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« on: July 06, 2018, 06:39:27 AM »
Lesbianism is not cute, it is only cute when it is with feminine guys. First of all, lesbians are men hating bitches, and the thing about lesbians is they also will never date you! Lesbian style is much more attractive than your average barbie doll cunt, which makes them more attractive. This irony makes them all the more repulsive. Whenever I see lesbianism in shows like Steven Universe, it is just grotesque to me, because they have not added a cute male on male relationship in the entire show. This is the bitchiness that I was talking about with lesbians.
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« on: July 03, 2018, 02:54:47 PM »
I was thinking about why it is so difficult to have conversations about politics with other people, and it seems like there's a couple out of possibly hundreds or infinite reasons why it may be difficult. People, for one, often hold different concepts of ideas based on what they have heard from the sources they follow. A person's entire concept of reality may be different from person to person, so when someone talks about the same concept they may actually be talking about two separate things. Secondly, there is simply not enough time or patience between either party to go in depth about why they hold the beliefs that they do. Most people, strangely enough don't even seem interested in having the conversation, because the conversation is uncomfortable and can possibly put you at odds with another political person.
It is strange though, that people take their political points of view so personally. I've noticed a pattern with people, that they tend to see concepts or things as though they were the things themselves. A person may follow a political cause, or religion, or listen to certain music, or value a certain sports team even, and what happens is that thing starts to become a part of themselves. What is an enigma to me is why people conflate themselves with things which are not themselves, and no one can have an honest and objective discussion about any subject. Perhaps the lack of ability to have an objective subject lies in what I described before, which is that it is not possible to be objective because everyone's perspective on the world is subjective. Even if everyone's views were subjective, that does not explain why people get angry when presented with another person's beliefs.
It is baffling to me, and frustrating, that this is the case. People are so territorial and defensive about what they believe, that a lot of times certain views are even taboo to talk about. One such idea would be revolutionary leftism. Perhaps it's not a good idea to bring up to the average person that you would like the worker to be paid the value of their labor, and the surplus labor value to go back to the worker instead of the CEO and shareholder. End this endless cycle of wage slavery and capitalist growth, create a symbiotic economy. Even that is more of an explanation than most people are willing to listen to.
Perhaps it's easy to over complicate things. Everyone wants their point of view to be the dominant world view, or they want people who they admire to be in charge if they are not confident in themselves. A person could either want to be a leader or a follower of some sort, whether they lead themselves or others. In a world where essentially everyone wants what they personally see as the best system, it can be easy to see how others would get very easily frustrated when someone espouses views that contradict their own. Perhaps someone who sees the system of capitalism that we live in right now as a beneficial system for all except the people who they suppose are just lazy (even given minimum wage not being a living wage and college debt bring crippling for a lot of people), would see a leftist view as intruding on people's ability to profit off their fellow wo/m/an.
Perhaps what is really going on when different political views clash, is an innate sense of competition between human beings. Or, alternatively, perhaps it's a mechanism that was developed by human beings so that group mentality is more likely to prevail. Human beings evolved as a tribal species, after all. Perhaps it was beneficial to human beings for each other to agree on things rather than disagree, and what this frustration with other people's beliefs is (as opposed to having the ability to have a detached, logical conversation with one another) is actually an inborn defense mechanism against having tribe destroying disagreements with one another.
However, if this is really the case then on a large scale, it could never work. It seems that human beings should have staid in small tribes. It would seem that this ubiquitous tribalism is also the result of wars fought with other tribes. People in their own tribe are trying to defend their beliefs just as they would defend that of their tribe, and perhaps evolutionarily the tribe was the catalyst of this conflation of personal beliefs and the tribal instinct to protect ones beliefs because a common belief is what holds a tribe together. Human beings were probably never meant to live in a society like the ones that we've constructed, every societal construct is an experiment and perhaps politics itself conflicts with the nature of the human being itself.
Human beings have been tossed into this world, filled with tribe dividing politics, and they have been separated from their small tribe of a couple dozen people tens of thousands of years ago, and the only reason that these politics exist is because human beings now live in communities of not dozens, but millions. In this cluster fuck of a society, how could political conversations ever be comfortable and productive across civilization?
