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« on: July 31, 2020, 07:12:54 PM »
I bet you’re sleeping all the time right
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« on: July 30, 2020, 11:12:56 PM »
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« on: July 30, 2020, 07:04:26 PM »
you're all idiots for still caring this much about what you said on this site 6 years ago
Your bait is bad and you should feel bad.
6 years ago? You guys are still racist.
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« on: July 30, 2020, 06:59:30 PM »
That thread was not a shitpost, it was a shit post. I doubt FBI would actually show up. How would they find your address from a post of Sep7?
I also hate it when people 'joke' about someone dying even if the cause of death is somewhat questionable.
I ended up leaving a group on VK because someone posted about Vinesauce Joel dying from choking on pepsi and the group admin defended the post as an el-oh-el just a joke ex dee. How much of a humour dead-end do you have to be to resort to joking about someone dying?..
http://sep7agon.net/serious/justifying-riots/msg1548130/#msg1548130
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« on: July 26, 2020, 06:47:48 PM »
you're really pushing your luck here
Ignore him, Cheat
my lord I seen mushrooms with bigger brains than you
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« on: July 25, 2020, 02:58:37 AM »
She'll get around to you when she remembers to close anarchy
I thought cheat transitioned to a he
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« on: July 24, 2020, 09:09:19 PM »
Was on mobile and didn’t see it. I’ll respond soon. Apparently I’ve missed several others too.
cheat this is taking longer than your cousin’s birthday
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« on: July 18, 2020, 09:14:05 PM »
Was on mobile and didn’t see it. I’ll respond soon. Apparently I’ve missed several others too.
ok thanks
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« on: July 17, 2020, 03:32:57 PM »
When I said "I'm sure you'll admit" that was an assumption, not a statement of fact. I would be more than happy if you proved me wrong. You weren't talking to me, but you were talking about me. None of my posts are lashing out. But go ahead and keep projecting if you'd like.
I don’t have to prove anything. I haven’t insulted you once. You however have gone back on your apologies acting like you were “just kidding” and “everybody was saying nigger” are excuses for your disgusting behavior. I haven’t said anything like that about my past behavior. You’re embarrassing yourself at this point. Do us sandniggers and niggers a favor and don’t go to any more protests or marches.
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« on: July 17, 2020, 12:21:31 PM »
I didn't call you a liar and I'm not the one pressing the issue. You keep kicking the rug and acting like you somehow have the moral high ground while simultaneously being unnecessarily hostile. At this point I'm just going to operate under the assumption that you're intentionally baiting for more arguments and leave it at that. I wish you the best man, but you're really not a pleasant person to talk to.
How am I pressing the issue when I told you to not even apologize? Go back a few pages and you can see you kept making posts directed at me without me even talking to you. I wasn’t acting like I have the moral high ground, but now I kind of do when if you look at my posts and I said I’m not proud of some of the things I said and you’re here acting like outright racism is “shitposting”. You’re not fooling anyone. You absolutely are calling me a liar saying you think I’d call you a mentally ill weirdo right now. I haven’t insulted you at all, and have no intention of doing so. You, on the other hand, have labeled me several different things with your recent posts for literally no reason. I get it, dude. Shit you even said it yourself. You feel a lot of guilt over how you behaved and you don’t want to feel that guilt, so you’re lashing out at me and using instances where I’ve said some things as an excuse. Here’s the thing though, apologizing isn’t about wiping away that guilt. You should feel bad even after you’ve apologized. You shouldn’t apologize to try and clear your own conscience, you apologize because it’s the right thing to do. There are things I’ve done and said to people in my own personal life that I still feel bad about, even after I apologized and they forgave me. That’s because apologizing is about making someone else feel better, not yourself.
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« on: July 17, 2020, 02:40:43 AM »
No I wasn’t dodging your question. I don’t have anything I wish to hide, I just don’t want to have an active account on here. As far as I know Cheat can blacklist accounts and I remember once he actually deleted Deci’s account. I don’t know, I’ll see once Cheat gets back to me.
fair enough man—i think you're right about deci's account, but that was a very long time ago and i don't remember the circumstances behind that. but since then, it doesn't seem like cheat wants anything to be straight-up deleted anymore (for reasons i never understood)
my apology before was genuine, by the way, if you still care. i genuinely don't understand why there has to be this constant friction between us when there's probably a timeline where we get along just fine. i don't think we're fundamentally different people, or anything, so it's really difficult to understand what continues to go wrong
the things i don't expect you to take seriously are the things that end up offending you most, and vice-versa. it's really fucking weird and i wish i understood it
Honestly it feels like Cheat is just ignoring me. Maybe not, probably busy with his own life. No I know yours was genuine. Like I said to nuka, you’re not part of their crowd. I don’t know man. The way I see it is we’re both hotheads and have very strong opinions so shit just pops off.
