I haven’t gotten the chance to write my goals down yet(I will tonight) but off the top of my head

Outwardly:
-Finalize my personal training license and have a career as a trainer at a private gym 
-Move into my own place in _____ possibly with my girlfriend
-Become financially independent from my parents
-Have enough money to be able to comfortably take a major trip this year with girlfriend and close friends. Leaning towards Hawaii
-Become much more prominent on social media(Instagram) to promote my business

Inner self goals:
-Do a vipassina 7 day meditation retreat
-Read 25 new books
-Continue to develop myself as a more loving, compassionate, and resilient person so I can benefit the lives of myself and my loved ones

Have never been more excited for what’s to come than I am now

He should find a job back home and move back. He should be qualified enough to get a similar wage. And even if not a similar wage, why does it matter then if he already makes more money than he needs for his lifestyle?

Needs to get himself out of that toxic environment(parents/work that he hates). Literally no point to continue there just for the approval of others (or fear of disapproval). Fears basically the only thing holding him back from all this. But if he doesn’t face it he’ll be miserable anyways so there’s nothing to lose

I have had a very strong “inner voice” for as long as I can remember

I think everyone has it, but to varying degrees

I also notice it tends to “shut off” or at least quiets down a lot when I’m in big social situations, or around friends(I’ve trained to do this tbh because it usually messes me up). But when I’m alone it’s very prominent. And a lot of people I know CANNOT be alone. Like you guys would be surprised, some people are literally never alone, they’re with their best friend, or their boyfriend, or at least someone all day long from waking to sleeping. I think these people avoid their inner voice a lot because they never really hear it

Some people numb it out too, with drugs or alcohol.

And I’ve met very few individuals, probably like 5 my whole life, who I really believe don’t have it at all. They’re so interesting. It’s like their entire life is purely instinctual. Every action, word, etc all come from a place of instinct and not thought.

I can provide value to almost anyone who talks to me

I’ve worked for this tbh

Lol I have good insider perspective on this:

Chipotle is probably one of the cleanest and strictest restaurants when it comes to health/safety. The food is all prepared fresh every morning, ingredients shipped twice a week, and we use a lot of items that have potential to get people sick if not stored/cooked properly(raw chicken, limes, bell peppers, onions, etc) basically there’s HUGE room for error everyday.

The higher up people are actually so strict with healthiness/cleanliness that we have two different companies that come twice every 2-3 months to judge and inspect chipotle. They judge literally everything, they check the temperature of the water we wash our hands with and make sure it’s 100 degrees all the time for the correct amount of time. Check the temp of every food, check the sanitizer solution, watch the employees for any kind of violation, etc. like a food inspector on steroids

If we fail (85% or lower is a fail) twice, the entire management team is fired along with the crew that was working that shift. That means everyone could get fired for not closing the sink with a paper towel or not switching a food on the line fast enough even if it’s an accident

Not trying to excuse whatever happened I know a lot of people get sick from chipotle but whatever happened there specifically came out of pure laziness/disregard from those workers and guarantee the entire restaurant was fired and replaced smh. It is a huge stress that seems to get tighter and tighter for managers etc feel really bad for them

Too much - meditation and self inquiry

Too much - anabolics and sexual encounters

Too much - emotionally triggering situations

Pic update:


Losing my mind but also constantly dipping in and out of flow

Mindset is changing drastically very fast. In a good way!! 

You need to work on your writing. I like the idea and would love to actually discuss this, but I honestly have no idea what you ramble about man. It’s like you start somewhere and go on some tangent based off your anger/unstable emotions, it’s led even further astray by this weird attempt you make to try and come across as very intelligent, but it really comes across as the opposite. Like the kid who uses gigantic words from the dictionary when normal words are good enough

If you think I’m wrong then you really lack the self awareness to be able to see how others(we) view your posts. Keep at it though Loaf and work on your writing, I’d love to actually get a coherent thread out of you cause I’m sure you have some interesting ideas

You are a gross human

My enjoyment of his music and appreciation of him as an artist let’s me completely overlook any bad things he did, just being honest

Quote from: Jive Turkey on June 08, 2018, 05:08:31 PM

Srs question no insult bro: what happened to you that made you the way you are? I think your brain is wired very differently and I was wondering if any traumatic childhood experience did that or whatever

Lmao don't be salty, fag.

Relax bby no ones salty here, I don’t care if you hate disabled  people or not lmao. I am actually, genueinly curious as to what happened to you that made your brain the way it is. Very interesting

Srs question no insult bro: what happened to you that made you the way you are? I think your brain is wired very differently and I was wondering if any traumatic childhood experience did that or whatever

Most fun place ever if you’re into that stuff

Probably shitty coke smh :/

U need to fall in love with someone else

You’re not over her because your brain is being reminded of her and you were never REALLY over her, just got her out of your head enough. Reminded through dreams/friends/imagination

Contact her if you’d like, nothing wrong with that. But prepare for the worst if you’re gonna do that, just so you don’t feel like you’re back in the same place because you can never really move backwards. Would be interesting to interact with eachother after 2 years, and manage things differently thanks to your new confidence/skills/mentality.

Life’s short man and people we really connect with don’t come around as often as we’d like. You already know what you want to do anyways

A very nice breakfast is some eggs scrambled with ketchup

Greek yogurt with honey

Some toast or a bagel with cream cheese

Hnnnng