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2701
« on: February 06, 2015, 02:42:39 PM »
Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 85 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 138 of 200
You are very likely neurotypical
You don't exhibit a large proportion of autistic traits according to this test.
You have license to say "suck it."
Because it's so fucking mild that unless I tell people I'm autistic, they won't ever know.
Oh and FYI, I'm not even fascinated with water. It's sounds with me. Certain sounds though. Probably explains why I have a perfect pitch in music.
lmao I find it funny that other people are way more "aspie" than you
I don't really like people walking behind me
I call that "Dark Souls Conditioning" at work.
2702
« on: February 06, 2015, 02:38:10 PM »
Well this is my current anime list that I have to go through:
Higurashi
Mirai Nikki
Attack on Titan
Death note
Baccano
Deadman wonderland
Full metal Alchemist
Another
So either one of those pls
Despite a lot of people having issue with AoT I think the first seasons of it are good. Later on the themes it focuses on get less interesting.
Baccano is awesome.
Brotherhood, or original Fullmetal?
I thought Another was alright overall.
Haven't seen Death note.
Watched an episode of Mirai Nikki.
Haven't seen Deadman Wonderland.
2703
« on: February 06, 2015, 02:34:04 PM »
Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 85 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 138 of 200
You are very likely neurotypical
You don't exhibit a large proportion of autistic traits according to this test.
You have license to say "suck it."
Because it's so fucking mild that unless I tell people I'm autistic, they won't ever know.
Oh and FYI, I'm not even fascinated with water. It's sounds with me. Certain sounds though. Probably explains why I have a perfect pitch in music.
I'm not tone deaf, but I'm not perfect pitch either. At least I don't think so.
Instead I'm able to generate music at random and know the tones mentally (but I don't hear them unless I focus intensively at it for a while).
I have no idea why this is.
2704
« on: February 06, 2015, 02:26:46 PM »
Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 85 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 138 of 200
You are very likely neurotypical
You don't exhibit a large proportion of autistic traits according to this test.
You have license to say "suck it."
2705
« on: February 06, 2015, 02:03:17 PM »
 Kind of looks like Texas (if you reverse the direction). Huh.
One interpretation could say that I'm equally parts autistic and non-autistic.
The fuck?
2706
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:30:39 PM »
I see your concern, OP.
This definitely needs more dank memes.
2707
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:29:04 PM »
I'll probably start it around the time I started it last time.
So like in 1-2 hours? Don't know if we're starting with Kiki or Haruhi though.
Shit, I have genetics review during that time.
2708
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:25:22 PM »
Further more, if I had no one to play or hang with, I was still content and happy, because I knew how to. I use to spend hours playing with legos by myself, or walk around the neighborhood or ride a bike and just explore. I had a fairly easy/happy childhood too (Minus the ass hole of a father I had)
I ask myself, why!? Why does someone else have to control your happiness?
I relate strongly with these points.
I don't think enough people act on the notion that they control their happiness. In social situations, part of conditioning works to establish beneficial association with groups you can identify with. I think people have difficulty seeing outside of these ingrained group mentalities when they've been conditioned from childhood.
Since you've had less association with others and sought things for yourself, it's not as much of an issue.
Some people don't even recognize there is an issue.
2709
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:16:26 PM »
...Is it just me or does the site seem even brighter?
2710
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:14:22 PM »
Are we watching Kiki, and when?
I have class reviews for exams to consider in addition to this.
2711
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:08:19 PM »
Scrubs Anatomy best show NA.
2712
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:07:11 PM »
"...Where's my niece?"
lol what
If she was my sister I wonder if my niece still exists.
2713
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:57:04 AM »
If it still somehow makes a noise, I'm smashing it into a million pieces.
QUICK, BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!
2714
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:51:51 AM »
This made me laugh out loud, thanks
lol blame LC for linking us Brazilian Fart Porn
Shut up, that shit was hilarious.
...Cake farts?
2715
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:49:38 AM »
If you blank post youre uncool
2716
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:45:59 AM »
Invest a billion in the bank.
Interest for life, literally.
Engineer my own first class education.
Start my own research company.
And just hone myself.
That's the existence I'm after, actually.
2717
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:37:24 AM »
If you blank post youre uncool
2718
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:30:33 AM »
Showering and bed.
2719
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:28:21 AM »
"...Where's my niece?"
2720
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:27:27 AM »
Oh yeah, I had a dream about you last night, by the way.
Since I know what you look like I could actually see you. We went on some adventure and made turtle soup. It reminded me of Lord of the Rings.