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« on: July 17, 2020, 02:14:36 AM »
You said “ it's just so fucking weird and lame” and you’re telling me I’m negative? And it just disassociate me, there’s a reason people here have done it. Flee being a recent example. I can’t tell you exactly why Flee asked to do it because I haven’t talked to him in a long time but he definitely doesn’t have anything to hide. I imagine he has similar reasons to mine.
You started getting aggressive and I said “ok I really appreciate your input” to let you know I was done talking because you started being rude. Now you’re gonna act like I was being rude in the first place? I was trying to end my conversation with you as amicably as possible, I don’t understand why you’re having trouble understanding why someone wouldn’t want to be associated with this place. Honestly, I’m surprised you’re still here.
i got aggressive because i felt like you were dodging my question for no reason
i still don't get how blacklisting dissociates you when all your posts are still easily accessible, but if you still feel like that's what you have to do, then i guess it doesn't matter
No I wasn’t dodging your question. I don’t have anything I wish to hide, I just don’t want to have an active account on here. As far as I know Cheat can blacklist accounts and I remember once he actually deleted Deci’s account. I don’t know, I’ll see once Cheat gets back to me.
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« on: July 17, 2020, 02:09:21 AM »
And Ender’s liking your posts, of all people. Really proving me wrong there guys. Yeah all of you can keep your apologies, as well as the person who sent me a PM apologizing for his past behavior. It’s abundantly clear now none of this was genuine.
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« on: July 17, 2020, 02:04:23 AM »
Also another major difference between me and you in this scenario:
I never held any real weight behind the stupid shit I said. I can say with 100% certainty that when I threw around the word nigger, that I was just shitposting. Before I started posting here it straight up wasn't even a word in my vocabulary, but I became so desensitized to it and people here really seemed to love their "banter," so I started doing it too. Did I really believe that shit? Of course not. I had no idea what the fuck I was talking about when it came to foreign affairs and I admitted it even then. People have gotten pissy with me in the past for never having firm positions on things, but I don't mind it because the reality is that none of us know jack shit about anything for certain. Why should I have strong convictions for something I really don't even understand that well? Being open to criticism is a virtue. Opposing opinions aren't personal attacks, especially when presented constructively.
I imagine you're just going to continue to respond with more aggression regardless. But anyways. Good luck with your future endeavours I guess.
Ah of course, calling me a sandnigger and hoping my family gets deported and bombed is just “shitposting”. How convenient for you. You know what, keep your apologies. I don’t need them. I hope one day you can actually take responsibility for the vile things you said to me, as I did when I apologized to you.
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« on: July 17, 2020, 02:00:55 AM »
Am I supposed to just kiss your ass because I apologized? What happened to not holding things against people? Do I drag you through the mud for calling me mentally diseased? You forget that I only behaved that way in response to how you treated me at the time. Don't take that as me excusing my past behaviour, I've already apologized for it anyway.
You're not immune to criticism just because you think you're better than everyone else. In fact, having an attitude like that creates all the more reason for criticism. Your turn every thread you're in into a flame war and this response perfectly illustrates how and why.
You apologized and I told you your apology wasn’t even necessary as you apologized to me years ago, and I did the same. But no, you legit called me a sandnigger because I told you stop whining about something related to the site, let’s not mix things up either. Again, I don’t hold any of this against you since you apologized years ago.
So you don't hold it against me, and yet you still do. You've called me mentally diseased on more than one occasion. And you deliberately chose the word "diseased". While you play sympathetic towards my life circumstances, you've always been overtly hostile towards- let's just say my demographic. You were one of the people that contributed to the endless threads debating the legitimacy of transgender people, and it was always condescending. I've humored your intrusive and invasive questioning. And the end of the day even now I'm sure you'll admit that you think I'm just a mentally ill weirdo and that using hormones as treatment is wrong.
