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« on: April 03, 2017, 03:14:40 AM »
You can make that mulan's sauce by mixing Barbecue w/ Sweet & Sour
Does it actually bang, though?
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« on: April 03, 2017, 03:12:53 AM »
The season 3 premiere was LIT.
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« on: April 01, 2017, 03:55:07 PM »
You will cry euphoric tears at the Beach Boys, you will stare down at a baby’s face as she lies asleep in your lap, you will make great friends, you will eat delicious foods you haven’t tried yet, you will be able to look at a view from a high place and not assess the likelihood of dying from falling. There are books you haven’t read yet that will enrich you, films you will watch while eating extra-large buckets of popcorn, and you will dance and laugh and have sex and go for runs by the river and have late-night conversations and laugh until it hurts. Life is waiting for you. You might be stuck here for a while, but the world isn’t going anywhere. Hang on in there if you can. Life is always worth it.
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« on: March 30, 2017, 01:42:04 PM »
Had the appointment. Was prescribed a month's worth of sertraline, 50mg once a day. I have a follow up appointment next week to discuss things like side effects, and my GP is going to get me in for proper CBT sessions with a psychologist who also specialises in drug abuse.
I actually feel okay. It's a long road ahead, but for the first time in years I feel like I have the fortitude to not only beat depression, but drag it to the street and break its teeth on the curb.
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« on: March 29, 2017, 10:48:46 AM »
I have an appointment with my GP tomorrow morning. I'm going to ask to be put on SSRIs.
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« on: March 28, 2017, 12:55:22 PM »
Depression is back in force, and my drug usage has spiralled back to where it was a year ago. A non-serious relationship of mine recently ended and because I'm depressed it hurt way more than it should've done. My attendance at lectures and classes--for the term just gone--was literally zero. I get high marks on my coursework, but it doesn't motivate me; I've missed so many deadlines for essays and am unprepared for my exams, so in all likelihood I will fail and have to repeat the year. I don't get enjoyment from the things I used to enjoy; I hardly read anymore, I don't really follow the news and when I do i just don't care. I rarely post on here anymore, or reddit. The discussions just don't interest me.
I just sit around smoking weed and binging on alcohol, MDMA, ketamine or whatever else I can get hold of. And all I can think about is how pathetic and weak I am. Well, either that or how I might kill myself if it came to it.
My counsellor thinks I should start taking antidepressants. I've been reticent to do that for years but at this point I don't really have a choice. If something doesn't change I'll wind up dead either from drug abuse or my own hand. Means I have to quit MDMA though or risk serotonin syndrome, but at this point I don't even care. I want normality more than I want to be buzzed.
Don't really know why I felt the need to make this post; to organise my thoughts, to vent, whatever. Posting in Serious for obvious reasons.
Don't know what discussion value this has either really. Vent, talk about any experience you have with depression or substance abuse (or mental illness in general) or just offer me banalities about how it will all be okay. I don't mind.
Peace.
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« on: March 28, 2017, 09:36:46 AM »
I think most of our disagreements about capitalism are to do with how you frame your argument. Your normative position is anti-capitalist, mine is not, so we tend to view each other's arguments as coming from opposite ends of the spectrum.
We probably agree on a lot of the problems with capitalism indeed being problems, and arguments around these issues likely do come down to semantics. Arguments about solutions, however, are much more to do with substance. At least in the case of you and I on capitalism.
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« on: March 28, 2017, 09:29:26 AM »
Yeah, I'm in the same boat wrt depression.
Do you take medication?
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« on: March 16, 2017, 07:11:00 PM »
What type of speed?
What? Amphetamines, not meth.
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« on: March 16, 2017, 06:16:53 PM »
Its not that lit
Listen to verb
Dont become me
Peace
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« on: March 08, 2017, 07:00:29 PM »
Like 7 I think.
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« on: March 08, 2017, 09:36:42 AM »
do you think i want to see your food or what
Being able to send you pictures of the drugs I buy would bring me immense pleasure.
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« on: March 08, 2017, 09:30:48 AM »
I would also like Verb to get snapchat.
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« on: March 06, 2017, 02:56:32 PM »
Shoot.
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« on: March 06, 2017, 01:13:31 PM »
STEMMEN PVV
NEDERLAND STERK
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« on: March 05, 2017, 01:15:25 AM »
meta are you still fat?
No.
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« on: March 04, 2017, 02:32:38 PM »
I get like 2,200 from the State every three months bar the summer months.
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« on: March 04, 2017, 02:31:35 PM »
yous man are missing out
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« on: March 04, 2017, 02:30:20 PM »
Best: Turkey.
Worst: RomanGladiator.
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« on: March 04, 2017, 08:08:16 AM »
I don't think anyone actually has trouble rolling r's I think we just don't pronounce things that way because it's absent in our common dialect. Any time we wanna make fun of Mexicans we can do it perfectly.
Nah man, I legit know several native English speakers who can't roll their R at all. Verb is confirming it too.
I can't do it either. My grandma tried to teach me, but it just doesn't happen. There must be some people in Belgium who can't do it either. No way its a linguistic thing.
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« on: March 02, 2017, 06:34:05 AM »
boomp
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« on: March 01, 2017, 04:33:47 PM »
Dude your facial hair is thin a pubish just shave until you go through puberty
I need to go buy some batteries and/or razors but i reallly can't be arsed.
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« on: March 01, 2017, 11:38:41 AM »
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« on: March 01, 2017, 10:14:49 AM »
 lol look at that gaylord
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« on: March 01, 2017, 05:29:57 AM »
What can you do with Quick-Reply™ ?
You could try killing yourself.
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« on: March 01, 2017, 05:22:41 AM »
How is this Verb's train when I did it like 2 weeks ago
Verb's first one was time ago.
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« on: February 28, 2017, 07:04:22 PM »
I'll probably just have some game footage of EUIV in the background. Or various games, perhaps. Whatever, either way.
I have no idea how many questions would be appropriate, or how long it will turn out to be, but fuck it. Verb's turned out to be pretty interesting.
So yeah, ask some questions I guess.
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« on: February 28, 2017, 04:42:22 AM »
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« on: February 28, 2017, 12:13:40 AM »
oh
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« on: February 27, 2017, 11:41:02 PM »
How do you get through the times in your life that seem impossible to get through?
Has someone ever broken your heart?
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