*vomits* ^

The hell is your problem? It's a gourmet recipe.

I don't understand why people dislike that movie. The only thing I can think of is that it was too complicated for them to understand. Most of the science was sound and the story was fantastic. I have a feeling that those who do not like it do not want to admit that they are morons, so they try to act edgy or they claim a lot of the science was way off.

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I'm sorry for arguing with you earlier bro. I do hope that your condition somehow makes a miraculous turnaround.

You don't have to worry about shit. I got good news from the doc a few days back. No more treatments. I'm done. What my focus is now is the ugly shit in my head. And the doc's going to be watching me. I still have to go in as normal. But they're going to be scanning to make sure nothing is moving around in there or starts up again. But for now, for all intents and purposes, no more treatments.

That's why I'm making a push. Time to get back onto my feet.

I'm really glad to hear that     You seem like such a nice guy!

I think you need to let it go.

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Fine. You folks keep holding your fucking grudges. Not my fucking business. The past isn't either because I wasn't around for it. And once again none of you seem to fucking get it.

"the past"

You mean fucking yesterday?

Well considering it's yesterday, you're damn fucking right it's the past. It's done and over with now to be sure.

Yep. Time to let it go, Sandtrap.

You remember when Dusty boy single handedly sunk the fundraiser a friend of mine set up over at Bungie? It took me a day to cool my shit off. One day, and things were back to normal.

I acknowledge that dusty boy is spiteful grudge holding sack of old sacks and that he's a "troll." But I hold no ill will and don't go out of my way to attack him. It took me one day to get over the fact that he wandered over there and sunk a thread.

I don't hold grudges. Not for long. And either should you folks.

But it's your choice. See where it fucking gets you. Toxicity breeds more toxicity. Just you fucking watch.

>accusations

This was Cheat's decision. Take it up with him. Don't drag the rest of us into your bullshit.

I won't. But considering that there's still worse folks wandering around here, and the way this community treats people, both people inside the community, and newcomers, is a tell of what's going to happen in the future. This place is not a welcoming place.

It's not a welcoming place for people who've been here for a while because you get drama and shit like this. And it's not welcoming for outsiders because the community itself is inherently hostile on almost every level. So shit's a mess now. Well, actually it isn't. Not for you folks. Kiyo is long gone at this point. And unfortunatly for me I'm her friend and I'm damn worried about what's up on her end of things now. So that's my business now. Keep an eye out and make sure things are okay and help if I can because I can tell she's in a really bad way right now.

And as for this place? Well, just you wait. Mark my fucking words. This has nothing to do with this latest batch of drama. This has to do with the fact that overall and in general, this place is hostile on all fronts. And just like Kiyo getting what she put out, this place will too.

And, like Kiyo, it has good sides. But it's going to fall apart. This place has made that abundantly clear by now.

How is a staff member actively harassing users welcoming?

How is a community that flames unconditionally without thinking welcoming. I'll level with you here. I've been talking to somebody in private here. And you know what? They want to contribute to this place. They want to start a project here and they want to share it here.

But they're afraid that if this place knew who they were the project would go up and flames because of spiteful people and people in general who wouldn't give a second glance at things before throwing shit.

I know it's not an excuse for Kiyo. But at the same time you can't dump all the blame. People can be warped. They can be twisted and broken. What they go through can put them into bad states of mind. Mood swings. These states come and go like a light switch and the more depressed you are the stronger they get. And it manifests differently in every single person.

With me, I get irritable. I'm always on the verge of losing my shit and I feel the need to abandon everything and just disappear. And with Kiyo, I guess her anger for something manifested differently. But the point is. The point I'm trying to make here is that instead of looking past what they knew. Instead of perpetrating a viscous cycle.

People could look at Kiyo and ask why. It doesn't excuse what's she's done. But sometimes people do shitty things because they're the product of something shitty and all they've ever known was a shitty experience. With people like that, you do not attack them. Because in some strange way that's what they want. It's hardwired into their psyche.

They've been treated like trash for so long and so much and it leaves a mark on their psyche and they sub-consciously attack themselves. And people, being people, never see that. They slip into hate so easy and they give that hate without ever really seeing what they're doing.

That's why I'm upset here. I agree that if you do shitty things it will come around and bite you in the ass. But if the community wasn't so simple minded maybe we could have worked things out. I've been around people like this before. They snap on you out of the blue even if you're nice to them and they want you to attack them.