And you know what the best fucking part is? I don't even hold it against you anymore and I haven't for a long time. I really just don't care anymore. I stopped being hostile towards you once you started being a bit nicer on a more personal level, and that included the slurs. You never stopped being blatantly disrespectful, but it almost seems like that's an intrinsic part of your personality. I guess "banter" is only okay as long it doesn't apply to you?
Why did you feel the need to keep responding to me?
Are you projecting? Because I'm convinced that it's either that, or you're doing all of this on purpose. There's no way you don't realize how ridiculous you're being right now. Maybe you really should just leave.
Yes and I said even worse things to you. We both apologized years ago, I don’t see why you’re pressing the issue. And why are your presuming to know what I “actually” think and calling me a liar? Now you’re saying being disrespectful is “an intrinsic part” of my personality? Wow. You’re spiraling out of control with each post.
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« on: July 17, 2020, 01:56:42 AM »
I responded to what question like a dick?
Also, you’re claiming you don’t want me to respond like a dick, but then you’re encouraging me to respond like a dick by telling you to mind your own business? HAHAHA wtf dude. I don’t get it. I legitimately tried to be your friend, I even invited you back after kicking you, and all you can seem to do is to keep hurling insults at me.
getting blacklisted will not actually dissociate you from the website, since cheat doesn't actually delete posts, and they're still visible to everybody as long as they check your profile
so knowing that, i was just wondering what difference it would make if you were to just leave instead?
i asked you this, but you just kept saying "i don't want to be associated" over and over, which doesn't answer my question, and then you were like "ok thanks for the input" which i thought was rude and unnecessary, so i was rude to you back
it's a shame that you couldn't have ended your departure on a more positive note, but that's just you i guess
You said “ it's just so fucking weird and lame” and you’re telling me I’m negative? And it just disassociate me, there’s a reason people here have done it. Flee being a recent example. I can’t tell you exactly why Flee asked to do it because I haven’t talked to him in a long time but he definitely doesn’t have anything to hide. I imagine he has similar reasons to mine. You started getting aggressive and I said “ok I really appreciate your input” to let you know I was done talking because you started being rude. Now you’re gonna act like I was being rude in the first place? I was trying to end my conversation with you as amicably as possible, I don’t understand why you’re having trouble understanding why someone wouldn’t want to be associated with this place. Honestly, I’m surprised you’re still here.
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« on: July 17, 2020, 12:49:36 AM »
I find it very interesting how so many of you apologized and then immediately became hostile afterwards, almost as if you can’t handle the guilt of how you treated me and now you’re lashing out at me because of it.
no, it's literally only because i asked you a simple question and you responded like a dick
i understand that you just don't want to be associated with this place—i don't understand why the blacklist is necessary
all you had to say was "mind your own business" or "the reasons are personal" and i probably would have respected that
I responded to what question like a dick? Also, you’re claiming you don’t want me to respond like a dick, but then you’re encouraging me to respond like a dick by telling you to mind your own business? HAHAHA wtf dude. I don’t get it. I legitimately tried to be your friend, I even invited you back after kicking you, and all you can seem to do is to keep hurling insults at me.
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« on: July 17, 2020, 12:46:46 AM »
Am I supposed to just kiss your ass because I apologized? What happened to not holding things against people? Do I drag you through the mud for calling me mentally diseased? You forget that I only behaved that way in response to how you treated me at the time. Don't take that as me excusing my past behaviour, I've already apologized for it anyway.
You're not immune to criticism just because you think you're better than everyone else. In fact, having an attitude like that creates all the more reason for criticism. Your turn every thread you're in into a flame war and this response perfectly illustrates how and why.
You apologized and I told you your apology wasn’t even necessary as you apologized to me years ago, and I did the same. But no, you legit called me a sandnigger because I told you stop whining about something related to the site, let’s not mix things up either. Again, I don’t hold any of this against you since you apologized years ago. Why did you feel the need to keep responding to me?
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« on: July 17, 2020, 12:23:27 AM »
Challenger you've always been one of the more antagonistic people on this website so I don't understand this position of moral superiority you're trying to assume. Almost everyone on this forum has said stupid and fucked up shit at some point. You're no better, I'm no better, really almost no one is (with some rare exceptions). Pretending otherwise is retarded. For someone with well over 200 days spent online and 40k+ posts on this forum, you sure do spend a lot of time around us "very weird and boring people". Like it or not you're one of the more prominent people here, so you contributed as much as anyone else to things being the way they are.