Then this crazy group of hunters came and tried to kill us, and they turned out being alternate versions of us.
I think Ushan's next in line for the Epsira dream train.
Don't remind me of dreams. My current (long, long) series features a girl that I seemingly can't have. It has to stop somehow.
I suggest you start dreaming about me right away.
Seriously though, the above premise is intriguing. Does this woman exist?
Yup. It's like I'm fucking imprinted or something. And she doesn't give a shit about me.
What's so appealing about her to drive what you think is futility, do you think?
Could you rephrase that?
Yeah, that was shit phrasing if I've ever seen it.
What do you like about her to the extent of perpetuating what you think is futility (relationship-wise)?
I'm not saying it's rational, it's a problem that's around eight years old now. She has some good qualities and a lot of bad ones. I can barely approach lucid dreaming, so I'm not in charge of that either. It ebbs and flows. I live with it. If I can't have her, I hope to meet another girl that imprints me, and that'll fix the shit out of it. Until then she could claim me anytime she chooses unfortunately.
Keeping a journal helps the lucid dreaming process. If you have any programs that play light tones you can roughly calculate REM sleep cycles based off of 90 minute average human cycles and program the light tone to not necessarily wake you up, but alert your dreaming ming that you're asleep.
Have you tried analyzing the root of your conflict?
I'm just spitballing stuff I'd try. I have no idea if this works for you.
I'm an INTP. I've analysed it.
Hmm... Do you mind sharing what you think the root of the cause is?
Lol, what do you think? Given what I've told you? Just forget about it. I try not to think about it, although it felt good to type this.
I'm around if you change your mind. PM me whenever.
I just told you that you should already know. What do you think, that she might be stuck in my head because... ... ..aliens?
Do you actively consider your situation with this person during waking hours?
On and off. I've trained my mind to think of other things instead.
What I'd do is active dreaming conditioning. Every time you have a dream of her record everything you remember and attempt lucid dreaming regularly.
2721
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:22:47 AM »
This is one of my favorite songs.
2722
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:19:01 AM »
I'll make weird noises when I'm alone, like dinosaur or animal noises.
To calm myself down I'll bite the meaty part of my hand below the thumb.
Other people would consider embodying a persona as weird, so that.
I have rituals within my room that are there for the sake of arbitrariness, like I can't have slippers on my bed, the figurine beneath my whiteboard must be upright and the area must be swept clean regularly. Those kinds of things.
I make it a habit to use hand gestures in public greetings rather than speaking and it throws people off.
If my imagination takes off with something I'll start acting it out (in private). That part of childhood just never died.
2723
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:11:09 AM »
 Apache-kin
2724
« on: February 06, 2015, 01:06:27 AM »
Your capabilities at 18 hint at maturity beyond your years, and it's damn impressive.
Happy birthday.
2725
« on: February 05, 2015, 02:53:15 AM »
Oh yeah, I had a dream about you last night, by the way.
Since I know what you look like I could actually see you. We went on some adventure and made turtle soup. It reminded me of Lord of the Rings.
Then this crazy group of hunters came and tried to kill us, and they turned out being alternate versions of us.
I think Ushan's next in line for the Epsira dream train.
Don't remind me of dreams. My current (long, long) series features a girl that I seemingly can't have. It has to stop somehow.
I suggest you start dreaming about me right away.
Seriously though, the above premise is intriguing. Does this woman exist?
Yup. It's like I'm fucking imprinted or something. And she doesn't give a shit about me.
What's so appealing about her to drive what you think is futility, do you think?
Could you rephrase that?
Yeah, that was shit phrasing if I've ever seen it.
What do you like about her to the extent of perpetuating what you think is futility (relationship-wise)?
I'm not saying it's rational, it's a problem that's around eight years old now. She has some good qualities and a lot of bad ones. I can barely approach lucid dreaming, so I'm not in charge of that either. It ebbs and flows. I live with it. If I can't have her, I hope to meet another girl that imprints me, and that'll fix the shit out of it. Until then she could claim me anytime she chooses unfortunately.
Keeping a journal helps the lucid dreaming process. If you have any programs that play light tones you can roughly calculate REM sleep cycles based off of 90 minute average human cycles and program the light tone to not necessarily wake you up, but alert your dreaming ming that you're asleep.
Have you tried analyzing the root of your conflict?
I'm just spitballing stuff I'd try. I have no idea if this works for you.
I'm an INTP. I've analysed it.
Hmm... Do you mind sharing what you think the root of the cause is?
Lol, what do you think? Given what I've told you? Just forget about it. I try not to think about it, although it felt good to type this.
