Okay, to get this out of the way ahead of time; This thread is pretty damn stupid to begin with. Just a heads up.
Over the past few months I ended up watching a fair share of anime, yeah fucking disgusting I know. memes 'n' shit, yeah.
Frankly it all started when Overlord was popular and I decided that the overall style of Papa Bones and setting were pretty good, So I watched it and fuck me I want more. Trumps all the other "Stuck in a videogame" anime imo and I went on to read a shitload of the light novel. But it was just my slippery slope and ended up watching a few other anime.
I'll just list what I've "disgraced" myself with in recent memory.
Spoiler
One Punch Man
Overlord
Durarara!!
The Devil is a part-timer
Konosuba
Log Horizon
Dimension W
Hellsing
Hellsing is more or less responsible for this thread.
I watched all of Hellsing (regular Hellsing, not Ultimate) in a single sitting, that's pretty much how I've watched most of these, staying up until 5 or 6 AM
(kill me) because I pretty much shut my brain off while they're running and literally had nothing better to do. and initially my reaction to all those listed above was just, "Eh, pretty good." But after sleeping on it and letting it sit for a little while I can better criticize whatever media I consume. Generally when all is said and done I don't really care about the characters all that much. Most of them are forgettable.
And fuck if there didn't end up being a character that I ended up actually caring about when I woke up this morning. Feels like a fucking pit in my stomach. Quite uncomfortable and the implications just make it worse.
I'm talking about Seras Victoria, the sidekick of Alucard.
Most y'all weebs know how that is.
Probably the closest, if not hitting the nail on the fucking head relatable character for myself out of all these series' I've watched. Indecisive, kinda timid, torn on the philosophy of immortality, confused regularly, afraid of hurting people. That kinda shit.
As stupid as it sounds, thinking back to Hellsing and Seras I feel pressure in my chest. One thought leads to another and the thought that keeps coming back is that, this is the feeling of finding a waifu...
I usually don't get all that immersed in video games or television and then it happens with
FUCKING ANIME of all things (oh yeah, that stigma)
Fo' real tho, I'll say I'm not a weeb but I'll probably end up sinking a little deeper
Fucking kill meAnyway, hi guys. Probably the worst thread ever made, but I don't make threads very often anyway so fuck it. This feeling will most likely blow over by tomorrow, I'm just caught by surprise in this instance and really bothered me throughout the day. Figured whatever this emotion I'm feeling should be towards something with actual significance rather than "a cute drawing of a cockney girl."