Yeah no offense I am better than you when it comes to racism. Verbatim is the only person that disliked me and never called me a racial slur, so don’t lump him in with you either. You called me racial slurs for months and said you hoped America deports and bombs my family. I never said anything so hateful and despicable to anybody here over something like their race or sexual orientation. I find it very interesting how so many of you apologized and then immediately became hostile afterwards, almost as if you can’t handle the guilt of how you treated me and now you’re lashing out at me because of it. I have spent time here, but you can check for yourself apart from replying to midget when I kicked him and the posts I made in these past few days, I haven’t participated here at all this year in the sense of replying to threads or reading anything. I have no interest in being here anymore, and beyond that I want no association with this place any longer. I would say I find it unbelievable that you can realize the harm you inflicted and then try to lump me in with the likes of you, but it is unfortunately all too easy to believe coming from this “community”. I’d also say it’s a shame you guys all had to be so negative for no reason, but then, that’s what all of you always did. You’re only proving my point and reaffirming why I decided to not come here regularly anymore last year, and why I now want my account blacklisted.
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« on: July 17, 2020, 12:00:12 AM »
The only people worth being or feeling condescending to are druggies, murderers and rapists. By chance you don't strike me as any of those. It's as simple as that. I asked, got an answer, and called it a day.
Sure he can. That'd be the rational and easy to make choice. But for whatever reason he deems it necessary to delete his account. I'm not much for bothering to summon an argument over people and their semantics because on most accounts they'll just do them anyway. Just so long as they do their semantics out of my life my day isn't totally fucked by default. Get a load of Oliver Twist over here HAHAHA. No the rational choice is to not want to be associated with shit like this
http://sep7agon.net/the-flood/meme-thread-69992/3420/
The site’s history is ugly, and it continues to be an ugly and disgusting place. If you’re here and not actively speaking against shit like this, one can only assume you’re either for it or it doesn’t bother you enough to make you want to say anything or leave. So please, shove your pseudo intellectual bullshit up your ass.
The only particular reason I pull an oliver twist is because I can admit that I have an immense disdain for druggies in particular, since people of those caliber have been responsible for the biggest losses in my life. That line of people are one of the few who can bother me enough to argue.
Onto your main point. I won't refute that this place appears to be an ugly place on occassion, and I haven't been around here to know it's history. But to my eyes, the stuff that goes on here is no different than to what I've seen everywhere else on the internet, unless it's a totally ironed in hugbox with ridiculously strict regulations on the content allowed to be posted, and in my experience, those places tend to regress anyway, amounting to all the same shit in the end.
I can totally understand not wanting to associate with something or somebody, but to my personal views on life, hiding from the shit you've done and trying to cover it up like it never happened is just as bad as being ignorant to the shit you do or say in the first place. Hiding the bad shit doesn't make it go away, it's just some hollow moral booster to make yourself feel better and look better under scrutiny, which is a load of tripe. Self improvement or striving to be a better person isn't about burying your mistakes, it's about acknowledging them and having the spine to admit that in the past you made mistakes, you associated with shit people, etc. I don't think self improvement is your goal, you just want out, and you want to bury your past, move on and start "clean." Go for it. But for somebody who wants so badly to be rid of this place, the fact that you're continuing the conversation with me is an indicator in the opposite direction. Is some random internet passerby really worth coming back to a place you apparently vehemently despise? Whatever.
As for me and speaking out against shit? For one, I won't usually speak about things I'm not adequately versed in. I assume the issue here is those goerge floyd posts. I haven't kept up with that case. As for social issues and trash people, I can admit freely that there's almost nothing posted on the internet that phases me, because to me it's all just social trash and people's egos, and it's meaningless to me because I spent years out in the streets, saw places, people and shit that are forever burned into the back of my mind.
You walk into a house where a guy's blown his head apart with a shotgun or you have to call the police to notify them that your friend OD'd because they got hooked on spiked shit from a piece of shit dealer while you could do nothing to stop it. And then you jump onto the net and see all these fucking people posting shit in lala land, waving around their egos, virtue signalling and making fake as fuck social justice posts to ride on the feel good wave of fake accomplishment. Or just shitposters and asshole people. It's a tide of irrelevancy to me that I gloss over because it's like watching children argue and fight.