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« on: June 30, 2018, 11:10:27 PM »
Isn't it ironic to feel insecure about what other people think of you, when another person exhibits that they are insecure it is repulsive? At least to me. Perhaps the worst form of insecurity is when people think that you dislike them. It puts the burden of their insecurity on you, and to me that is obnoxious. Think about the insecure, down to the most primal level they do not fulfill the basic need for confidence to attract a mate for the intrinsic drive to sex.
The thought came to me when I was thinking about myself singing Karaoke at a block party. My singing is not bad, but I always sing an octave too high when I can't hear myself sing! Good fucking lord every time I think about it makes me double over as though I just got punched in the chest. Yet that insecurity makes me less respectable, it is a paradox. No one who was there really would really want to know about that.
Yet there is a balance, because the inverse of insecure is lack of self awareness. Could insecurity perhaps be another form of lacking self awareness? It is good to be leery of the qualities you exude, because all actions are political down to the shoes you wear and the inflection of your voice. But anxiety is a disease of the imagination; you could never know how other people see yourself in their eyes. So you have to simultaneously be aware of the way you present yourself and be unconcerned with your own shortcomings.
Think about what a shortcoming is. When you fail to do something, no one ever wants to hear your excuse. People want to hear that you tried, people like to hear about overcoming the greatest adversities. We all are still mentally in the coliseum of Rome watching the gladiator get mauled to death or triumph victoriously. Insecurity is for the weak, it is for those who are literally not worth a single fuck.
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« on: June 25, 2018, 03:06:52 AM »
"This is the dick of the president of the United States".
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« on: June 22, 2018, 12:16:07 PM »
May I take your order?
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« on: June 20, 2018, 06:50:01 AM »
I was so excited. They answered my question on what is their opinion on philosophy degrees. I am going into a degree in philosophy, so to hear my favorite youtubers answer my question on the subject was just perfect. There is no one youtube more awesome than Contrapoints.
I'm so happy that Contrapoints and Philosophytube are going on a date. Philosophytube is flying over from England to visit with Contrapoints. Dude needs to work on his game because he was obviously nervous in the livestream, he said he was nervous about meeting up. They always looked so smitten with each other, I hope he doesn't fuck it up. They would make the most adorable couple. I know they probably won't date long term, but I wish they would lol.
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« on: June 18, 2018, 08:50:55 PM »
Nigga straight snitchin and I'm jockin on ya, ya heard me? Straight tylanol up in this bitch smokin you with this twelve inch dick like you aint never seen a black man before. You know how tall they make you be so you ride in the ceder point rides? They make you be as tall as my dick stacked on top of each other I don't even know how many times. Fuckin pull out my piece and start going to work, you know what I'm sayin? Count to ten up in this nigga, they be tellin me I'm a bad nigga and I know they is dumb because I'm the one over here makin bread, you know? That's why I'm the best, aint no one ever seen a nigga like me. Bitch. I straight shooting cum until the day I die, it just pours out of my dick like a water fall and there aint nothin yo mad hatin ass bitch ass sucka ass cracka ass shoota ass KQ Jelly packin ass can do about it BITCH! Yall never heard a nigga like this befo.
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« on: June 08, 2018, 05:03:19 PM »
Whenever I look at a mentally handicapped person I just think of what could have been if the genes didn't get fucked up inside the mother's womb, or however that process occurs. Sometimes I see my sjw friends on facebook posting videos about some tard amusement park, where all the little cripples can go and frolic like retards, and it just makes me so annoyed. It makes me annoyed because retards are degenerate in the truest sense of the word, and they remind me of how imperfect our world is.
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« on: June 08, 2018, 04:59:15 PM »
When I poop it takes like 10 seconds and then I'm done. I wipe and I leave. Some people are sucking fucking nigger mongoloids that they have to sit there, probably because of some retarded shit they ate, and wait to push out a turd because apparently it takes so long you can read an entire fucking article. Bullshit. Fuck your ass you fucking nigger faggot.
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« on: June 08, 2018, 04:06:47 PM »
People act like life is so fucking bad, you're like the rick and morty of life, aren't you. Everything sucks in your world view, does it? Well I have some news for you, you're just a pessimistic little fuck nut. It pisses me off looking at these people whose world view is so black and white, always looking at things as if the world is "just bad", never looking at anything good whatsoever. Fucking hypocrites think they're smart and logical, you're just a dumbass. Furthermore they go and act like retarded monkeys and start hurting themselves, it's a fucking joke.