That's when you show restraint. That's when you back off and you don't take the bait because if you do then you're getting caught in their trap that they're not even aware of because it's all sub-conscious.

The community tried multiple times to work things out. Kiyo continually did not show restraint. It's baffling that you can think she is in any way the victim here.

Sandtrap If you were really such fantastic friends with kiyo why don't you have another way to contact her...

I don't remember you getting any flaming or hostility posting all your threads trying to get sympathy from people, now that your friend who was a shitty mod nuked HER OWN account, we're all terrible people?

If you're trying to start shit don't bother. Yeah I've got more than one way to contact her and she torched all of them and went up and dissappeared like a ghost.

And I never said you folks were shitty. What I did say is that there was a part to play in all this for everybody and that it turned into the mess that it is now. And that's the end of it.

There's nothing left to be said here. You can keep making assumptions until you're blue in the face though if you want.

Have you considered that she nuked all her contact information as a means of making us feel guilty? Kiyo may have depression, but she's basically throwing a hissy fit.

Due to sandtrap's insightful posts I have removed the story regarding Kiyo. While I do not personally harbor the grudge other users held against her, I do not think it was a good idea for her to be made a moderator. I've seen the sort of shit she posted on bnet and on here and to be honest it pissed me off, which I assume was her intent. As a sufferer of autism, I completely understand the struggle with depression. I understand the devastating effects it has on one's life and how it can tempt them to do and say rather shitty stuff. However, depression is no excuse to be an asshole. I'm certain some of you remember the shenanigans I pulled on the old website with the MMJ persona, but that wasn't the worst stuff I did. If somebody pissed me off, I would not hesitate to use whatever I know about them against them. There was a user, (I won't say her name), who admitted she was a victim of rape. She did something to piss me off and I forgot what it was but I used that against her. I will not repeat what I said, but it was quite horrible. I was a despicable little shit who had a sadistic streak. Was it "inspired" by my depression? Maybe. But people held me accountable for my actions and I strove to become a better person. I did not like what my actions were doing to me.  People are holding Kiyo accountable for her actions in much the same way I was held accountable for mine. Perhaps instead of rage quitting and throwing a fit, she should think of this as a learning experience.

With that being said, I do not hate Kiyo. I don't even know her that well. But I do think we judge people by their online personas without thinking about what might be happening in their lives. Take Noelle for example. Everybody seems to hate her, but I've had plenty of conversations with her on skype. I've never had a problem with her. Could she be emotional? Yes. I've even called her out on a issues but I did it in a respectful manner and I also offered suggestions on how to best handle certain situations. And after the shit she is going through (I'm not going to elaborate so don't ask) I don't blame her too much for flying off the handle at times.

At the end of the day, it is always a good idea or both parties to try and be the better person. Kiyo should not be a moderator, however nor should she be crucified. And that's enough drama for me. Well, enough drama on this website anyway. I have desticles to attend to.

She should have instantly become a regular member after the penis thread event, but otherwise she was a decent poster.

Penis thread event?

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Of course there is: You have to have friends first before you have a circle to let me in.

and i do

and your assumption that i don't just pushed you further away from it, congrats

Verby, you are seeing hostility where none exists. I only desire to help you, not to antagonize you.

Quote from: The Lord Ruler on January 16, 2015, 08:14:41 PM

The only sissy here is yourself

Greetings, Yourself!

Put down that mirror.

you've asked me that FIVE HUNDRED TRILLION GODDAMN TIMES

and the answer is yes

What? I want to know what it is that makes you happy. I seriously hope it isn't something psychotic.

You actually can. All you have to do is reset your router.

I wonder why. Has anybody ever had this happen to them?

he's a boring, witless bigot

and i know you're just comparing him to me to piss me off, so, whatever

You honestly remind me of him.

because i have no fucking idea

as far as i can tell, it's anything that goes even slightly against the norm

but it's used to describe   e v e r y t h i n g

I swear, you are maddox's illegitimate child. You remind me of him so much: http://thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=epic

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don't tell me that Maluki is one of your alts

...where have you been?

jesus christ I forgot, okay?

DAMMIT NUKA! THIS IS UNFORGIVABLE! HOW DARE YOU FORGET MY FURFAGGOTRY!