giving up is bad and I don't want to be condescended to by Sandtrap? Get a grip.Because of the flippant and insensitive way you responded to Sandtrap's emotionally sincere post. Guy writes a whole monologue on his struggle and grappling with suicide and you tell him to save his "sob story".You're a piece of shit, bro.Nope. I just don't care for sob stories. I don't go on here or whine to people in real life about bad things that have happened to me. Feeling sorry for yourself doesn't do you any favors. Also, I didn't insult or belittle anything he went through. I just don't want to hear it, because it's irrelevant to the point I'm making. That you need to keep your head up and not dwell on the bad shit. Maybe it seems like I don't care or that I'm being harsh, but I have no intention of insulting anybody or making people feel like they can't share their personal lives. I'm just saying stop making excuses for yourselves.kill yourselfBut I'm not gay.chally will never be a black man actual footage of chally:YouTubeIs there a reason you're derailing this thread with these weak ass posts?
Quote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 08:08:41 PMQuote from: Poopo No Pico on January 24, 2016, 08:04:39 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:50:14 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 05:46:51 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:12:06 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 04:46:44 PMQuote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.Because I'm saying giving up is bad and I don't want to be condescended to by Sandtrap? Get a grip.Because of the flippant and insensitive way you responded to Sandtrap's emotionally sincere post. Guy writes a whole monologue on his struggle and grappling with suicide and you tell him to save his "sob story".You're a piece of shit, bro.Nope. I just don't care for sob stories. I don't go on here or whine to people in real life about bad things that have happened to me. Feeling sorry for yourself doesn't do you any favors. Also, I didn't insult or belittle anything he went through. I just don't want to hear it, because it's irrelevant to the point I'm making. That you need to keep your head up and not dwell on the bad shit. Maybe it seems like I don't care or that I'm being harsh, but I have no intention of insulting anybody or making people feel like they can't share their personal lives. I'm just saying stop making excuses for yourselves.kill yourselfBut I'm not gay.chally will never be a black man actual footage of chally:YouTube
Quote from: Poopo No Pico on January 24, 2016, 09:39:40 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 09:19:02 PMQuote from: Poopo No Pico on January 24, 2016, 08:14:10 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 08:08:41 PMQuote from: Poopo No Pico on January 24, 2016, 08:04:39 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:50:14 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 05:46:51 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:12:06 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 04:46:44 PMQuote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.Because I'm saying giving up is bad and I don't want to be condescended to by Sandtrap? Get a grip.Because of the flippant and insensitive way you responded to Sandtrap's emotionally sincere post. Guy writes a whole monologue on his struggle and grappling with suicide and you tell him to save his "sob story".You're a piece of shit, bro.Nope. I just don't care for sob stories. I don't go on here or whine to people in real life about bad things that have happened to me. Feeling sorry for yourself doesn't do you any favors. Also, I didn't insult or belittle anything he went through. I just don't want to hear it, because it's irrelevant to the point I'm making. That you need to keep your head up and not dwell on the bad shit. Maybe it seems like I don't care or that I'm being harsh, but I have no intention of insulting anybody or making people feel like they can't share their personal lives. I'm just saying stop making excuses for yourselves.kill yourselfBut I'm not gay.chally will never be a black man actual footage of chally:YouTubeIs there a reason you're derailing this thread with these weak ass posts?Yeah. You're not as discreet as you think you are.What the hell are you talking about?Damn you people are sensitive.
Quote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 09:19:02 PMQuote from: Poopo No Pico on January 24, 2016, 08:14:10 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 08:08:41 PMQuote from: Poopo No Pico on January 24, 2016, 08:04:39 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:50:14 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 05:46:51 PMQuote from: challengerX on January 24, 2016, 05:12:06 PMQuote from: SecondClass on January 24, 2016, 04:46:44 PMQuote from: challengerX on December 13, 2015, 01:47:57 PMSave your condescension and sob story. I don't care. I've suffered a lot and I'm not here crying or trying to kill myself.If you're mentally fucked up, whatever. But don't tell me I don't know what it's like. I'm not here saying "lol it's easy just man up lmao". I'm saying man up, because giving into it doesn't make anything better.And this is why I don't talk about anything too personal on this site.Because I'm saying giving up is bad and I don't want to be condescended to by Sandtrap? Get a grip.Because of the flippant and insensitive way you responded to Sandtrap's emotionally sincere post. Guy writes a whole monologue on his struggle and grappling with suicide and you tell him to save his "sob story".You're a piece of shit, bro.Nope. I just don't care for sob stories. I don't go on here or whine to people in real life about bad things that have happened to me. Feeling sorry for yourself doesn't do you any favors. Also, I didn't insult or belittle anything he went through. I just don't want to hear it, because it's irrelevant to the point I'm making. That you need to keep your head up and not dwell on the bad shit. Maybe it seems like I don't care or that I'm being harsh, but I have no intention of insulting anybody or making people feel like they can't share their personal lives. I'm just saying stop making excuses for yourselves.kill yourselfBut I'm not gay.chally will never be a black man actual footage of chally:YouTubeIs there a reason you're derailing this thread with these weak ass posts?Yeah. You're not as discreet as you think you are.
