that's kind of petty that she told you she had sex. I'm sorry you're hurting. It's hard moving on and I wish I had advice, but I always had rebounds after break ups, so I'm not good at that kind of advice. I hope your heart heals quickly and you find a healthy way to cope.

She didn't just straight up tell me, I just guessed and she confirmed it. Was pretty obvious anyway Might have brought it on myself. I thought the date would just be a little thing but she ended up being away from chat the whole day, so it was obvious what happened. Spent a good while crying.

Thanks for the kind words people, I think I've told you people more than my actual friends. Feel more comfortable here for some reason. Nice to know some of you are actually real living people and not offensive racist memebots

I had an actual fishing game that had a fishing minigame in the load screen

I had this, the realest nigga

Man I hate the way most alcohol tastes but I really enjoy cider. Especially the mixed fruits stuff.

Also  don't argue in my thread

Have you seen any new girls during this time? It's good you're not talking for now. What I personally think you need to do first is erase everything about her from your life, for the time being. Photos, texts, facebooks, physical stuff, clothing. Destroy, delete, or put it in a box and hide it away. They will only remind you of her even MORE than your brain is already making you think of it and that's not going to do you any good.

Right now you're in a nightmare basically and you're going to be stuck in it for a while. Time to make the most out of what you can. More on this later I'm gonna shower brb

I've been trying to talk to other girls, but I'm afraid that I'm only doing it to make myself feel better, and that feels like I'm using the girls for my own means.

I'm not great at explaining things so sorry if it makes no sense. These past weeks I've been feeling pretty shitty and don't know what to do. I'm not thinking of killing myself or anything so you'll be stuck with me for a while.

So I dated this girl for three years, my first ever relationship. It was good, but it was long distance. Alongside the difficulties of trying to manage that, there were also emotional issues involved but I'd rather not get into that because I think she'd rather me not. Anyway, I was madly in love and thought everything was perfect until we broke up in February.

You'd think moving on would be easy, but fucking hell it isn't. We didn't talk for a while until about last month, when we started chatting again. Obviously I was still in love but she'd clearly moved on and made the point clear that it wouldn't work out again, being the way we were. Maybe I was being dumb and hopeful,  but I really did think we could work out again and remained optimistic.

 Despite her being friendly, it was clearly one sided and I wasn't getting anywhere. Sometime towards the end of June, she went on a date with some guy and had sex.  This is the part that hurt me the most, I know she's moved on and is well within her rights to do whatever she wants, but fucking hell the thoughts and imagery of it just really fucking bother me. Every day, it seems to just pop into my head at random, instantly killing my mood and usually makes me lose my appetite. Just makes me feel so damn empty, it's jealousy but it hurts so much to think about.

I'm trying to move on and I just keep thinking about it. It makes me feel ill. What can I do? The thought of hurting myself VERY briefly entered my mind once or twice but I decided against it because I really don't want to do that.


Just... hurts, y'know? Sometimes I just can't stop thinking about it. We're not talking anymore either, I just have to move on but it's hard. I try to distract myself but sometimes it just doesn't work. I don't know what to do. I don't even know fully why I posted it here, just getting it off my mind I guess? Fucking sucks, what a horrible way to feel.

Ngl this song really does help me in some dark moments I just feel like total ass. Fits to well with the game, ThePruld did a  good job with this. Might be a bit spoilery though so watch when you're done. Song is beautiful though

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Speaking of fake history... regulars here may recall our plan to assemble an entire book of my fake histories of the Targaryen kings, a volume we called (in jest) the GRRMarillion or (more seriously) FIRE AND BLOOD. We have so much material that it's been decided to publish the book in two volumes. The first of those will cover the history of Westeros from Aegon's Conquest up to and through the regency of the boy king Aegon III (the Dragonbane). That one is largely written, and will include (for the first time) a complete detailed history of the Targaryen civil war, the Dance of the Dragons. My stories in DANGEROUS WOMEN ("The Princess and the Queen") and ROGUES ("The Rogue Prince") were abridged versions of the same histories.

No publication date has been set yet, but it's likely that we will get the first volume of FIRE AND BLOOD out in late 2018 or early 2019. The second volume, which will carry the history from Aegon III up to Robert's Rebellion, is largely unwritten, so that one will be a few more years in coming.

And, yes, I know you all want to know about THE WINDS OF WINTER too. I've seen some truly weird reports about WOW on the internet of late, by 'journalists' who make their stories up out of whole cloth. I don't know which story is more absurd, the one that says the book is finished and I've been sitting on it for some nefarious reason, or the one that says I have no pages. Both 'reports' are equally false and equally moronic. I am still working on it, I am still months away (how many? good question), I still have good days and bad days, and that's all I care to say. Whether WINDS or the first volume of FIRE AND BLOOD will be the first to hit the bookstores is hard to say at this juncture, but I do think you will have a Westeros book from me in 2018... and who knows, maybe two. A boy can dream...

Meanwhile, you'll have Gardner's anthology to fill the time. Keep your swords sharp!

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No I drink Tetleys with milk and 2 sugars

Like a normal person

KALE JOBBED TO JIREN SO HARD LMAO

Dude, I'm still fucked from bridge to terabithia

I was reading a Reddit thread about how it fucked people over, and someone mentioned what happens in Narnia and I was like WTF


No joke after watching Terabithia I woke up ccrying