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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:37:34 AM »
There is no limit to how far someone can improve themselves.
except there totally is

you just do the best with what you have, which sometimes isn't enough

I know that feeling.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:26:38 AM »
People tell me that a lot. I don't think I'm strong. Just stubborn.
Half the time it felt like I didn't even know why I was moving forward, it was just happening. Like your feet just keep moving even though you don't want them to. Someone curb stomps you to the ground but for some reason you keep dragging yourself along. It was fucking hard, I'm not gonna lie. But that part of my life is over now and I'm glad for it.

Funny that you say that because I'm really stubborn myself. Usually I don't take shit from people.

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Save myself? Bro I'm fine.
Relapsing is a normal and natural part of the process. Like I said, all that matters is how well you bounce back from it.

I hope I can. I mean. I was lucky once to bounce out of the depression I've had for more than 10 years now, I'll be lucky to bounce out of it again.

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The Flood / Re: goodnight
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:20:59 AM »
Oyasumi
no one said you could come into my thread.
I have altered the rules

pray (to our dear lord and savior, Jesus Christ. Praise him) i do not alter them any further

YouTube

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The Flood / Re: supposedly there's gonna be a school shooting tmr
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:19:24 AM »
What state is your school in?

california

specifically, southern california

I live in Southern California. Are you in the LA area? If this is near me I can probably call my police department and let them know, or the next city police department.

umm, i live an hour away, in san bernardino

it's OK tho, i'm definitely sure my police have been told about this

That's out of my district, but hold up. You live an hour away from San Bernardino? That's where another shooting happened in a regional center.

You should call your police department, the non-emergency number that is, and tell them you have information that a school shooting might happen.

Give the person's name and the link even to what he said and where he said it and the cops will take care of it from there. Even if it turns out that this retard is joking, better safe than sorry. I don't want to see this shit happen tomorrow when I check the news. There are enough shootings already as it is.

Tell your parents for fucks sake.

yeah, the shooting in san bernardino that happened a few months ago? it was about 10-15 from where i live

and yeah, i guess i'll tell them in the morning

Dude, fuck the morning. I'd tell them now!

The morning is when shit shows like this go down.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:17:43 AM »
Yep I'm relapsing.

I've been thinking about it this past hour.
It happens. As long as you bounce back, you'll be fine.

I dunno. Things haven't been good lately.

One thing I used to have when I was 18 that I no longer have is my self confidence. Regaining that has been a struggle.
Well yeah, of course it's going to be a struggle. Having no self confidence is a crippling thing, so it's going to take a decent amount of work to regain. Your own lack of confidence and fear of what others think of you essentially becomes your worst enemy.

It honestly is. Like I don't know about you but there are times where I just feel like I'm going to get massively shat on, so I tend to just give up.
It's pretty much on you to just keep moving forward despite that. Keep moving, even when you don't want to anymore.

My whole life I've been moving forward, and each time I do try to get to the light at the end of the dark tunnel known as contentment, it seems to be farther and farther away.
You don't know if it's clouded or not, it could be closer than you realize but it's always going seem far. Keep moving. Even if you get kicked to the ground, nothing's stopping you from crawling until you can stand back up.

Well that's all I can do in reality, is to move forward and move on, even when others aren't with you because they're dead or just no longer want to deal with you.
Those people are in the past. If they're not with you anymore, let it go. Mourn if you have to, but learn to move past it. There's no point in dwelling; your life can continue without them.

That's the bitter and harsh reality isn't it? How? How do people just have the will to do that?

Fortunately I haven't lost anyone I know yet recently, but the fear of losing someone you really care about is still there.
My family disowned me and I lost the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with in the span of a few months. I've also dealt with a lot of deaths, both friends and relatives. Trust me, it's not impossible to move on.

You're mentally stronger than I am. I don't know how I would survive if I didn't have my family around actually. I don't know how you do it, but keep going. Don't relapse back like I did. Save yourself.

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The Flood / Re: supposedly there's gonna be a school shooting tmr
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:14:28 AM »
What state is your school in?

california

specifically, southern california

I live in Southern California. Are you in the LA area? If this is near me I can probably call my police department and let them know, or the next city police department.

umm, i live an hour away, in san bernardino

it's OK tho, i'm definitely sure my police have been told about this

That's out of my district, but hold up. You live an hour away from San Bernardino? That's where another shooting happened in a regional center.