There's this girl I know who's acting like that, and I try to tell her why the stuff she's saying is riddled with fallacies, but she just continues telling me this fallacious crap. If you try to tell them anything to change their points of view they have to act like a trash humping monkey and shut down everything you try to tell them.
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« on: June 06, 2018, 05:49:30 AM »
It moves so slow, I bet we haven't had a new member in months.
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« on: May 19, 2018, 08:26:28 AM »
A bitch don't nothing to me. I see a bitch and I don't even jack off thinking about her, because she a bitch and I show no love for these hoes. I don't even think about the hoe in front of me when I jacking off in front of her, I just rub my dick and then I shoot cum in her eye and it burning and shit but that's what we do because she a bitch. You got a problem with that faggot? She go running around screaming and flailing her arms and I just laugh and put they dick back in my pants. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA That's what a bitch gets.
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« on: May 18, 2018, 02:02:21 PM »
I keep buying nerdy shit because people online say it's good. In the immortal words of Nick Shabazz (not even a headphone reviewer) "I have a serious problem, people!".
Mother fucker, I have a Magni 2 and Modi, and I want to upgrade to the Asgard 2. I also ordered an SSD and a big ass external container for all my hard drives because my computer is over flowing with them. Mother fucker.
Here's what my purchase history this year has looked like.
-February
Fisher Space Pen AG7 Gerber Impromptu Tactical Pen Maxmadco Titanium Bolt Pen Fellhoelter Tibolt Brass Tiscribe Bolt Titanium Pen
-March ( by the end of the month)
Machine Age Bolt Pen 70 16oz Hydro Flask 25 Hydro Flask Water Cap 11 (Pre-order) Wreckers Of Civilization The Story of Throbbing Gristle 25 (RETURNED BECAUSE IT BROKE)Fortis Spacematic Pilot Seiko "Alpinist" Wrist Watch (500$ on credit) Folio Society Urnst Unger Storm Of Steel 75$
-April (+650 by the end of the month)
Seiko "Alpinist" SARB017 Brass Zippo Windproof Lighter w/ zippo lighter fluid Patagonia Orange Corturoy Pants Persol Sunglasses Suncloud Cutout Polarized Sunglass: Burnished Brown Carl Sagan Cosmos Easton Press Sony Alpha a6000 Mirrorless Camera w/16-50mm, 18-55mm, & 55-210mm Lenses & 128GB Bundle 750$ Konica Macro-Hexanon AR 55mm f3.5 w/ Hexanon-Sony Adapter 76$ Auto-focus Macro Extension Tube Set 10mm&16mm for Sony NEX E-mount Camera Natsume Soseki - Kusamakura (Penguin Classics) 12$
-May ( by the end of the month)
Another Zippo (because the other was stolen) 20$ Citizen Men's Eco-Drive Chronograph Watch with Date, AT0200-05E Citizen Men's Eco-Drive Stainless Steel Watch with Day/Date display, BM8180-03E Vostok Watch Amphibian Classic 670919 G-Shock GWM5610-1 Men's Solar Black Resin Sport Watch Fisher Space AG7 Original Astronaut Space Pen (Replacement) Sennheiser HD 800 Reference Dynamic Headphone Corsair Dual SSD Mounting Bracket 3.5" CSSD-BRKT2 Crucial MX500 500GB 3D NAND SATA 2.5 Inch Internal SSD - CT500MX500SSD1(Z) Monoprice 18-Inch SATA III 6.0 Gbps Cable with Locking Latch and 90-Degree Plug - Blue Mediasonic ProBox HF2-SU3S2 4 Bay 3.5” SATA HDD Enclosure – USB 3.0 & eSATA
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« on: May 03, 2018, 10:49:53 AM »
The politically correct left is now blaming the white man for two black people being lynched in Oklahoma. When the left does not realize through their stunning ignorance is that they are the racist ones. They have accused the white man of oppressing black people, but in doing so they have made themselves a thousand times more ignorant and heinous than any person lynching a black man could ever be. Why? Because now they can try to push their agenda of marginalizing the white man simply to push their own political agenda! Next thing you know they will be rounding up the white man and trying to tell him to suck the dicks of all black people! I will not kneel before a racist black overlord.
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« on: May 03, 2018, 05:58:25 AM »
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« on: May 03, 2018, 05:21:42 AM »
Yo, you're not a five year old any more you fucking faggot lmao. Super hero films are for little kids, it's a bunch of cheesy characters in stupid looking outfits fighting corny caricatured bad guys which have been rehashed for practically a hundred fucking years. You fucking autistic nigger faggots realize that they have been using the same fucking characters since the early 20th century, right?