I dunno if it's wrong of me to feel so detached, a million for the person who could fix me. Whatever. That's the most words I've bothered to talk or write in months. Thanks for the conversation, at least. Just do your shit dude. Doesn't matter anyway.
Yeah sorry I’m not a nihilist cool guy like you dude hahaha. I’ve seen plenty of ugly shit in my time, that doesn’t make racism irrelevant just because it’s on the internet. Honestly I don’t believe you’ve been through any of that shit, because if that were the case you’d be more empathetic instead of less.
I don't figure I intended to imply that racism was irrelevant, because I know it's not. One of my better friends down in Georgia got killed in his own house by a drive by a few years ago. I remember all the talks he and I shared about that mess going on down in the states. The massive culture difference between canada and the states, the larger divide between whites and blacks, and the troubles within black communities themselves.
To a degree, I am empathetic, yes. It's one of the things I've got tethering me to life. Without that I would've succeeded in killing myself rather than thinking about the consequences of what it would mean for the person who found my body, and for the person whose firearm I stole to do it. It's one of the few things I have in my life now that keeps me going because I don't have much to live for. I'm mostly null inside and despite working on the problem for years now, there's stuff I just can't seem to get back.
In my experience people can go either way with empathy. Bad shit either makes people more empathetic, or jaded. Sometimes it's a mix up. I take a simple approach to life in the capacity that my empathy can function. I try to change things when I can physically do it. It's the most effective way to do things, at least in my case. I rarely bother with internet outreach because you're dealing with more obstacles and mental barriers that are nearly impossible to break due to the mostly intangible nature of the internet. There's ego, mental gymnastics, insecurities, etc. You can bypass some of those in physical presence.
So you call me a cool guy nihilist if you want. I'll tell you it's hell waking up the way I do in the morning and it's hell having to carry around so many friends and loved ones of mine as nothing more than just memories. It's like I'm constantly just half a person. That extends to my empathy. I expend my efforts where I believe it counts because I don't know how much effort I actively have left in me. I'm not going to make a shit of difference arguing semantics with some or multiple dumbasses online who'll twist everything to validate their life's view on things. I'll make a better difference by not being an asshole in person, standing up for bullshit if I see it happening in the real world, and helping if I can.
At any rate, you try not being a jaded near suicidal shell of a person who lost everything good they ever had in their life and get back to me on how easy it is to summon the will not to be emotionally damaged or vacant. Fuck, maybe you're just doing better than me in progress, who knows. Believe it or don't. At the very least I know where I stand in life.
Racism's shit, people are mostly shit, and I'm fucking tired and barely able to care about all of it. I stick around because the good people I met along the way wouldn't want me to call it quits, and they wouldn't want me to turn out to be an asshole to others out of spite for all the trash others have inflicted on to me. I need to own up to my mistakes as well. That's the best I can currently do.
I don't have a motif to lie. Whether you care or believe is irrelevant as ultimately I'm just passing through here, like the majority of places I visit, and like everybody else alive. I asked a simple question and got my answer, and now here we are, talking politics and being egotistical enough to continue the discussion. Well, that's enough from me.
I can’t lie to you my boy I’m not gonna read this 😂👌
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« on: July 16, 2020, 09:18:02 PM »
The only people worth being or feeling condescending to are druggies, murderers and rapists. By chance you don't strike me as any of those. It's as simple as that. I asked, got an answer, and called it a day.
Sure he can. That'd be the rational and easy to make choice. But for whatever reason he deems it necessary to delete his account. I'm not much for bothering to summon an argument over people and their semantics because on most accounts they'll just do them anyway. Just so long as they do their semantics out of my life my day isn't totally fucked by default. Get a load of Oliver Twist over here HAHAHA. No the rational choice is to not want to be associated with shit like this
http://sep7agon.net/the-flood/meme-thread-69992/3420/
The site’s history is ugly, and it continues to be an ugly and disgusting place. If you’re here and not actively speaking against shit like this, one can only assume you’re either for it or it doesn’t bother you enough to make you want to say anything or leave. So please, shove your pseudo intellectual bullshit up your ass.