Quote from: Decimator Omega on January 25, 2016, 04:48:59 AMI know its kinda too late in this thread, but I gotta say something.I'm finally beginning to snap out of my depression after having one hell of a flashback. I realize that my life now is not as bad as it was 10 years ago.I need to be careful not to relapse back into it, so I plan on seeing a psychologist.That's good, it sound like you're starting to take the right steps.
I know its kinda too late in this thread, but I gotta say something.I'm finally beginning to snap out of my depression after having one hell of a flashback. I realize that my life now is not as bad as it was 10 years ago.I need to be careful not to relapse back into it, so I plan on seeing a psychologist.
Have you thought about God?
Quote from: Decimator Omega on January 25, 2016, 04:48:59 AMI know its kinda too late in this thread, but I gotta say something.I'm finally beginning to snap out of my depression after having one hell of a flashback. I realize that my life now is not as bad as it was 10 years ago.I need to be careful not to relapse back into it, so I plan on seeing a psychologist.That's great to hear. Speaking from my own experiences, it comes and goes, and each time it does you learn more about yourself and how to prevent it from happening.
I don't have suicidal thoughts with any intention. Like sometimes I'll think "holy fuck just kill me now" about something trivial. Nothing serious. I'm not depressed either. No time for it. I don't like the paranoia associated with "suicide watching," but I understand why it freaks people out. More often than not, it creates communication problems, like if someone's preoccupied with you not offing yourself they're going to try immediately securing your safety (whatever that means) instead of trying to really get to the crux of your problem.
Quote from: Fun Timer on February 10, 2016, 07:05:25 AMI don't have suicidal thoughts with any intention. Like sometimes I'll think "holy fuck just kill me now" about something trivial. Nothing serious. I'm not depressed either. No time for it. I don't like the paranoia associated with "suicide watching," but I understand why it freaks people out. More often than not, it creates communication problems, like if someone's preoccupied with you not offing yourself they're going to try immediately securing your safety (whatever that means) instead of trying to really get to the crux of your problem.Seriously though.I've been there.Don't suicide watch someone.It makes everything worse.
I think about it a lot.
Quote from: Decimator Omega on December 13, 2015, 02:03:52 AMI think about it a lot.Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.Nobody cares about what I want.
Quote from: TheOneTrueDesticle on February 10, 2016, 09:51:27 PMQuote from: Decimator Omega on December 13, 2015, 02:03:52 AMI think about it a lot.Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.Nobody cares about what I want.If this is a joke its not funny.
Quote from: Decimator Omega on February 10, 2016, 09:56:28 PMQuote from: TheOneTrueDesticle on February 10, 2016, 09:51:27 PMQuote from: Decimator Omega on December 13, 2015, 02:03:52 AMI think about it a lot.Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.Nobody cares about what I want.If this is a joke its not funny.I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.No shit it's not funny.
Quote from: TheOneTrueDesticle on February 10, 2016, 09:58:19 PMQuote from: Decimator Omega on February 10, 2016, 09:56:28 PMQuote from: TheOneTrueDesticle on February 10, 2016, 09:51:27 PMQuote from: Decimator Omega on December 13, 2015, 02:03:52 AMI think about it a lot.Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.Nobody cares about what I want.If this is a joke its not funny.I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.No shit it's not funny.Then like me you need to get help.
Quote from: Decimator Omega on February 10, 2016, 09:59:17 PMQuote from: TheOneTrueDesticle on February 10, 2016, 09:58:19 PMQuote from: Decimator Omega on February 10, 2016, 09:56:28 PMQuote from: TheOneTrueDesticle on February 10, 2016, 09:51:27 PMQuote from: Decimator Omega on December 13, 2015, 02:03:52 AMI think about it a lot.Same. I'll probably end up doing it before the year is out. I don't realistically see another outcome.It's frustrating not being able to get help with it though. I'm pretty much on my own and if I mention it to anyone their first response is "zomg you can't an hero think of the people in your life" etc.Nobody cares about what I want.If this is a joke its not funny.I'm posting in Serious and posting seriously. Reconsider this and read my reply again.No shit it's not funny.Then like me you need to get help.It's not like I haven't tried before. I've been actively looking for help and switching medications and all manner of other shit for over two years now. There's a certain point where I'd much rather give up because it's easier to do so.If things don't change after this medication or the next one or the next one after that...I just don't like sitting here holding on to some hope that things might get better. It's pointless.