I love triggering the meatheads. It's not hard either, just poke them a few times and they do the rest of the damage themselves.

Lmao nice attempt at backpedalling. No one is triggered here, it's okay I don't mind having a fanclub bro. And by bro I mean never my bro, fucking phaggot

Deci you homo I've asked to meet you like 5 times every time I go down to Glendale

Quote from: Jive Turkey on May 20, 2017, 12:28:47 AM

Quote from: Blazed Iron on May 20, 2017, 12:10:39 AM

Damn, kind of disappointed you haven't killed your pathetic self yet.

BOI the only way I'm going out is from a steroid induced heart attack in the arms of my lover 😤😤😤

so before you are 30?

Even top body builders live until at least 45 smh

Damn, kind of disappointed you haven't killed your pathetic self yet.

BOI the only way I'm going out is from a steroid induced heart attack in the arms of my lover 😤😤😤

I caught myself thinking about her A LOT these past few days. I'm just DYING to know what she's doing. How does she feel? Is she feeling lonely and sad? Or happier than ever? I can't explain this huge curiosity I have in me, I actually think she's in my head now more than ever.

Break up mind games.

However while the thoughts of her still make me sad sometimes, it's not completely terrible and I'm slowly getting better. Most people say it takes 3 months to feel like yourself again, I'm on week 3 so I'm hoping they're right.

Today I'm sad though smh. And having obsessive thoughts/curiosity. These KILL me.

Who the fuck is O lol

Savage Deci = GOAT

Dawg there's this dude at my local Barnes n Noble that goes around 4pm. He is about 25 and has some high functioning autism. Anyways one time I heard him looking for his phone charger and he couldn't find it. Instead of going "aw man whatever" he proceeds to berate himself heavily. "I'm so fucking stupid. How could I forget my phone charger. Stupid stupid stupid. I'm such an idiot. Fucking ugh!!"

That dude reminds me of you. Chill out. Stop the self hate talk. Nobody here hates you, you're not nearly as important as you make yourself up to be in your head. That should give you some relief, why do you care that it got posted? This obviously goes deeper than just hating everyone on sep7agon because you think they hate you. It's a sign you need to work on some deep self esteem issues.

Wow. This is the first celebrity death that's ever actually made me feel really down. So many of his songs have brought me out of pretty low places. I don't know how to feel :/

I'd love to know. I'm Jive :-)

Quote from: Jive Turkey on May 15, 2017, 03:22:03 AM

Just discovered the music video of one of my current favorite songs of all time is MADE FOR FUCKING WEEBS. I don't know how to feel

wait did you really not? the entire thing was made to be the sound track of a short film they wanted to make.

Yeah man, I actually only heard audios of Porter/Madeon because of a live show I went to one time. Blew my mind, but the video is really touching

Now this is a cringeworthy thread.

Are you fucking serious? What the fuck is your problem, bro? Im nothing but nice to you and THIS is how you repay me? By calling my thread cringeworthy? Where the fuck did that come from bro? It's just a thread about music, if you have a problem with me say it to my face???

Just watched it. Actually very beautiful. 6 min

I'll give them shelter, like you've done for me

Another thing I'm observing is that sometimes I'll randomly think back to memories of us, but not good memories. Things like her going into the shower and her phone being left on the dresser. The extreme urge and paranoia I would have to check her phone. My heart sinking when I would hear things from other people about her, the crazy amount of anxiety and overthinking I would get when I would drop her off at school. It'd literally ruin my entire day sometimes and I'd try to nap from 1pm-4pm just to make the feeling go away.

I think in all this missing her, I tend to forget that we really broke up for a reason. I forget how miserable I was at times, being with someone who lied so much, someone I did not trust. And the absolute torture I'd put myself through sometimes, only to find relief when I would see her again a few hours later. It was unhealthy for both of us. No matter how sad or depressed I get, if I think back to how horrible the anxious paranoid feelings were, I realize that this is a much better quality of life.