The only particular reason I pull an oliver twist is because I can admit that I have an immense disdain for druggies in particular, since people of those caliber have been responsible for the biggest losses in my life. That line of people are one of the few who can bother me enough to argue.
Onto your main point. I won't refute that this place appears to be an ugly place on occassion, and I haven't been around here to know it's history. But to my eyes, the stuff that goes on here is no different than to what I've seen everywhere else on the internet, unless it's a totally ironed in hugbox with ridiculously strict regulations on the content allowed to be posted, and in my experience, those places tend to regress anyway, amounting to all the same shit in the end.
I can totally understand not wanting to associate with something or somebody, but to my personal views on life, hiding from the shit you've done and trying to cover it up like it never happened is just as bad as being ignorant to the shit you do or say in the first place. Hiding the bad shit doesn't make it go away, it's just some hollow moral booster to make yourself feel better and look better under scrutiny, which is a load of tripe. Self improvement or striving to be a better person isn't about burying your mistakes, it's about acknowledging them and having the spine to admit that in the past you made mistakes, you associated with shit people, etc. I don't think self improvement is your goal, you just want out, and you want to bury your past, move on and start "clean." Go for it. But for somebody who wants so badly to be rid of this place, the fact that you're continuing the conversation with me is an indicator in the opposite direction. Is some random internet passerby really worth coming back to a place you apparently vehemently despise? Whatever.
As for me and speaking out against shit? For one, I won't usually speak about things I'm not adequately versed in. I assume the issue here is those goerge floyd posts. I haven't kept up with that case. As for social issues and trash people, I can admit freely that there's almost nothing posted on the internet that phases me, because to me it's all just social trash and people's egos, and it's meaningless to me because I spent years out in the streets, saw places, people and shit that are forever burned into the back of my mind.
You walk into a house where a guy's blown his head apart with a shotgun or you have to call the police to notify them that your friend OD'd because they got hooked on spiked shit from a piece of shit dealer while you could do nothing to stop it. And then you jump onto the net and see all these fucking people posting shit in lala land, waving around their egos, virtue signalling and making fake as fuck social justice posts to ride on the feel good wave of fake accomplishment. Or just shitposters and asshole people. It's a tide of irrelevancy to me that I gloss over because it's like watching children argue and fight.
I dunno if it's wrong of me to feel so detached, a million for the person who could fix me. Whatever. That's the most words I've bothered to talk or write in months. Thanks for the conversation, at least. Just do your shit dude. Doesn't matter anyway.
Yeah sorry I’m not a nihilist cool guy like you dude hahaha. I’ve seen plenty of ugly shit in my time, that doesn’t make racism irrelevant just because it’s on the internet. Honestly I don’t believe you’ve been through any of that shit, because if that were the case you’d be more empathetic instead of less.
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« on: July 16, 2020, 09:10:48 PM »
Also I honestly think leaving this site helped me a lot with that, I got into more positive circles and less harmful ones all around.
I’m glad you’re doing better and not associating with the lame ass people you were before. I wish you nothing but the best. Thank you for showing everybody that it’s never too late to change.
Cheers man, I hope you are/will take care of yourself too.
It's funny, because I used to think "why do people on here hate me?" But honestly looking back on it I can totally fucking understand completely. Very sorry for the things I've done and how I acted, to say the least.
I came here recently to tell Cheat to delete my account/permaban me, because of the ugly history this website has which was propagated by you and users like you. I didn’t want to be associated with this place anymore. Then I saw your post, and it was like after those 5 years of posting hate, you made up for all of it. That’s why I said thank you. To see that you changed, you have no idea the way it impacted me, and the hope it gave me that maybe we can all move past this together. I know this is long and maybe it’s a little too sentimental, but it’s how I feel. What you say on the internet does affect people, no matter how anonymous you think you are. Thank you Ender.
The idea of you typing this with a straight face is baffling
Dude you actively go to 4chan every day, you don’t have a leg to stand on.
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« on: July 16, 2020, 05:07:13 PM »
The only people worth being or feeling condescending to are druggies, murderers and rapists. By chance you don't strike me as any of those. It's as simple as that. I asked, got an answer, and called it a day.
