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The Flood / Re: Not in a good place now
« on: April 01, 2016, 02:28:47 PM »At least you can talk to girls you fucking prickI'm hoping I an tonight. I want to live what my college life should have been.
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The Flood / Re: Not in a good place now« on: April 01, 2016, 02:28:47 PM »At least you can talk to girls you fucking prickI'm hoping I an tonight. I want to live what my college life should have been. 482
The Flood / Re: Not in a good place now« on: April 01, 2016, 02:27:51 PM »Dude that's crazy because I was laying bed just now thinking about how I'm just not a normal person, and pretty fucked. The reason why I wanted to be a teacher was because of one I was dating at the time to impress them, and make them think wow he's ambitious. Maybe it's worth sticking around with him then. That's been the case with a lot of them (Bree, Brittany, Ashley, Lauren, Samantha, etc...). Or because I thought there'd be my "perfect match" also in my class. Or to get me out of working retail which is literally driving me crazy. I don't have a dream job and have to choose something, I just don't know what.One positive thing I can say though, I've never done drugs to make myself even more messed up. 483
The Flood / Re: Not in a good place now« on: April 01, 2016, 02:25:28 PM »You make it sound that way, but maybe if I had a single friend to go out with on weekends I'd be more motivated.Fuck that's easy. Your life is on easy mode and you can't even get it right.Working three days a week living off of your parents and spending every day drunk. 484
The Flood / Re: Not in a good place now« on: April 01, 2016, 02:23:45 PM »Roman, I've said this before. You need to relax. You're taking everything too seriously. Now it's starting to eat at you. Go and unplug for a bit and get your head straight. Everything you've been doing is an attempt to release. You gotta realize that you're the one creating your own stress.This is just a meltdown before I look for someone to fuck at a bar tonight. I've always thought I was better than other people for not being one of those guys that goes to a bar for that sole purpose, but that is exactly what I need tonight. 485
The Flood / Not in a good place now« on: April 01, 2016, 01:08:47 PM »
I'm just not a normal person, and pretty fucked. The reason why I wanted to be a teacher was because of one I was dating at the time to impress them, and make them think wow he's ambitious. Maybe it's worth sticking around with him then. That's been the case with a lot of them (Bree, Brittany, Ashley, Lauren, Samantha, etc...). Or because I thought there'd be my "perfect match" also in my class. Or to get me out of working retail which is literally driving me crazy. I don't have a dream job and have to choose something, I just don't know what.
And I want the normal life that every one else has. It didn't work out with the last girl because she is normal. She has plenty of friends, goes to the gym, is social, mature, works to pay for her education and utilities...and I am the opposite of everyone of those things. And I still have feelings for her, and she blocked me from everything. Working 24 hours a week at a KMart does make me want to kill myself. And so does spending the majority of my time on the internet. And not one woman can even stay my friend after things don't work out, and I annoy them. Now even my parents hate me because I drink in the mornings and throughout the day. They don't even want me to go to a bar, and I'm almost 24. 486
The Flood / Re: Bar time, wish me luck lads.« on: April 01, 2016, 08:02:18 AM »
Going tonight even though I have work tomorrow. Every woman I talk to always calls me very good looking. After 4+ years of looking for the "girlfriend" maybe it is time to just have fun.
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The Flood / Re: Bar time, wish me luck lads.« on: March 31, 2016, 10:21:36 PM »
Girl I met last night says she only sees me as a friend
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The Flood / Re: Bar time, wish me luck lads.« on: March 31, 2016, 09:47:43 PM »Why bother going out and being uncomfortable when you can just stay in and get drunk at home?Because that's what I've been doing. I'm handsome enough to go home with someone if I try. By the time I got there tonight there were only a handful of cars there, I think my chances will be better Saturday night. 489
The Flood / Re: Bar time, wish me luck lads.« on: March 31, 2016, 08:08:38 PM »Seriously dude, you can't even manage to make friends at your job?You mean high school kids or people that are 19-20? Funny story, one kid who works there I saw roaming the halls one day while I was subbing at his high school, and the next day he was my co-worker. 490
The Flood / Re: Bar time, wish me luck lads.« on: March 31, 2016, 07:27:37 PM »
>tfw want to ravage a blonde tonight but can't build up confidence to leave the house
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The Flood / Re: Bar time, wish me luck lads.« on: March 31, 2016, 07:24:05 PM »My stomach shakes uncontrollably when I'm nervous, mianly because I just spent $26K to become a teacher which I don't want to do the rest of my life .fuckin really guy?I genuinely hope you lose a kidney while wallowing in your own misery.I have to take sips of alchohol throught the day to stay calm, so that may happen. 492
The Flood / Re: Bar time, wish me luck lads.« on: March 31, 2016, 07:21:32 PM »I genuinely hope you lose a kidney while wallowing in your own misery.I have to take sips of alchohol throught the day to stay calm, so that may happen. 493
The Flood / Re: Bar time, wish me luck lads.« on: March 31, 2016, 06:51:19 PM »
So new girl doesn't text me back since 7AM. That lasted long. And I was played for a whole month. Part of me wants to destroy someone's pussy tonight. I've always said I was a nice guy, or that's what people think. Or I think that if I do the right thing, good things will also happen, which they don't.
