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« on: August 15, 2015, 09:26:03 PM »
I had no idea what I was thinking, guess "baby" was a little bit to anticlimactic.
You're right, transgressing to "bitch" might have given you a bigger bang for your balls.
So by calling her a bitch, my balls grow stronger? Sweet.
Now we only have to test this hypothesis. We go hard for women, but harder for science.
1352
« on: August 15, 2015, 09:24:33 PM »
I looked at some of Ryle's posts yesterday and saw the blacklisted bar. I thought he was perma'd and I was pretty confused.
He's fine though, thankfully.
Did you see yourself as blacklisted?
1353
« on: August 15, 2015, 09:22:08 PM »
I had no idea what I was thinking, guess "baby" was a little bit to anticlimactic.
You're right, transgressing to "bitch" might have given you a bigger bang for your balls.
1354
« on: August 15, 2015, 09:18:59 PM »
You might have cut off the "baby" in retrospect.
1355
« on: August 15, 2015, 09:16:59 PM »
Time for a new project!
You know, the one you've been thinking about but have been putting off?
That one.
1356
« on: August 15, 2015, 09:14:42 PM »
Another one Septy?
What happened this time?
...
Did you realize Waver's a good character?
1357
« on: August 15, 2015, 08:53:55 PM »
If you want to try out potentially interesting games with gunplay,
Natural Selection II
Xotic
Monday Night Combat
1358
« on: August 15, 2015, 08:46:02 PM »
I feel I don't connect to people like I used to. Wouldn't that imply you developed autism, though? And it obviously is.
Not necessarily. Autism spectrum ranges on myriad levels of functionality.
1359
« on: August 15, 2015, 08:30:19 PM »
God forbid that you don't have much to say on a subject because you don't know much about it or because it just doesn't interest you.
Right? Even online you run into this problem, especially on a forum space.
1360
« on: August 15, 2015, 07:21:56 PM »
You stay quiet, you're a weirdo asshole.
Talk and you're an offensive asshole. Even by staying quiet you can be regarded as an offensive asshole. Some may assume you're [insert colorful adjective here] because your opinion is "too good" for them when really you don't see the point in bringing up pointless controversy that will only serve to make more discord if anything. This is part of the reason I don't see a point in interacting with other people outside of utility to myself.
1361
« on: August 15, 2015, 06:46:27 PM »
Do you still need one?
Yes.
can't find one, sorry dude :/
Oh... guess I can't get in on this either.
1362
« on: August 15, 2015, 06:44:06 PM »
you could never again tell whether what they say is true or not.
What if it was true in the context of that persona, but non-applicable in another?
like, i wouldn't want to associate with someone who has fabricated so much of him or her self
even if you got to their core, it would just be exhausting
Is it fabrication if it's part of a diagnosed mental disorder? And even if not, why does fabrication matter if they actually internalize different sets of sentiments? At that point is it fabrication still? Do you mean the process of uncovering their "true self" would be exhausting?
1363
« on: August 15, 2015, 06:38:29 PM »
I didn't know this existed until just now. I like the premise a lot, actually, and the time period.
I'll keep tabs on this, thanks Turk.
1364
« on: August 15, 2015, 06:26:52 PM »
you could never again tell whether what they say is true or not.
What if it was true in the context of that persona, but non-applicable in another?
1365
« on: August 15, 2015, 06:14:45 PM »
There was a Madagascar game my friend and I challenged ourselves to beat in a day when we were like... 10? I don't really remember if the game was fun or if the challenge and camaraderie made the experience enjoyable.
We did beat it before bedtime though.
1366
« on: August 15, 2015, 05:42:13 PM »
I'd be curious about how you inhabited this persona with this much dedication.
1367
« on: August 15, 2015, 05:37:49 PM »
Butt they taste like ass.
1369
« on: August 15, 2015, 05:27:50 PM »
I tried writing down my dreams when I woke up this morning. It was shitty. I could barely open my eyes and I tried to write down the dream with my eyes closed, just barely opening them so I could see scrawl the words barely on the lines, but it just failed and I ended up tossing the notebook and pencil on the floor.
Persistence is crucial. Did you have the journal on the bed with you? It helps a lot.
Also, trying to write the entire experience is pretty draining when you're sleepy. I just pick a descriptive phrase to "bookmark" the experience and try recounting it after I'm awake enough to write it.
The exception to this is when I have a dream so crazy I can't stand to forget anything about it, but those are rare.
It would be cool if I could record myself talking about the dream, and then write it down after that. That would require some immediate recording device or something though.
Oh yeah, that's another good approach (I don't like hearing my voice though). I'm guessing you don't have an ipod then. You could probably download some software and keep your computer close when you sleep (like arm's length away).
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« on: August 15, 2015, 04:43:10 PM »
I'm probably autistic
post dark confessions itt
Even if you were, would that really change things for you?
Not really. I don't mind lying to others, but I really just don't want to lie to myself. I don't know if I am autistic, but it certainly feels that way sometimes.
once I get officially diagnosed though my whole life will change.
Why do you suspect you're autistic? Do you think being autistic is bad?
1371
« on: August 15, 2015, 04:29:20 PM »
The weeb chat would abduct you, and you'd never be heard from again.
1372
« on: August 15, 2015, 04:02:04 PM »
I tried writing down my dreams when I woke up this morning. It was shitty. I could barely open my eyes and I tried to write down the dream with my eyes closed, just barely opening them so I could see scrawl the words barely on the lines, but it just failed and I ended up tossing the notebook and pencil on the floor.
Persistence is crucial. Did you have the journal on the bed with you? It helps a lot. Also, trying to write the entire experience is pretty draining when you're sleepy. I just pick a descriptive phrase to "bookmark" the experience and try recounting it after I'm awake enough to write it. The exception to this is when I have a dream so crazy I can't stand to forget anything about it, but those are rare.
1373
« on: August 15, 2015, 03:56:18 PM »
I'm probably autistic
post dark confessions itt
Even if you were, would that really change things for you? What I mean is, would it change your opinion of yourself?
1374
« on: August 15, 2015, 03:49:38 PM »
Can't dodge the rodge
Did rodge drive a dodge
No, but he drove a doge.
1375
« on: August 15, 2015, 03:42:20 PM »
It simply had to do with me not wanting to see anything that I, well, don't want to see.
Like anger, or shame.
Definitely this. I'm sensitive still, but as a kid I was like a blanket in a typhoon.
1376
« on: August 15, 2015, 03:25:49 PM »
Not only this, at worst medical professionals have claimed I have Aspergers because of this.
I can see where it applies socially though, if you look people in the eye they know you're addressing them as opposed to the tree a few meters over.
1377
« on: August 15, 2015, 03:20:48 PM »
i should rewatch the Incredibles sometime. People are starting to make me think my dislike of it is unwarranted.
what didn't you like about it
I think I was bored throughout and didn't like the villain much. I probably wasn't big on the family vibe either, I can see myself perceiving it as saccharine.
1378
« on: August 15, 2015, 03:17:44 PM »
My mother convinced me broccoli were tree stars when I was little. I've always liked vegetables. 
1379
« on: August 15, 2015, 03:15:09 PM »
i should rewatch the Incredibles sometime. People are starting to make me think my dislike of it is unwarranted.
1380
« on: August 15, 2015, 03:12:52 PM »
Is this what you'd call being hangry?
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