i suppose im heterosexual, but i will admit to some bi-curious tendencies. but im not attracted to men the way i am to women, i just appreciate handsome dudes.

130 isnt really late, but sure why not

Just use Arial if you can. It's a lot larger than Times New Roman.

also, making all the periods bigger. i usually use size 20.

lol you're done

its not insurmountable, ive done more with less time

ok so i have a weird question

but first, backstory

i had recurring night terrors as a kid. bad shit. demons in my room, on the street, waking up being paralyzed, terrible nightmares, the whole schtick. it stopped in my adolescence. but, for as long as i can remember, ive been able to control the frequency of my nightmares/terrors. as long as my entire body (aside from my neck/head) is covered by sheets/a comforter, ill be ok, no nightmares or just pleasant dreams. but if part of my body is exposed, ill have horrible nightmares. ive never been able to get a real explanation. why does this happen? i have never attempted to "lucid dream." all i know is how to avoid my nightmares. and is there a chance my night terrors will return later in life?

plug is stupid.

i dont agree with you

> neglecting that private pyle shot him dead
> pls dont kill our drill sgt president

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Quote from: Verbatim on December 04, 2014, 06:56:51 PM

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Then where is the rationality in dying?

You realize that's exactly what I'm trying to say, right?

Here's an interesting thought:
If all life on Earth (from all the kingdoms) killed themselves, every problem in the world would be solved. Perhaps even the universe.

But it has to be everything.

i dont know if you've seen it, but matthew mcconaughey's character in true detective says something along these lines early on in the series. "we are things that labor under the illusion of having a self... this secretion of sensory experience and feeling.. programmed with total assurance that we are each somebody, when in fact, everybody's nobody. i think the honorable thing for our species to do is deny our programming, stop reproducing, walk hand and hand into extinction, one last midnight, brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal."

You've piqued my interest. I'll have to check it out, I guess.

full disclosure, his character is "in too deep" when it comes to drugs/booze. but the series is very visceral and cerebral, and is easily digested since its only 10 hour long episodes.

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Then where is the rationality in dying?

You realize that's exactly what I'm trying to say, right?

Here's an interesting thought:
If all life on Earth (from all the kingdoms) killed themselves, every problem in the world would be solved. Perhaps even the universe.

But it has to be everything.

i dont know if you've seen it, but matthew mcconaughey's character in true detective says something along these lines early on in the series. "we are things that labor under the illusion of having a self... this secretion of sensory experience and feeling.. programmed with total assurance that we are each somebody, when in fact, everybody's nobody. i think the honorable thing for our species to do is deny our programming, stop reproducing, walk hand and hand into extinction, one last midnight, brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal."

Quote from: Azumarill on December 04, 2014, 06:33:51 PM

hyped*

no

*eye twitches*

Quote from: Zenmaster on December 04, 2014, 06:31:14 PM

Really, if you're depressed, getting a prescription to balance you out would be preferable.

Does "straight-edge" mean nothing to you?

so do you not take allergy meds or antacids

whats your stance on mineral water? is that edge enough?

Quote from: Verbatim on December 04, 2014, 06:22:54 PM

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"I'd get that sorted out,

"IF YOU DON'T WANNA BE A DRUGGIE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, YOU MUST HAVE MENTAL PROBLEMS."

Kindly fuck off. I'm perfectly content with my straight-edge-ness. I may be depressed, but that sort of comes with the territory of being me. It's not exactly treatable.

I'm REALLY not worried about not being able to do drugs without wanting to kill myself. The solution is to not do drugs, because that's stupid as fuck. Problem solved.

Really, if you're depressed, getting a prescription to balance you out would be preferable. Also, I don't know why you're so vehemently against drugs. While I do understand that there are people out that who have completely ruined their life due to drugs, for some people drugs have allowed their life to get better. Really, the first time I took shrooms, I felt this form of happiness I have never felt before, and sense of peace that I never really felt. With weed, I am able to relax more often. A good amount of the time when sober, I am high strung or depressed, constantly dealing with thoughts about how to live in the absurd. I will say this, drugs have helped me.

no doing drugs is fucking stupid and people who smoke are idiots and my lifestyle is the only legitimate lifestyle choice

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I'm pretty sure you interpreted what was being said wrong.

Regardless, I don't need his fucking makeshift quack-ass diagnosis. That is just so obnoxious.

so you'd rather self-diagnose and live under the impression that your depression isnt treatable? here's a reality check, kid: it's all in your head.

1, havent played

Quote from: Azumarill on December 04, 2014, 06:00:12 PM

1) thats conjectural 2) not even remotely close to true 3) your experience with marijuana varies depending on context. it depends on where you are, how you're feeling, your general attitude, who you're with, and what you're smoking.

So, it's NOT conjectural. At all.

>where you are
That really actually doesn't matter at all.

>how I'm feeling
Perpetual bad mood, about everything, all the time.

>my general attitude
If I'm about to smoke pot, I'm gonna have  bad attitude about it.

>who I'm with
Doesn't matter. People who smoke pot are idiots. I hate being around idiots.

>what I'm smoking
I feel like this would be drowned out by all other factors.

So, considering that I WOULD have a bad attitude about it, I WOULD hate who I'm with, there is no way in hell I'd ever enjoy being high. It would probably make me murderous, if anything. Suicidal. Alcohol made me suicidal the first and only time I've ever been drunk, because I was so upset with myself that I did it in the first place.

with that attitude, anything would be a shitty experience. i'd hate to go to disney world with you..