Quote from: Lemön fresh on May 06, 2015, 11:23:04 AM

Streaming is just as much of a "real job" as any other job.

Yeah, I should be paid for every post I make on Sep7agon. It'd be as real a job as any other

you're retarded if you think that all streamers do is play games, they're running a business, selling their brand of stream like any other actor on the market that is streaming, the only difference is the shows they play in and the ways they act. saying that streamers don't have a 'real job' is like saying that Clint Eastwood, or Samuel L Jackson don't have real jobs because all they're doing is sitting in front of a camera and doing things.

They've also threatened revenge against the UK for injuring him.

Let them come, it's about time we brought back the fucking noose.

  why don't we just glass the desert and be done with the troglodytes already.

Quote from: Mega Sceptile on May 03, 2015, 01:31:08 PM

Quote from: Yu on May 03, 2015, 11:51:14 AM

What kind of editing will you be doing?

I need to do some 'demo reels' for branding and getting more sponsors to take a look at my racing and maybe get me signed, I also think I might open up a youtube channel for gaming, motovlogging, or some other shit.

Well, on that side, rendering will probably be the only thing that will be resource extensive, I suppose you'll be using adobe's video editor?

mix of Premiere, and Vegas

Quote from: Mega Sceptile on May 03, 2015, 11:02:52 AM

Quote from: Magos Domina on May 03, 2015, 04:21:46 AM

Having anxiety is not a fucking adventure.

I mean TL;DR

it's a title buttercup, and if you can't be arsed to read the post then why even bother posting?

Because it's Kiyo. That's what he does.

But yeah... Social anxiety is fun stuff, especially when you're even afraid of answering fucking phone calls.

dude I have dodged phone calls so many times, and it is just such a piss off because I KNOW I need to pick it up but I just can't bring myself to do it..

Today I'm gonna be bringing up a subject that hits home for me, something that some of y'all have probably dealt with as well, and it's this little douchebag of a disorder called anxiety, this shit makes you want to avoid every single thing that makes you even the slightest bit uncomfortable in your life, and just hide under the covers in bed to forget the world around you, you become antisocial, and avoid conflict as much as possible. this shit is crippling to any social life or job. I have had WEEKS worth of missed work back when I was still in uni, and that only piled on more stress, which made getting back into the swing of things harder and harder.
 
So, I was officially diagnosed with moderate social anxiety about 6 years ago, and this diagnosis was after a long ordeal where I never went to work, I was sick ALL the time, and I had a constant migraine headache. my friends and family finally dragged my ass to the doctors when I skipped out on my baby sister's high school graduation, I was a mess, and I needed help that no person in my life could give me without knowing what the fuck was wrong with me. What I needed was for people around me to stop piling on reminders that I'm behind on shit, and I needed to stop bottling up emotions and avoiding a confrontation. that's what the pills were for.

Anxiety in some cases comes along with 'stop giving a fuck about everything and do what I want' pills that I received. they make you feel absolutely free from worry, and your emotions run a little wilder. after the pills I spoke my mind like it or not, so if you know someone with anxiety and one day they just become completely brutally honest with you, it's them venting 5+ years worth of general anger that they built up inside and they can't help but let it out. don't hate the person and try to refute what they say like one of my ex girlfriends did, always ends with a really bad fight and possibly a breakup.

You may also see that person just straight up do some crazy shit on a whim after taking their pills for the day, I used to just go wander the streets for a couple hours at a time at random then come back like nothing happened. this is another effect of the pills, they make you want to go out and wander, they make you want to burst out of that room you've been so fond of hiding in. you should support people like me when we do this, if I were to ask if you wanted to join me, take that shot, it really helps, it makes us feel a lot better when we're not wandering aimlessly alone with no one to guide us or keep us wandering to that dread mindset.

Getting over, and getting control of anxiety is a LOOOOOOONG process, and the sense of dread that comes with it shows up in waves rather than a constant stream, you can be perfectly fine one day then boarded up in the room for the next 36 hours. when you have someone who deals with anxiety, you should be there for them on those shitty days and try to break them out of that  shell and put some cracks in it so the next time it's easier for them break out, try to have as much fun as you can on those low days, and don't get dragged into the pit that your friend is in.

 me personally, I STILL haven't gotten completely out of the hole yet, and some days I just straight up can't find a reason to get out of bed in the mornings, but we try, and each time I'm on a low my wife drags my ass to the track and makes me do laps until I'm out of that state and back into the groove of things. Rally, and my wife are the two crutches that keep me going, try to find something that that person with anxiety loves, and keep them going to that place no matter the day and you may see some good results.

well, that's my story, I hope it somewhat put a little bit of insight on the disorder and maybe helps one of you help someone else out of the same pit I got dug out of. how about you guys? any stories or anything about the disorder you want to ask/share about?

EDIT- just realized the time, it's 4AM, if y'all have questions for me, I'll answer when I wake up.

Not a big fan of the GPU.
Do you really need an 860W PSU?  That's pretty expensive.  Is that how much power it's going to draw?

860 is so I have room to upgrade to more powerful parts. it's just for breathing room in the future.

MOBO

graphics card

PSU

CPU

SSD

WAM

HDD

CASE

NOTE- I'm looking for a higher end PC, I need it for editing AND gaming.

Quote from: Mega Sceptile on May 02, 2015, 06:40:04 PM

has the heavy-handed cartoon art style of wind waker, but with Dark Souls' combat. I like that idea a lot.

I was getting that vibe too. At the very least, I can sya the game looks charming with its style.

the concept looks very promising as well. the actual day to day struggles of what monster hunting would be like in a fantasy world is something I'd definitely play.

has the heavy-handed cartoon art style of wind waker, but with Dark Souls' combat. I like that idea a lot.

Oh I have money, just no desire to buy a system for only one game I'd play.

well then don't play the game. if you don't think the console it worth it then clearly you don't want to play the game that badly.

I buy physical copies when I can, but the problem is that I live in a small town, so the selection of games is a little bit outdated.

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Quote from: ねこ on May 01, 2015, 01:23:58 PM

Well their goes my chances of putting money for the kickstarter

you can still contribute dude, there's still the stretch goals.

Are you going to contribute money fig?

already have.

How much?

does it matter?

It does so, how much?

5000000000 monopoly dollars.

wow the Jungle Challenge sound bite on the Kickstarter is sounds awesome.

yes, it is sounds awesome indeed comet.

Well their goes my chances of putting money for the kickstarter

you can still contribute dude, there's still the stretch goals.

that is literally nothing to someone who has their life in enough order to have kids.