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Messages - Casper
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« on: February 09, 2020, 03:38:02 PM »
Right, but can I say the nigger word?
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« on: January 28, 2020, 08:10:16 PM »
You want a staff job and you want a staff job. Anyone care about what I want?
oh wow you really are becoming a woman
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« on: January 28, 2020, 12:20:17 PM »
No money to be made here. I hate this fucking place
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« on: January 26, 2020, 02:28:07 PM »
bruh
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« on: January 26, 2020, 01:31:20 AM »
Fantastic. I have this new chaser who's a southern gentleman but is beginning to become super subby for me. I love it. Only problem is he doesn't work at all (goes to school) so I'll probably have to be the provider. Actually that's not really a problem, come to think of it. Only bad thing I can say is that he's not really that physically attractive. A bit ugly. But that will work for me. It will allow me to be more secure in my position. I won't have to worry about him leaving me. He has such a great personality, and honestly that's what matters in the end. He will always be loyal to me.
Weird, is he from Georgia by chance?
Nope, South Carolina. Why do you ask?
sounded familiar was all
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« on: January 25, 2020, 06:43:18 PM »
Fantastic. I have this new chaser who's a southern gentleman but is beginning to become super subby for me. I love it. Only problem is he doesn't work at all (goes to school) so I'll probably have to be the provider. Actually that's not really a problem, come to think of it. Only bad thing I can say is that he's not really that physically attractive. A bit ugly. But that will work for me. It will allow me to be more secure in my position. I won't have to worry about him leaving me. He has such a great personality, and honestly that's what matters in the end. He will always be loyal to me.
Weird, is he from Georgia by chance?
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« on: January 22, 2020, 03:46:45 PM »
My what?
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« on: January 22, 2020, 07:23:31 AM »
MY NAAAAME IS GYOUBU MASATAK ONIWAAA
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« on: January 21, 2020, 11:08:19 PM »
Who the fuck are you?
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« on: January 16, 2020, 07:35:47 AM »
Fuck if I know. Move out like I was supposed to in November, I guess. Other than that, I dunno, might still aplly for school that starts in August this year rather than wait till next seeing what with the election and Iran and whatnot
hell yeah what u gonna apply for? and where?
better do it soon so you can avoid that draft baby lmao
Gonna apply to the university of Iceland and get a practical degree in Icelandic and German, just to get a footing and then hopefully move onto so etching else and end up staying there.
The only issue tho is that I need to apply in January and the school year starts in August, and that's every year. And with me trying to move, the timing is weird if I go to school this year. But homelife doesn't really work with waiting it out until August, especially since I'm paying rent on a place I'm not even living at because my mom threw a hissy fit about me moving out
ayy icelandic is a unique choice. any reason in particular?
also, weird your mom is so keen on you staying home... seems extremely overprotective/needy if shes pissed about you literally leaving for college
Iceland cuz I like the language, and cuz Germany and America are lost. Also yes she is excessively overbearing, especially considering I'm 24. Not that I don't love her, I'm more afraid of wasting my youth in this shithole with her, never living, and then Day of Pillowing her ass when she's 63
"pillowing her ass"
um excuse me what
Well seeing as how she's fucked me over again because I'm worth less than her dogs, by "pillow her ass" I mean smothering her in her sleep with a pillow
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« on: January 14, 2020, 09:23:41 PM »
Shit.
But I bought a speaker and now I feel okay, if only for a moment or two
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« on: January 14, 2020, 02:00:44 PM »
Zakus are meh tbh, especially the RE/100, the proportions of it are all fucked, and snoots in general are a lame design. Kämpfer and Hygogg are where it's at doe.
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« on: January 13, 2020, 12:26:25 PM »
I'm at work still, and shouldnt be. I'm not sure what to think or feel right now
Where do you work? What do you do? What would you rather be doing?
I have an issue with a devouring mother. Where I work and what I do I've already decided to change, but I'm not allowed to.
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« on: January 13, 2020, 09:41:14 AM »
I'm at work still, and shouldnt be. I'm not sure what to think or feel right now
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« on: January 13, 2020, 08:53:09 AM »
No, what's on your mind?
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« on: January 10, 2020, 11:50:15 PM »
already graduated last semester
Congratulations
What were you studying?