Sure he can. That'd be the rational and easy to make choice. But for whatever reason he deems it necessary to delete his account. I'm not much for bothering to summon an argument over people and their semantics because on most accounts they'll just do them anyway. Just so long as they do their semantics out of my life my day isn't totally fucked by default. Get a load of Oliver Twist over here HAHAHA. No the rational choice is to not want to be associated with shit like this
http://sep7agon.net/the-flood/meme-thread-69992/3420/
The site’s history is ugly, and it continues to be an ugly and disgusting place. If you’re here and not actively speaking against shit like this, one can only assume you’re either for it or it doesn’t bother you enough to make you want to say anything or leave. So please, shove your pseudo intellectual bullshit up your ass.
you will always be associated with this website
Why are you acting like a girl who’s mad she didn’t get a phone call the day after? I don’t want you in my server dude, get over it.
you will never dissociate yourself from this website, get over it
HAHAHAHA
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« on: July 16, 2020, 02:35:45 PM »
The only people worth being or feeling condescending to are druggies, murderers and rapists. By chance you don't strike me as any of those. It's as simple as that. I asked, got an answer, and called it a day.
Sure he can. That'd be the rational and easy to make choice. But for whatever reason he deems it necessary to delete his account. I'm not much for bothering to summon an argument over people and their semantics because on most accounts they'll just do them anyway. Just so long as they do their semantics out of my life my day isn't totally fucked by default. Get a load of Oliver Twist over here HAHAHA. No the rational choice is to not want to be associated with shit like this
http://sep7agon.net/the-flood/meme-thread-69992/3420/
The site’s history is ugly, and it continues to be an ugly and disgusting place. If you’re here and not actively speaking against shit like this, one can only assume you’re either for it or it doesn’t bother you enough to make you want to say anything or leave. So please, shove your pseudo intellectual bullshit up your ass.
you will always be associated with this website
Why are you acting like a girl who’s mad she didn’t get a phone call the day after? I don’t want you in my server dude, get over it.
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« on: July 16, 2020, 01:54:17 PM »
The only people worth being or feeling condescending to are druggies, murderers and rapists. By chance you don't strike me as any of those. It's as simple as that. I asked, got an answer, and called it a day.
Sure he can. That'd be the rational and easy to make choice. But for whatever reason he deems it necessary to delete his account. I'm not much for bothering to summon an argument over people and their semantics because on most accounts they'll just do them anyway. Just so long as they do their semantics out of my life my day isn't totally fucked by default. Get a load of Oliver Twist over here HAHAHA. No the rational choice is to not want to be associated with shit like this http://sep7agon.net/the-flood/meme-thread-69992/3420/The site’s history is ugly, and it continues to be an ugly and disgusting place. If you’re here and not actively speaking against shit like this, one can only assume you’re either for it or it doesn’t bother you enough to make you want to say anything or leave. So please, shove your pseudo intellectual bullshit up your ass.
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« on: July 15, 2020, 04:37:43 PM »
No, I agree that I’ve said fucked up things to trans people on here, but only after they called me shit first. Nuka being a great example of this. I remember I told him to stop whining about something related to the site, and as a result him and Nick McIntyre relentlessly called me a sandnigger for various months and never faced any bans over it.
I'd like to take the time to personally apologize for this since I don't know if I've done so already and say it's one of my many past behaviours that I regret. You guys know enough of my situation at the time to know that I wasn't in the most stable position, and this forum was the only escape I had from my life. I spent an unhealthy amount of time here. After I got outed I was determined to not let myself become a target and laughingstock and in my head at the time that meant putting on armor that resulted in the behaviour you've seen come out of me. I more or less just started throwing back what people were throwing at me. I'm not proud of it. I genuinely don't feel good about it, and I'd go as far as to say that I feel worse off as a person having changed in that way.
On the other hand though I wonder why you've said in the past that I'm the only trans you respected (and actually gendered correctly) and how much of it has to do with the way I adapted to survive what at the time seemed like unbearable humiliation. To this day I'm still stricken with anxiety over what people think of me because of the fact that I'm trans, but I'd say that has less to do with this forum and more to do with how the internet as a whole has evolved with the subject. It's a painful feeling when all you want it to blend in and live your fucking life unbothered about it.