I'm around if you change your mind. PM me whenever.
I just told you that you should already know. What do you think, that she might be stuck in my head because... ... ..aliens?
Do you actively consider your situation with this person during waking hours?
2726
« on: February 05, 2015, 02:47:21 AM »
Epsira is like a violator anyway, the stuff he said in the stream.
What did he say?
Many things, Do not trust this pervert
Dems fighting words.
At further expense of derailing Gasai's thread I'll concede defeat at the battle of 'Dere'
I also realized how early it is. I should sleep.
2727
« on: February 05, 2015, 02:45:00 AM »
Oh yeah, I had a dream about you last night, by the way.
Since I know what you look like I could actually see you. We went on some adventure and made turtle soup. It reminded me of Lord of the Rings.
Then this crazy group of hunters came and tried to kill us, and they turned out being alternate versions of us.
I think Ushan's next in line for the Epsira dream train.
Don't remind me of dreams. My current (long, long) series features a girl that I seemingly can't have. It has to stop somehow.
I suggest you start dreaming about me right away.
Seriously though, the above premise is intriguing. Does this woman exist?
Yup. It's like I'm fucking imprinted or something. And she doesn't give a shit about me.
What's so appealing about her to drive what you think is futility, do you think?
Could you rephrase that?
Yeah, that was shit phrasing if I've ever seen it.
What do you like about her to the extent of perpetuating what you think is futility (relationship-wise)?
I'm not saying it's rational, it's a problem that's around eight years old now. She has some good qualities and a lot of bad ones. I can barely approach lucid dreaming, so I'm not in charge of that either. It ebbs and flows. I live with it. If I can't have her, I hope to meet another girl that imprints me, and that'll fix the shit out of it. Until then she could claim me anytime she chooses unfortunately.
Keeping a journal helps the lucid dreaming process. If you have any programs that play light tones you can roughly calculate REM sleep cycles based off of 90 minute average human cycles and program the light tone to not necessarily wake you up, but alert your dreaming ming that you're asleep.
Have you tried analyzing the root of your conflict?
I'm just spitballing stuff I'd try. I have no idea if this works for you.
I'm an INTP. I've analysed it.
Hmm... Do you mind sharing what you think the root of the cause is?
Lol, what do you think? Given what I've told you? Just forget about it. I try not to think about it, although it felt good to type this.
I'm around if you change your mind. PM me whenever.
2728
« on: February 05, 2015, 02:38:15 AM »
Epsira is like a violator anyway, the stuff he said in the stream.
What did he say?
Many things, Do not trust this pervert
Dems fighting words.
2729
« on: February 05, 2015, 02:34:44 AM »
Epsira is like a violator anyway, the stuff he said in the stream.
What did he say?
Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Not even a sound escaped my fingers because I wasn't typing anything.And don't listen to Tru he's a dirty Trundere.
2730
« on: February 05, 2015, 02:32:44 AM »
Oh yeah, I had a dream about you last night, by the way.
Since I know what you look like I could actually see you. We went on some adventure and made turtle soup. It reminded me of Lord of the Rings.
Then this crazy group of hunters came and tried to kill us, and they turned out being alternate versions of us.
I think Ushan's next in line for the Epsira dream train.
Don't remind me of dreams. My current (long, long) series features a girl that I seemingly can't have. It has to stop somehow.
I suggest you start dreaming about me right away.
Seriously though, the above premise is intriguing. Does this woman exist?
Yup. It's like I'm fucking imprinted or something. And she doesn't give a shit about me.
What's so appealing about her to drive what you think is futility, do you think?
Could you rephrase that?
Yeah, that was shit phrasing if I've ever seen it.
What do you like about her to the extent of perpetuating what you think is futility (relationship-wise)?
I'm not saying it's rational, it's a problem that's around eight years old now. She has some good qualities and a lot of bad ones. I can barely approach lucid dreaming, so I'm not in charge of that either. It ebbs and flows. I live with it. If I can't have her, I hope to meet another girl that imprints me, and that'll fix the shit out of it. Until then she could claim me anytime she chooses unfortunately.
Keeping a journal helps the lucid dreaming process. If you have any programs that play light tones you can roughly calculate REM sleep cycles based off of 90 minute average human cycles and program the light tone to not necessarily wake you up, but alert your dreaming ming that you're asleep.
Have you tried analyzing the root of your conflict?
I'm just spitballing stuff I'd try. I have no idea if this works for you.
I'm an INTP. I've analysed it.
Hmm... Do you mind sharing what you think the root of the cause is?
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