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« on: December 27, 2017, 02:02:41 PM »
You are a rapist
lmao you are dumb. I am not a rapist.
Rapist: One who commits the crime of rape Are you denying this?
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« on: December 27, 2017, 01:59:18 PM »
I don't remember 2016. I don't remember 2017 either. My life is a pretty sub-par stagnation, ,so I don't expect much of next year, other than getting considerably worse if I come back from Germany since I'm stuck in Bumblefuck, Pa where we don't even have cell service, let alone anywhere nearby to work that'll be worth me having gone to college. But I get the feeling that my mom will push me into some low end, shitty job because (I'm assuming, unless it's a generational thing) of IQ difference and she doesn't understand the world we live in now, which was pretty evident when I tried explaining what I wanted to do and she responded with I should be a welder. So I guess yeah 2018 will be the test if I make it to 2019
I feel like a very large amount of people on earth are living asleep, unaware that they have the capability to completely change their life towards the direction they want it to go. They believe that the world acts upon them, their parents, their superiors, their situations or limitations, all are throwing them around and they have no say in what happens. Like a tiny boat in a big ocean. They’re just acted upon in life and it leads to depression/hopelessness/apathy which they keep all the way until they die.
But it’s not like that really, you can act your will upon the world and adapt to situations in the direction you wanna go. You truly can do whatever you want to do, and if you never give up you either make the life you want to live or you die, but even then you’ll be closer and probably happier than if you resigned to a life you didn’t choose. The tricky part is having the grit and tenacity to stick to it no matter what, and overcome your bad habits that keep you from getting there. Srsssssss
The problem with that is that I'm, already 22 going on 23, in college debt, and poor (among other things) so my options are pretty limited. Plus I tend to have a life where bad things just happen, like my mom getting injured multiple times and getting screwed around in the courts. There isn't a whole hell of a lot i can do worthwhile. If something doesn't happen with Berlin, that's it, game over man. Any real job is at least 2 hours away. But besides that, college was a complete waste, so I'm screwed there too.
At least you still have your looks
Barely, I've had braces for four years now, and my original orthodontist fucked my teeth up, like my two front teeth are all worn from my bottom braces. Plus the surgery I was set to have come this month or next month from a year ago isnt going to happen, so god knows when my mouth is actually ever going to be fixed. I'm not trying to be a Debbie Down, my life is literally just a series of unfortunate events
They’re just teeth man
Small apples compared to what really matters
Keep your head up
I would if I didnt have more gums than teeth
You focus too much on the negative/what you don’t have man. Even thinking “yeah but there’s so much bad stuff in my life” adds to it. Start focusing on the good and have lots of gratitude for what you do have and i guarantee you will start seeing things differently. It won’t be easy at first but it needs to become a habit, much like your negative thinking is a habit right now
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« on: December 27, 2017, 01:48:48 PM »
Curious to see how much space you guys occupy
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« on: December 27, 2017, 12:39:33 AM »
I don't remember 2016. I don't remember 2017 either. My life is a pretty sub-par stagnation, ,so I don't expect much of next year, other than getting considerably worse if I come back from Germany since I'm stuck in Bumblefuck, Pa where we don't even have cell service, let alone anywhere nearby to work that'll be worth me having gone to college. But I get the feeling that my mom will push me into some low end, shitty job because (I'm assuming, unless it's a generational thing) of IQ difference and she doesn't understand the world we live in now, which was pretty evident when I tried explaining what I wanted to do and she responded with I should be a welder. So I guess yeah 2018 will be the test if I make it to 2019
I feel like a very large amount of people on earth are living asleep, unaware that they have the capability to completely change their life towards the direction they want it to go. They believe that the world acts upon them, their parents, their superiors, their situations or limitations, all are throwing them around and they have no say in what happens. Like a tiny boat in a big ocean. They’re just acted upon in life and it leads to depression/hopelessness/apathy which they keep all the way until they die. But it’s not like that really, you can act your will upon the world and adapt to situations in the direction you wanna go. You truly can do whatever you want to do, and if you never give up you either make the life you want to live or you die, but even then you’ll be closer and probably happier than if you resigned to a life you didn’t choose. The tricky part is having the grit and tenacity to stick to it no matter what, and overcome your bad habits that keep you from getting there. Srsssssss
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« on: December 27, 2017, 12:10:10 AM »
2016 was full of meeting hundreds of new people and going partying and doing the most outrageous crazy shit ever, going to music festivals and beaches and parties and hotels and concerts and just pure wildnessmost fun I’ve ever had easily
2017 i fell in love then had the delusion ripped out from under me sending me to the deepest depression I’ve ever felt, but learned and grew out of it stronger than I could ever imagine. I’m basically an entire new person now with my original good core values still in tact
Have no idea what 2018 has in store for me. I have a good feeling about it though. Lots of plans I’m wanting to put into a action. Hopefully it’s full of growth and peak experiences, with challenges that’ll help me evolve into a better human being.