Honestly, stop being a gross man child and watch a real fucking film. I recommend the book 1001 films you must see before you die by Steven Schneider. No kidding. I picked it up in my library because it was on the display shelf, and it was a bunch of cult classic films like Woman In The Dunes, Scorpio Rising, Alfred Hitchcock, Dr Strangelove.
Seriously, do you look at superman in his cape and think "hurrr so insperashunal!" and cheer whenever he beats the bad guy and saves the girl like "nurrrrrrr he did it again hahaha go shuper mahn!"
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« on: April 29, 2018, 06:36:19 PM »
You know how some people love children? I find them really fucking annoying. Not that I would ever actually do anything to harm a child, but I'm just saying sometimes it's nice to imagine myself punching a little kid in the face because they're so obnoxious. I wouldn't feel any shame either, as long as I didn't get in trouble, that's because children are pathetic little under developed pieces of shit designed to annoy you.
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« on: April 29, 2018, 10:29:43 AM »
Everyone should try to put a magnifying glass up to their thoughts. I realize that one of the things that you need to develop when you have an anxious thought is a defense system against negative thoughts to keep you from feeling anxious. You have to have sort of a counter negativity, and that is what keeps you from the long drives of higher negativity.
But the interesting thing is that it’s not a linear path with negativity, you don’t just counter a thought with a positive thought and then it goes away. There’s many tricks and dimensions with negativity that it plays on you. When you start focusing on one thought trying to counter it, you realize that the act of thinking about the thought is a thought itself. Then you realize that the more you think, there’s a never ending chain of thoughts related to the thought you’re thinking. So only way to not think of this meta chain is to stop thinking about your thoughts.
The more you start trying to realize everything the more magnified and intense your consciousness has to work to start realizing all of these thoughts, as if realizing everything that is happening all at once will somehow set you free from all of the struggles of the world all at once. However this method of thinking is only the key to madness. Perhaps that is what true madness is, is trying to analyze everything and give it an absolute meaning, when really all you are doing is creating another thought.
Then you listen to Jimi Hendrix and he says “hang on and don’t think about bad things”, you realize that wherever you take your mind is where you lead it. If you think down in the dumps then that is where your mind will take you. But if you take Jimi Hendrix advice and you fly on the back of a dragonfly and don’t think about bad things, then that is where it will take you. But the thing is, it’s like there’s a second person inside of you who you have to convince to follow your thoughts, because there’s not a complete control over one’s mind. That person has to be persuaded.
For every thought that you do control of, there is an alter thought. I think it is very likely that emotions are like an alter consciousness, the shadow of your thinking consciousness which gives you the illusion of will. You have to listen to what the emotions want and then give it something with your intellect. It is always this back and forth, but really the emotions are just a petulant child, never satisfied.
But if it is like child, then it is not a matter of keeping the happy, you are the kid. You have to keep yourself happy. It's like having a kid but also being the kid. Having to look after yourself, perhaps you have to be the parent that your parents instilled in you, or however close an approximation to such a feet.
When you’re a little kid, until you have a negative experience with the world, you just expect that the world will be friendly to you. If a little kid is upset by the world then it means that the world must have hurt them in some way. Then the kid just starts to expect that the world will be shitty like that, to the point where every slight thing that happens seems like the onset of madness, whether paranoia that something will happen outside of your control or fear of madness. Really it is just the child who was taught to fear the world and to fear their own consciousness.
But also the people around you are like a reflection of your own consciousness, because you would not know yourself if you did not know the world around you. Emmanuel Kant would say that you need to experience the world through the senses, and you would not know yourself if you did not know the a-priori concepts of time and space, because you are embodied in time and space. You would not know that you are conscious without another person to let you know that you are an individual being.
What relationship you embody with those outside of you is analogous to the relationship you form with their reflection inside of you. The reflection of those outside of you has formed how you treat the inside of yourself and subsequently the reflection the perceived person inside of you. If you attack another you are attacking a reflection of that other person that you have projected inside of yourself, based on how that other person treated you. They are just another thought that you have constructed, and so are you.