You should call your police department, the non-emergency number that is, and tell them you have information that a school shooting might happen.

Give the person's name and the link even to what he said and where he said it and the cops will take care of it from there. Even if it turns out that this retard is joking, better safe than sorry. I don't want to see this shit happen tomorrow when I check the news. There are enough shootings already as it is.

Tell your parents for fucks sake.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:10:17 AM »
Yep I'm relapsing.

I've been thinking about it this past hour.
It happens. As long as you bounce back, you'll be fine.

I dunno. Things haven't been good lately.

One thing I used to have when I was 18 that I no longer have is my self confidence. Regaining that has been a struggle.
Well yeah, of course it's going to be a struggle. Having no self confidence is a crippling thing, so it's going to take a decent amount of work to regain. Your own lack of confidence and fear of what others think of you essentially becomes your worst enemy.

It honestly is. Like I don't know about you but there are times where I just feel like I'm going to get massively shat on, so I tend to just give up.
It's pretty much on you to just keep moving forward despite that. Keep moving, even when you don't want to anymore.

My whole life I've been moving forward, and each time I do try to get to the light at the end of the dark tunnel known as contentment, it seems to be farther and farther away.
You don't know if it's clouded or not, it could be closer than you realize but it's always going seem far. Keep moving. Even if you get kicked to the ground, nothing's stopping you from crawling until you can stand back up.

Well that's all I can do in reality, is to move forward and move on, even when others aren't with you because they're dead or just no longer want to deal with you.
Those people are in the past. If they're not with you anymore, let it go. Mourn if you have to, but learn to move past it. There's no point in dwelling; your life can continue without them.

That's the bitter and harsh reality isn't it? How? How do people just have the will to do that?

Fortunately I haven't lost anyone I know yet recently, but the fear of losing someone you really care about is still there.

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The Flood / Re: supposedly there's gonna be a school shooting tmr
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:08:58 AM »
What state is your school in?

california

specifically, southern california

I live in Southern California. Are you in the LA area? If this is near me I can probably call my police department and let them know, or the next city police department.

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The Flood / Re: Brett fucking Hart has cancer
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:07:33 AM »
i didn't mean shit

deci just took that simple joke to heart for some bizarro reason

Its really hard to tell when you are not serious, knowing how negative you are.
Just assume everything is a joke unless told otherwise.

I guess I can try that.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:06:27 AM »
Yep I'm relapsing.

I've been thinking about it this past hour.
It happens. As long as you bounce back, you'll be fine.

I dunno. Things haven't been good lately.

One thing I used to have when I was 18 that I no longer have is my self confidence. Regaining that has been a struggle.
Well yeah, of course it's going to be a struggle. Having no self confidence is a crippling thing, so it's going to take a decent amount of work to regain. Your own lack of confidence and fear of what others think of you essentially becomes your worst enemy.

It honestly is. Like I don't know about you but there are times where I just feel like I'm going to get massively shat on, so I tend to just give up.
It's pretty much on you to just keep moving forward despite that. Keep moving, even when you don't want to anymore.

My whole life I've been moving forward, and each time I do try to get to the light at the end of the dark tunnel known as contentment, it seems to be farther and farther away.
You don't know if it's clouded or not, it could be closer than you realize but it's always going seem far. Keep moving. Even if you get kicked to the ground, nothing's stopping you from crawling until you can stand back up.

Well that's all I can do in reality, is to move forward and move on, even when others aren't with you because they're dead or just no longer want to deal with you.

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The Flood / Re: Brett fucking Hart has cancer
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:58:07 PM »
i didn't mean shit

deci just took that simple joke to heart for some bizarro reason

Its really hard to tell when you are not serious, knowing how negative you are.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:54:06 PM »
Yep I'm relapsing.

I've been thinking about it this past hour.
It happens. As long as you bounce back, you'll be fine.

I dunno. Things haven't been good lately.

One thing I used to have when I was 18 that I no longer have is my self confidence. Regaining that has been a struggle.
Well yeah, of course it's going to be a struggle. Having no self confidence is a crippling thing, so it's going to take a decent amount of work to regain. Your own lack of confidence and fear of what others think of you essentially becomes your worst enemy.

