Had it for the first time last night finally

That hole is so tight feels really good tbh 

I think a MAJOR factor in it being so satisfying is the psychological aspect of domination, of someone completely submitting to you. The girl really would rather not have a dick in her butthole, but she's so willing to make you happy she offers herself up and allows you to penetrate it. It puts me in complete control and it was intoxicating. Will do again/10

Toast with cream cheese and jam on top is bomb afffff

#1 - NOT BEING SICK

Being sick sucks so ducking much it's like I'm not running at full capacity and everything in my life takes a hit and I feel like poop and just wanna sleep all day

Thank you to the both of you

@challenger I'm probably gonna get the 8+ soon

Sure as my hearts behind the pocket of my shirt

One time when I was high the idea that Verb accidentally became enlightened popped into my head. He just doesnt know he is. It was actually a very interesting thing to think about srs

Lately I've been having a sort of existential crisis type deal and it's made me pretty upset. Its about the shortness of life.

I basically experience the world differently than I used to. Before and after my weird disassociation type thing in June.

I now realize that our entire life is basically just one moment. Even thinking back to the past or imagining the future happens only in the one moment we perceive. A lot of people/monks etc find peace with this but it's been making me pretty upset. I find it hard to accept that everything that I know and will ever experience is trapped in this one moment. It makes me sad that very soon the people I love, my passions, my mind and myself will all be gone with myself being last. And this will happen not in some mystical realm called the future but in the moment I perceive.

You would think this would make me appreciate all these things more but if anything it's made it more difficult. When I'm wrestling with my girlfriend in the back of my head is the idea that she will be gone before I know it. When I'm with my family I can't get the idea out of my head that literally tomorrow they could all die. And it would all happen in an instant(the present moment). I can only seem to appreciate my life fully when I look back in memory. Which makes me feel like I'm missing out on experiencing my life

 No real discussion value I guess unless you guys have some insight. Just felt like putting my thoughts out there. Smh

You know these people. They are always negative. They subtly or not so subtly put you down with little remarks. They make you feel discouraged. They don't have much regard for anyone but themselves. It can go into much worse things too like manipulation, threats, etc. Do you have any toxic people in your life? Could be friends, family, coworkers, even significant others

Title is kinda weird. Thought popped into my head recently

There's this guy my age at the gym who started going at the same time I did (6-7 years ago). Over that time I consistently put the effort in to work out hard, eat right, gain gym knowledge etc, while he half assed his workouts, drank/ate terribly, and was not consistent. He looks the same if not WORSE now, even though he still has the goal of getting a nice body. Imagine where he'd be if he had eaten correctly and learned to workout properly. He'd have a fantastic body.

I'm translating this to other areas of my life. What if all those years ago I had been reading, investing, meditating, working consistently. Where would I be now? It really excites me for what's to come because I finally understand the concept that all it takes is a bunch of small, consistent steps towards your goals to reach them. Time is going to pass either way.

Dear diary

Think I want the 8+ tbh. Gonna have to look into it

This place needs more JIVE TURKEY

Starting next Monday most likely maybe sooner. Just to try it out, see the health benefits etc

It's going to be a huge transition because I'm a HEAVY meat eater. 260g+ protein a day majority animal proteins with lots of yogurts etc.

Over the past few weeks I've been slowly eating more and more vegetables/health foods and less meat though. We'll see how this goes

Where is Pip

I need answers

Loaf I would love to encounter you in real life, but only to observe you. You wouldn't know who I am. Preferably in a university dining hall during peak hours. I'd love to just watch you awkwardly skirt around people and interact with the food servers and cashiers, watching your facial expressions change when things don't go your way (I imagine you express a lot of disgust and irritation). It'd make me really happy to see you

Quote from: Jive Turkey on September 02, 2017, 02:01:57 AM

Nah lmao fuck that. A few weeks ago I was basically at the mercy of drunk cartel thugs with guns and never in my life Would I expect to be so happy to see a bunch of police swarming in with assault rifles and flashlights. Brave men and women

#yesallpolice #ilovecops

you have your own TV show now?

I try to put myself in positions where I can look back on my life as an exciting movie

This event was completely unintentional tho