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The Flood / Re: Bar time, wish me luck lads.« on: March 31, 2016, 06:48:38 PM »Go with a friend ffsI don't have any of those. 495
The Flood / Bar time, wish me luck lads.« on: March 31, 2016, 06:45:37 PM »
This is the farthest out of my comfort zone I will be going. What if there isn't an open stool there for me and I end up wandering around with drink in hand?
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The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 31, 2016, 05:10:18 PM »
The newest girl isn't interested, so I need motivation to go to the bar. I'm nervous going by myself.
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The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 31, 2016, 04:28:16 PM »Admitting you're a piece of shit and then continuing your nigger antics doesn't make anything better. Also, you do all this for uggos, I can never get over that.I only like big girls. Will literally never date a thin girl ever again. 498
The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 31, 2016, 03:34:24 PM »Pretty sure that's why every single one of those girls stopped talking to you, especially if you seem anywhere near as desperate in real life as you do on here. It's probably pretty obvious how fixated you are around shallowly fucking them to validate yourself: I doubt they're flattered.Is touching her hands on the first date wrong? I was a little flirty. And she said text me if you have any questions (about teaching) Goddamnit I am such a fucking idiot texting her at 7AM. Having a drunken hookup won't solve anything, but I want one tonight because lets see, three girls I thought were great and wanted to be in a relationship with didn't work out. 499
The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 31, 2016, 02:31:16 PM »
Now the other girl from last night I fuckeduo with, shouldn't have texted her this morning
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The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 31, 2016, 12:23:48 PM »I've had gay men say I'm attractive, and they have good taste.Going to do a social experiment Saturday night. Going to a bar and see if any women approach me. 501
The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 31, 2016, 07:05:06 AM »Ok, but do I bring my droids with me or do they have to wait outside?Ok so I've never been to a bar. And I've also never had to buy condoms. I'm going to be turning 24 next month, I want to man up and have some fun while I'm still young. I need pointers from guys who have done the bar scene.Walk in completely naked and ask the head biker for his clothes, boots, and motorcycle. 502
The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 31, 2016, 06:41:05 AM »
Ok so I've never been to a bar. And I've also never had to buy condoms. I'm going to be turning 24 next month, I want to man up and have some fun while I'm still young. I need pointers from guys who have done the bar scene.
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The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 31, 2016, 06:16:26 AM »
Going to do a social experiment Saturday night. Going to a bar and see if any women approach me.
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The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 30, 2016, 10:38:18 PM »
I've just never been happy my entire life.
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The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 30, 2016, 10:30:37 PM »I don't mean to be a jerk and chime in here to make you feel bad, but I've read your posts on this topic and assuming it's not a ruse, man...There's no other career I can do anyways. I was forced into teaching. Career searching for two and a half years and I had to decide on something. 506
The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 30, 2016, 10:03:24 PM »You just found this out about yourself?I just realized it because in May I will be getting another degree just for the hopes of getting laid. I don't know what job I'm going to do for the rest of my life. Everything is just too much pressure and I wish I could go away. I mean like leave where I am and travel and not worry about anything. 507
The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 30, 2016, 09:51:49 PM »Idk why everyone is so obsessed with sex to begin withWhich is why my life is starting to feel pointless. It is a stupid thing to revolve your life around. 508
The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 30, 2016, 09:48:07 PM »2O bucks breakup thread by FridayYeah. But at this point it wouldn't matter, because I'll fuck anyone. I was touching her hands though, maybe she thought it was awkward, but didn't say anything. It's part of the charming technique. It's worked once. But Saturday night I'm going to push myself out of my comfort zone and go to a bar. 509
The Flood / Re: I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 30, 2016, 09:43:36 PM »Little late to the party on that one.I'm just admitting it to everyone. I'm still years behind other people in maturity. 510
The Flood / I've realized what a sick and twisted person I am tonight« on: March 30, 2016, 09:40:19 PM »
Literally everything I do has the goal of having sex. Spend $26K on this teaching program; well maybe another masters student in it will have sex with me, maybe if I finally have a career someone will have sex with me again. Dating this girl: well maybe we'll have sex in a few dates if I play my hand right and charm her/manipulate her.
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