Anyways. In case you didn't notice from my own account being permabanned for a couple of years until recently, I wanted my account and its pretty shitty history deleted too. Many people have. I spent the last few years here with the overwhelming feeling that everyone hated me and that I still managed to make a massive embarrassment of myself, and it's been interesting seeing that I'm not alone in that sentiment. Still would be nice if I could have my post history nuked though.
bonus points I've been to more than a few marches myself
Nah man you’re good. You already apologized and I apologized to you too years ago. I just brought it up to make a point. Your sign is great😂
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« on: July 15, 2020, 03:25:36 AM »
destroys temptation, and eliminates accountability
but also not really, since you can still read blacklisted members' posts by checking their profile
besides those two reasons, there's nothing else
actually, i just thought of a third reason
you might ask to permaban yourself if you feel like you deserve it
obviously not the case here, but he's still getting what he deserves in a way—just three or four years late
I remember when slash banned you that actually was hilarious
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« on: July 15, 2020, 02:55:35 AM »
Pardon my intrusion into the conversation as I read along. Just a question out of curiosity. Why attempt to bury dirty laundry by seeking account deletion? I only ask since any sort of move of that caliber stands against my own personal code of conduct, and it has me curious as to the mentality of it.
”dirty laundry”? Hahaha what the fuck. I don’t want to be associated with this place or with the people on here anymore. That’s it. If I was trying to hide my own shit why would I bring up stuff I’ve said? Man you really thought you said something too 😂👍
Why go the extra mile and ask for account deletion and not just walk off then? Not wanting to associate has a set of very different meanings to it.
yeah it means I don’t want to have any association with you, verbatim, or anyone else on here because I think you’re all very weird and boring people
Valid point if that's what you want for your life. There's two ways people act when they no longer want to associate with something. They either simply move on, or they try to bury it. It's either because of shame for past acts, disgust, or worry for the future due to scrutiny. There's no other reasons. You going that extra mile I've seen play out so many times before from other people just prompted a question before you get your wish and dissappear. I've never actually asked anybody what they see in an action like that, but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Happy trails.
bro don’t condescend to me with your 8 month old alt😂😂😂. I am disgusted with this place. Good luck with preaching to the 5 active users on here dude.
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« on: July 15, 2020, 02:44:22 AM »
you didn’t watch the video did you. It’s not about not posting dude, I have no temptation to post here. As you can see I’ve basically been inactive here almost the entire year. I don’t want to be associated with this place anymore. I’m glad to see quite a few users have changed their ways, but I still don’t want to be associated with this place.
but you're having cheat permaban you though right
why is that necessary, is what i'm asking
why not just leave without a word
Because I don’t want to be a part of this website. I tried to leave without a word but cheat didn’t answer for me 2 days so I made a thread. Then I saw Ender’s post and it shocked me how much she changed, so I talked to her, then I talked to you. Why are you so worried about what I’m doing?
it's just so fucking weird and lame
if i were to leave, i would sign off and never sign in again, getting cheat to ban me isn't a necessary part of that process
ok I really appreciate your input
thank you for admitting it doesn't make any sense at all, and for admitting you obviously have some kind of self-control problem
i'll enjoy getting the last word, at least
this is exactly why I don’t want to have any association with you and why I kicked you. The fact that you care about having the last word on anything, especially on this website, is very sad.
i don't care, it's just hilarious and satisfying that i will in fact get the very last word
i hope you overcome your self-control issues (and everything else that's clearly wrong with you) some day
”I don’t care, I just care” 😬 You need to watch the video I posted
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« on: July 15, 2020, 02:36:04 AM »
you didn’t watch the video did you. It’s not about not posting dude, I have no temptation to post here. As you can see I’ve basically been inactive here almost the entire year. I don’t want to be associated with this place anymore. I’m glad to see quite a few users have changed their ways, but I still don’t want to be associated with this place.
but you're having cheat permaban you though right
why is that necessary, is what i'm asking
why not just leave without a word
Because I don’t want to be a part of this website. I tried to leave without a word but cheat didn’t answer for me 2 days so I made a thread. Then I saw Ender’s post and it shocked me how much she changed, so I talked to her, then I talked to you. Why are you so worried about what I’m doing?
it's just so fucking weird and lame
if i were to leave, i would sign off and never sign in again, getting cheat to ban me isn't a necessary part of that process
ok I really appreciate your input
thank you for admitting it doesn't make any sense at all, and for admitting you obviously have some kind of self-control problem
i'll enjoy getting the last word, at least
this is exactly why I don’t want to have any association with you and why I kicked you. The fact that you care about having the last word on anything, especially on this website, is very sad.
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