hey guys jive turkey here
So I am a big supporter of the nofap movement as some of you may know. I think the community is pretty weird but the idea behind it is great. But then I thought to myself, do I really know what masturbation addiction is even like? So i decided it's time to findout.
Background: I've been masturbating since i was about 4 years old(high test even as a youngin). About 2 years ago i came across nofap and decided to try it out, the benefits listed were aligned with my life goals(more confidence, stronger boners, better life). I've been on and off nofap since then and my fapping frequency is much less than before(sex is also a reason for that).
Leading up to peak week i didn't fap for about 5 days. Then day one on Sunday I did 4 times. By the 4th time the muscles in my dick was pretty sore and I needed a break.
Day 2: Woke up feeling good. Didn't talk as much in class. Masturbated a few times and then hit the gym, felt mellow. Not much intensity.
Day 3: By day 3 my cumsistency was very liquidy and clear/white. I also found it very interesting that even though I was completely dumping my sexual energies, I felt hornier. I wanted to fap more.
Day 4: Felt irritated and a bit sad that day. Was more reserved. Did not look at beautiful girls as much even though i was horny, definitely didn't get turned on by them like I usually do. i just wanted to fap.
Day 5: Same as day 4
Day 6: Slept more throughout the day. All I did this day was smoke weed, play xbox, eat dorritos and fap. Felt very apathetic. Was not driven at all.
Day 7: Felt lazy, didn't care about my goals. Usually i attack the world aggressively but i just wanted to sleep and fap SRS felt like shit.
CONCLUSION: Fapping makes you feel like shit. It made me apathetic to stuff around me. That was the biggest thing, I didn't care for my goals no matter how much my brain was telling me I needed to do something. Terrible feeling, I can empathize with all of the basement cheeto finger homies struggling with this.
MY BROSCIENCE THEORY: Well I think sexual energy is one of the most driving forces in humans. Look at how far men are willing to go to get and impress girls. with so much porn readily available, men are just emptying out this sexual energy in the form of cum. but what happens if you keep the energy in? it's going to keep boiling up to a point where it needs to be released, and that is where genius comes from. the greatest people of all time learned how to use this sexual energy to build great things. muhammad ali, isaac newton, ghandi, tesla, steve jobs, michelangelo, plato, freud, and countless others.
Sexual transmutation is a neat thing to look into, i personally think it is very powerful and will continue reading into it. you have this little built in organ that when played with bombards your entire brain with feel good chemicals rivaling the strongest drugs, sending you into a few moments of pure euphoria. why abuse it?
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