As a matter of fact, the consciousness could not have know anything if it were trapped in a world where it cannot experience space and time, it would have no concept of itself if it did not have the reflections of which to project back onto the world. Just as your eyes take in light, your brain projects the world back onto your mind, as if it were out there in front of you. Everything appears to expand outward in front of you, but really it is a projection that is condensed inside of your head.
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« on: April 26, 2018, 09:30:44 PM »
Political correctness has claimed yet another life. Bill Cosby was just convicted of multiple counts of rape and sentenced to serve the rest of his life in prison. Bill Cosby didn't do anything wrong, he is a sweet old man and a very funny comedian. I would like to take this time to express my sincerest pity for the downfall of one of the greatest comedians of all time, all because of this age of political correctness where if you even look at a woman the wrong way she thinks that you deserve to be shot.
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« on: April 24, 2018, 03:43:57 AM »
Once again, the foolish left has proven itself to be nothing more than a bunch of emotional crybabies, who value feelings more than the facts. I cannot help but laugh as I try to imagine what it must be like to experience the world from such an under developed consciousness.
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« on: April 22, 2018, 08:48:21 PM »
I was just looking at my facebook likes, and although god doesn't exist, I was just thinking that if he did, he would look at my facebook and say that I deserve to be the leader of the free world. I've got marxist economists, progressive news blogs, chelsea manning, queer and marxist meme pages, tons of yaoi, philosophy shit, random funny memes, cool music and movies and books. Honestly, I am one of the top 1% of 1% when it comes to people who are cultured, well rounded, and deserving of the highest authority and praise.
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« on: April 21, 2018, 07:38:59 PM »
So, I was on the bus going home from school, and this fat ogre looking bitch comes waddling into the bus. She sits down towards the front of the bus, I'm sitting towards the middle of the bus up a couple steps on a railing overlooking the middle exit door. So I am almost at my final stop and I start gathering up my stuff and it seems to think that I'm going to get out of my chair. I decide that I'm not going to get out of my chair and it just stands there and then the person behind me gets up and goes to another seat so it can sit down. It probably needs two seats to accommodate it's enormous ass.
I just couldn't help think, first of all, fuck public transportation. Second of all, why the fuck do I have to be thrown into moral situations like this? Third of all, oh my god what a sad ogre looking person. I know that now a days everyone wants you to be super sensitive, and I act sensitive around everyone I know, but honestly when I see stuff like this it just annoys me.
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« on: April 21, 2018, 06:25:08 AM »
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« on: April 21, 2018, 06:19:42 AM »
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« on: April 17, 2018, 07:33:00 PM »
This about it this way, if women were in charge we would probably never go to war. Women are generally less aggressive than men and get thrown in jail at much lower rates than men. They are also much less impulsive, which is displayed in academic peer reviewed studies which present data about male suicides, and the correlation between male impulsive and high male suicide rates. Women and the feminine traits are obviously the more desirable natural traits; women are known for showing higher levels of compassion than men. If we lived in a more compassionate world, with the exclusion of the females who break this rule, then we could probably live in an overall better world. Females really are superior.
Also, feminine twinks are the ideal male form, because they embody all the traits of women.
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« on: April 17, 2018, 07:09:48 AM »
It's just scientific fact, science is a man's discipline. Men have higher logical capabilities, while women are more emotion driven. Why do you think all the greatest scientists, authors, and musicians are men? You need only look at the way in which she is formed to see that women is not meant to undergo great labor, whether of the mind or of the body - and before you get upset at me for saying that, just know that it wasn't me who said it first, it was a philosopher who influenced Nietzsche, Arthur Schopenhauer.
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« on: April 10, 2018, 09:57:35 AM »
and letting a hundred people in Africa die, I would honestly take the million dollars. I couldn't care less about human life that isn't close to me, they're like figments of my imagination, or ants. They mean nothing to me.
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« on: April 06, 2018, 06:50:26 AM »
Unless you have some immunodeficiency disease or something, you just need to stop talking. I see people all the time humping their disinfectant liquid tubes, that shit smells like chemicals. You should watch the look on their face when they rub that poison on their skin, it's like a look of getting fucked in the ass while thinking about Jesus. You have a mental problem, stop worrying about whether everything is dirty, human beings evolved to live in the fucking planes of Africa, you utter moron.
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« on: March 24, 2018, 12:03:06 AM »
I just ordered a Fortis Spacematic Pilot watch after this review.
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« on: March 12, 2018, 02:16:21 PM »
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