It honestly is. Like I don't know about you but there are times where I just feel like I'm going to get massively shat on, so I tend to just give up.
It's pretty much on you to just keep moving forward despite that. Keep moving, even when you don't want to anymore.

My whole life I've been moving forward, and each time I do try to get to the light at the end of the dark tunnel known as contentment, it seems to be farther and farther away.

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The Flood / Re: supposedly there's gonna be a school shooting tmr
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:52:32 PM »
Call the FBI

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The Flood / Re: Almost Valentines Day?
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:48:15 PM »
Nothing matters.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:46:33 PM »
Yep I'm relapsing.

I've been thinking about it this past hour.
It happens. As long as you bounce back, you'll be fine.

I dunno. Things haven't been good lately.

One thing I used to have when I was 18 that I no longer have is my self confidence. Regaining that has been a struggle.
Well yeah, of course it's going to be a struggle. Having no self confidence is a crippling thing, so it's going to take a decent amount of work to regain. Your own lack of confidence and fear of what others think of you essentially becomes your worst enemy.

It honestly is. Like I don't know about you but there are times where I just feel like I'm going to get massively shat on, so I tend to just give up.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:32:06 PM »
Yep I'm relapsing.

I've been thinking about it this past hour.
It happens. As long as you bounce back, you'll be fine.

I dunno. Things haven't been good lately.

One thing I used to have when I was 18 that I no longer have is my self confidence. Regaining that has been a struggle.

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The Flood / Re: Brett fucking Hart has cancer
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:30:46 PM »
People are dying a lot faster this year.
Nah, just the draw of superstars and icons in the lottery this year.

What about the people that AREN'T famous? Its not just famous people that die.
That's what I'm saying. People aren't dying faster just like there weren't an abnormal amount of plane crashes last year. It's just more highly advertised because they're famous.

Thing is... its no longer coming to my surprise. No one is immune to death. We're all gonna die, eventually.

Some a lot sooner than others.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:28:44 PM »
Yep I'm relapsing.

I've been thinking about it this past hour.

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The Flood / Re: Brett fucking Hart has cancer
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:25:59 PM »
People are dying a lot faster this year.
Nah, just the draw of superstars and icons in the lottery this year.

What about the people that AREN'T famous? Its not just famous people that die.

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The Flood / Re: Brett fucking Hart has cancer
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:25:20 PM »
People are dying a lot faster this year.
No they're not.

Who knows. Maybe you might get lucky and I'll die this year.

Last I recall you wanted my computer to explode. That would not only take my life away but probably a few several people depending on the size of the crater it leaves.

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The Flood / Re: Brett fucking Hart has cancer
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:21:46 PM »
People are dying a lot faster this year.

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Way to go Boss.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand I'm done. With yours, anyway.


EDIT: Also Boost*
Nice!
That's all of them. I took every card from the other picture and those were the last ones. Unless you want to make one for Chally. He never requested one and I never made him one but it might be good to have.

Well actually there is only one more.


I'm at least happy that one idea of mine finally contributed to something good.

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The Flood / Re: goodnight
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:02:51 PM »
serious thugs I'm my iPad is a sec from dying
I feel you fam

Phone at 8%
4%

I'm gonna get off now ough so goodnight ily guys

Goodnight.

I'm my iPad
oh

iPad with puffin web browser is best posting.

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The Flood / Re: 2,334 Posts Away From Mythic
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:01:43 PM »

Moze > Cookie

Fight me 1v1 scrub I'll rekt you

Oh I agree with you.


tfw no Ned's College Survival Guide

Spoiler
Little did you know that this is a destruction derby. I win by losing!

Eh. To be honest I just felt like posting that.

Took me a long time to realize what rekt meant. When really its wrecked.

I'm fucking retarded!

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The Flood / Re: goodnight
« on: February 01, 2016, 11:00:22 PM »
serious thugs I'm my iPad is a sec from dying

Bye bye.

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The Flood / Re: goodnight
« on: February 01, 2016, 10:57:17 PM »

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The Flood / Re: goodnight
« on: February 01, 2016, 10:53:36 PM »
Ender like my pos-

Ah forget it.

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The Flood / Re: 2,334 Posts Away From Mythic
« on: February 01, 2016, 10:47:44 PM »

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