Feel very jaded towards women

I'm actualy a bit tired of meaningless hookups but when I see an attractive girl I want, something switches in my head and makes me put my effort into getting them. It's almost like an addiction, I want to conquer them.

But like I said I'm getting tired of it and as much as I'm about to come across as a hypocrite I want a beautiful girl with substantial value that has little to no experience with men, and I want her to be my only one.

Also my estrogen is legit sky high right now so that actually is effecting my feelings, and I wonder how I'll feel once I bring it down

Quote from: Dissonance on May 21, 2016, 06:59:51 PM

Quote from: RomanGladiator on May 21, 2016, 06:11:49 PM

Quote from: Dissonance on May 21, 2016, 11:33:47 AM

Please get a therapist

It won't help, I went a few times when I was 14. They don't magically make anything better. It's just talking to someone about your problems. I know what's wrong with me.

lol no you don't

Okay, I'll list all my problems and strange things about me then:

Hate my appearance, never satisfied with it since at least fifth grade.

Anxious about public speaking, being in front of a group of people. It prevents me from a lot of things. Stutter when I'm nervous, not sure what to say. Not good at socializing/small talk

Moods where I don't want to get out of bed some days. Don't have the drive and ambition to succeed like normal adults my age, just wallow in my pity, think it doesn't matter anyways if I do something with my life because no one will like me anyways

Think I'm worthless, not equal to others. THoughts of suicide since I was a freshman in HS for never fitting in and not being social

Reliance on video games since I was 10 to escape. Never wanted to work so I'd have more time to play them, still they define my life and I want to give them up.

Don't smile. I'm not happy about a single thing in my life. I feel like I'm just existing, and not living. I haven't experienced as much as other 24 years olds.

Anger issues, control issues, try to force things. My parents raised me to be a spoiled man child who doesn't pay rate and is currently unemployed. I don't know when the hell I'll be able to finally grow up and move out. I can't be romantically involved with anyone because I'm not "good enough" for having no direction in life and living with my parents.

I hope an accident happens to me or I do in my sleep because I feel worthless and not doing anything for society. I continue to make the wrong decisions.

I have no social circle or friends to spend time with on a regular basis.

I've NEVER been truly happy or have any achievements I'm proud of.

I fear driving on the highway and have extreme anxiety about it, all because my mom was in an accident when I was little.

All in all, if I fell asleep and did not wake up tomorrow morning, it would be a good thing. I wanted to do a job that helps students, but was so lazy I didn't want to sacrifice my free time to do this graduate level coursework, and I was so anxious to observe a classroom because I kept thinking how awkward it would be for me just sitting there. I don't know, I just hate my life. I am ugly and lounging around wasting the only life I was given.

dude get on testosterone it's legit

Not sweet mayne

15 years old. My first girlfriend and I would hangout the entire summer skateboarding around the city getting ice cream, going to parks, adventuring and stuff. Shit was straight out of a movie man, didn't realize it at the moment but I look back fondly at those memories.

One morning we're texting and she tells me how she had a bad day ect, and I said jokingly how I'm coming over to make it better. She tells me okay! And that her parents aren't home. So I skate my ass 5-6 miles there (this is my first time being in her house). We make out on the couch and then get up to go to the store to by cupcake mix or some shit. When we come back she runs to her room and I'm like wtf, I go in there and she's laid on her back. I get on top of her BUT I'm an awkward beta virgin that had a huge boner so I was trying hard as fuck not to press my boner into her cause I thought she'd get freaked out or something hahaha

She tells me to move up closer (dick to vag) and pretty much she leads me through it the entire way. Was sweet

Too bad she broke my heart SMH but now she's in love with me cause I'm 5x hotter

That actually explains so much

MFW I keep saying yes to going to events and festivals and amusement parks with money I don't have

A rollercoaster

I look forward to the next few weeks

Too soon

This girl in the car next to me is getting naked dead srs

I would kill her and then her family

THANK YOU

Fuark shits crazy

FML my mom is model face/10 but my dad is kinda ugly/average so that's why I turned out only a bit above average facially

Off the top of my head it might be to do with genetic attraction syndrome/theory (probably buggered up the name a bit) where people who have a high degree of consanguinity and didn't form the eh i forget the word too (3am posting woo) something like typical inhibitory response (translation: grew up together) are predisposed to being attracted to one another.

Hence the weird stories of people falling in love with someone and finding out they are siblings separated at birth or unknown cousins etc.

It might not apply for this but it's what came to mind after reading the thread title, there was a BBC article/news report on it a bit ago over a court case I think.

If you can read that^ kudos because I sure as shit can't
ayy lmao

wat

Are you a furry or something?

this is what warriors of ancient times must have felt like