Got a job yet?
astrophysics
working part time as a research assistant for asteroid taxonomies at the observatory
Oh yes I remember now
Congrats
How’s the work? Doing anything of note?
a lot of data reduction for now
What's that?
looking at raw images of observing nights, run a code to pick out the asteroids and waiting minutes for the stuff to finish
i could keep you occupied under the desk while you wait uwu
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« on: January 10, 2020, 11:46:31 PM »
Pasty dickhead
ur just mad u cant be this white uwu
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« on: January 10, 2020, 06:14:43 PM »
Fucking nerds
Nigga u a gook, ur by default a nerd stfu
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« on: January 09, 2020, 06:36:42 PM »
ya, me too
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« on: January 07, 2020, 02:20:31 PM »
Fuck if I know. Move out like I was supposed to in November, I guess. Other than that, I dunno, might still aplly for school that starts in August this year rather than wait till next seeing what with the election and Iran and whatnot
hell yeah what u gonna apply for? and where?
better do it soon so you can avoid that draft baby lmao
Gonna apply to the university of Iceland and get a practical degree in Icelandic and German, just to get a footing and then hopefully move onto so etching else and end up staying there.
The only issue tho is that I need to apply in January and the school year starts in August, and that's every year. And with me trying to move, the timing is weird if I go to school this year. But homelife doesn't really work with waiting it out until August, especially since I'm paying rent on a place I'm not even living at because my mom threw a hissy fit about me moving out
ayy icelandic is a unique choice. any reason in particular?
also, weird your mom is so keen on you staying home... seems extremely overprotective/needy if shes pissed about you literally leaving for college
Iceland cuz I like the language, and cuz Germany and America are lost. Also yes she is excessively overbearing, especially considering I'm 24. Not that I don't love her, I'm more afraid of wasting my youth in this shithole with her, never living, and then Day of Pillowing her ass when she's 63
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« on: January 06, 2020, 11:03:55 PM »
I'm ready to commit murder
My roommate's kids got nerf guns and an RC car for Christmas and now he's constantly ramming it against the wall
And wtf all the ketchup and salt is gone
We had two of each when I left how do you go through all of that in two weeks
God I hate this place so much
your roommate has kids? Yikes
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« on: January 06, 2020, 03:47:58 PM »
I'd really like to, I can't stand work. I don't learn anything there, just show up, doddle around for nine hours, and then repeat five days a week. It's maddening
Really?
I’d love to just work a boring 9-5 everyday and leave my brain off
Are you saving up to get back to school?
9-5 pfffft
It's 8-5 with mandatory unpaid lunch, plus an hour commute, so it's at least 11 hours a day, more like 11 and a half if I dont have to stop for gas or groceries.
And it's really only boring because there's not much else to learn. The days go by fast when there's something to do and court cases coming up, but as of late there isnt much and im like a month ahead in my work, but it still pays hourly.
But anyway, sorry about the rant. I'm trying to save up for school, it's really not that expensive in Iceland (cost of living tho...) Right now I'm in a bit of a bind, because im trying to move out but I also want to go to school. If i go to school this year, theres no sense in moving out now since school starts in August, but I wont be able to save enough living here with my mother because work there's no opportunities and my current pay is half of what I should be making (plus I really cant stand living with her in this shithole). So really my only option is to move out and then go to school next year, if my mom will ever let me move out. I just hope everything doesnt go to shit by then
Ever think about taking out loans to help pay for school?
I was able to move out and pay for tuition with loans and a part time job and live pretty comfortably
What do you want to study?
Part of the issue of moving out is the my mom tanked my credit, so I'm kinda fucked in a lot of ways. I have some friends that I'm already paying to live with, but my mom is being... I dunno a fair way to put it, but is trying her damnedest to avoid empty-nest syndrome. Tbh the only reason I found out that she tanked my credit was because I was looking at loans and checked to see how my credit was, and then it lead to one big spiel.
But study-wise, I wanted to get into marine biology and then specialize in nudibranchs, but college in the US is a debt trap that I'm already in and trying to run away from. But to get started, I want to get a degree in Icelandic and German, either both practical or one full, and then go from there. Really my goal is to just move to Iceland, and I figure that if I go to school there, I can establish myself that way
What are nudibranches
Sounds naughty
ikr? they're cuteboi sea slugs
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« on: January 06, 2020, 02:06:16 PM »
I'd really like to, I can't stand work. I don't learn anything there, just show up, doddle around for nine hours, and then repeat five days a week. It's maddening
Really?
I’d love to just work a boring 9-5 everyday and leave my brain off
Are you saving up to get back to school?
9-5 pfffft
It's 8-5 with mandatory unpaid lunch, plus an hour commute, so it's at least 11 hours a day, more like 11 and a half if I dont have to stop for gas or groceries.
And it's really only boring because there's not much else to learn. The days go by fast when there's something to do and court cases coming up, but as of late there isnt much and im like a month ahead in my work, but it still pays hourly.
But anyway, sorry about the rant. I'm trying to save up for school, it's really not that expensive in Iceland (cost of living tho...) Right now I'm in a bit of a bind, because im trying to move out but I also want to go to school. If i go to school this year, theres no sense in moving out now since school starts in August, but I wont be able to save enough living here with my mother because work there's no opportunities and my current pay is half of what I should be making (plus I really cant stand living with her in this shithole). So really my only option is to move out and then go to school next year, if my mom will ever let me move out. I just hope everything doesnt go to shit by then
Ever think about taking out loans to help pay for school?
I was able to move out and pay for tuition with loans and a part time job and live pretty comfortably
What do you want to study?
Part of the issue of moving out is the my mom tanked my credit, so I'm kinda fucked in a lot of ways. I have some friends that I'm already paying to live with, but my mom is being... I dunno a fair way to put it, but is trying her damnedest to avoid empty-nest syndrome. Tbh the only reason I found out that she tanked my credit was because I was looking at loans and checked to see how my credit was, and then it lead to one big spiel. But study-wise, I wanted to get into marine biology and then specialize in nudibranchs, but college in the US is a debt trap that I'm already in and trying to run away from. But to get started, I want to get a degree in Icelandic and German, either both practical or one full, and then go from there. Really my goal is to just move to Iceland, and I figure that if I go to school there, I can establish myself that way
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« on: January 06, 2020, 01:11:04 PM »
I'd really like to, I can't stand work. I don't learn anything there, just show up, doddle around for nine hours, and then repeat five days a week. It's maddening
Really?
I’d love to just work a boring 9-5 everyday and leave my brain off
Are you saving up to get back to school?
9-5 pfffft It's 8-5 with mandatory unpaid lunch, plus an hour commute, so it's at least 11 hours a day, more like 11 and a half if I dont have to stop for gas or groceries. And it's really only boring because there's not much else to learn. The days go by fast when there's something to do and court cases coming up, but as of late there isnt much and im like a month ahead in my work, but it still pays hourly. But anyway, sorry about the rant. I'm trying to save up for school, it's really not that expensive in Iceland (cost of living tho...) Right now I'm in a bit of a bind, because im trying to move out but I also want to go to school. If i go to school this year, theres no sense in moving out now since school starts in August, but I wont be able to save enough living here with my mother because work there's no opportunities and my current pay is half of what I should be making (plus I really cant stand living with her in this shithole). So really my only option is to move out and then go to school next year, if my mom will ever let me move out. I just hope everything doesnt go to shit by then
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« on: January 06, 2020, 10:52:08 AM »
I'd really like to, I can't stand work. I don't learn anything there, just show up, doddle around for nine hours, and then repeat five days a week. It's maddening
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« on: January 05, 2020, 12:40:59 PM »
i like big post sometimes instead of little posts all the time
i feel this about PPs
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« on: January 04, 2020, 08:56:27 AM »
the number one thing that held myself back was myself. i was afraid to make the changes i needed. im still afraid, but im learning to confront my fear more and more. and its paying off
After my experience in Germany, I realized this, too. I mean, yeah a lot of things ended up being a waiting game that either never happened or still haven't. But what I've found is that even tho I know what I need to do to better myself and to become independent, but it really seems like my mom has and is trying her damnedest to let that happen, and I'm to guilt ridden to just up and leave her, because I guess I'm more afraid that she won't be able to take care of herself or something. Like when I was away in Berlin for 4 months, she called me everyday. The only day she didnt, the very next day she asked why I didnt call.
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« on: January 04, 2020, 08:50:38 AM »
I felt that 2019 was the year for me where things just didn't work out. When I was younger I expected to be in a very different place in life. Having a family possibly, living elsewhere, with a good job and degree. None of that has come to pass, but I am working towards the degree again. My jobs also feel like failures because I've had so many as of late, nothing long term works out.
But I will find a way dammit.
This seems to be a much more common trend among Y/Zoomers, I'm finding.
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« on: January 03, 2020, 02:49:21 PM »
Fuck if I know. Move out like I was supposed to in November, I guess. Other than that, I dunno, might still aplly for school that starts in August this year rather than wait till next seeing what with the election and Iran and whatnot
hell yeah what u gonna apply for? and where?
better do it soon so you can avoid that draft baby lmao
Gonna apply to the university of Iceland and get a practical degree in Icelandic and German, just to get a footing and then hopefully move onto so etching else and end up staying there. The only issue tho is that I need to apply in January and the school year starts in August, and that's every year. And with me trying to move, the timing is weird if I go to school this year. But homelife doesn't really work with waiting it out until August, especially since I'm paying rent on a place I'm not even living at because my mom threw a hissy fit about me moving out
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« on: January 03, 2020, 07:26:32 AM »
the US healthcare system is trash. especially for mental illness. mental illness fucking sucks ass and options for treatment are limited and a lot of times not well known. and insurance is so barebones for it. im glad mental illness is starting to become more and more talked about but our culture and society has a long way to go
Lmao stop being a faggot and just get over it
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