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« on: December 26, 2017, 10:47:41 PM »
Bruh, get you a greasy ass burger, I go for five guys myself. Helps you sleep.
that sounds bomb but idk if i could hold that down Actually fuck yes i could
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« on: December 26, 2017, 10:32:43 PM »
When I’m sick i get the weirdest cravings. Right now I’m craving a lot of sweets hardcore and some sort of fast food but I don’t know what, I’m hoping this thread will spark some ideas
I remember When i was little and and sick af bedridden i would spend all day in my room alternating between sleeping and deliriously watching tons of sponge bob all day long. The fevers and medication made it very interesting, when my mom would get home she’d get me cheeseburgers from Burger King and i would pretend they’re krabby patties hnnnng
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« on: December 26, 2017, 10:28:02 PM »
You are a rapist
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« on: December 26, 2017, 10:20:26 PM »
I’ve made about $3500 with bitcoin, would’ve made a shitload more if i kept everything i had since april or so.
Right now i have a good amount in btc eth and lte just to hold on to for a year or 3 etc to see where it goes. I’m not too worried about losing it because I’m young and i figure i can always make more money you know? I’ve always had the mindset that money will always come idk it’s weird
I also play sometimes with quick buying/dumping stuff like NEO or iota but those are risky because I’m not smart enough to understand the technology i sorta just go by intuition and trends i read on forums. Have made a few hundred like this though
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« on: December 26, 2017, 01:48:32 AM »
This is what i got
-Blue Yeti Microphone
-Brown switch mechanical quick fire cmstorm keyboard
-Bernie Sanders action figure
-Hatsune Miku, Kasane Teto, Yawane Haku, Felix Argyle, Chen, Cirno, Lain Iwakura, Doom Guy and Cacodemon plushies, as well as a few other non character plushies
-Vibrating butt plug
-Bad dragon dildo
-Fender Stratocaster guitar
-Fender Precision bass
-Roland electric drum kit
-My grandma's old electronic keyboard
-A nice collection of leatherbound and buckram-bound books (and paperback and regular hardcover)
-Some pair of cambridge bookshelf speakers w/ cheapo 100 dollar amp
-Samsung Galaxy Tab Pro
-High end duel SD card digital audio player Fiio X5II (with faux leather case)
-Magni and Modi headphone amplifier and digital to audio converter by schiit
-Sennheiser HD650 headphones
-Crocheted panzer tank slippers
-Wacom drawing tablet
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« on: December 26, 2017, 01:47:13 AM »
Bro wtf
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« on: December 21, 2017, 04:22:01 PM »
lol this looks like jingoistic nonsense. maybe it's just for marketing and they'll go the other direction with it, but i kinda doubt that..
Yeah dude poor oppressed cartels they just want to sell drugs and cut people's faces off smh fucking pigs
RIP El Pirata de Culiacán 
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« on: December 21, 2017, 03:17:50 AM »
Can’t understand why I’d ever filter this brief episode of consciousness I’ve been blessed with with cynicism. What a waste smh
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« on: December 12, 2017, 12:08:55 PM »
Why do you have so much stuff lmao i feel like it holds you down. And if all that doesn’t make you satisfied why would you think MORE stuff would?
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« on: December 11, 2017, 11:28:00 AM »
He probably asked. I want to visit him
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« on: December 11, 2017, 11:27:37 AM »
Do the things you need to do let’s get it!!!
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« on: November 26, 2017, 02:34:09 PM »
How are you feeling on the inside?
mentally i feel better than I’ve ever felt. Physically i definitely need a jog or a few
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« on: November 26, 2017, 02:33:02 PM »
how come you haven't answered me
whatee you talking about brah
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« on: November 26, 2017, 02:31:02 PM »
But why though
Don't you find being that big unnattractive
I thought i would but it actually feels good in a different type of way I feel powerful, strong, big, protective. Like a character off GoT or some sort of large warrior. I think s lot of it has to do with wanting to dominate other men at the gym with physical presence I feel uglier though in the face, I’m more red and bloated smh  but it’s somethjng I’m okay with for now, will cut in March
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« on: November 25, 2017, 10:33:32 PM »
Wish i could grow a beard
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« on: November 25, 2017, 10:33:10 PM »
I’ve entered the realm where i am bigger than almost any normie and get comments on the daily about being huge. Get called big guy for you etc
Feels manly tbh
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« on: November 23, 2017, 02:40:28 PM »
I would definitely 100% be the type to spill every detail of my entire plan to the hero when he’s captured. It’s an ego thing and I’d be so proud of my plan id have to tell
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« on: November 23, 2017, 02:36:32 PM »
WOULD YOU KNOW MY NAME
IF I SAW YOU IN HEAVEN
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« on: November 23, 2017, 02:35:27 PM »
nobody cares about people who have never struggled
and drug addicts and alcoholics have NEVER struggled
if the struggle is something you levied on yourself, then it's not a struggle at all, and you don't deserve anything
if anything, people should mock you for the rest of your life for ever putting yourself in that position when it is SO FUCKING EASY not to
Eh disagree, i purposely put myself in difficult situations sometimes so that I’m FORCED to struggle. Like one time i wanted to get addicted to cigarettes, only so i could struggle through that and eventually quit just to know i did it. It would be a struggle to quit, but not starting in the first place is much less of a struggle etc
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« on: November 23, 2017, 02:30:30 PM »
I’m very thankful for my entire life and especially the experiences that have helped me grow this past year, it has changed me for the better and i feel I’m a much more emotionally and mentally strong person with a grander perspective and a LOT of hope m/eagerness for the future
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« on: November 20, 2017, 02:57:46 PM »
Truth is God.
I can’t maintain the mindset where I’m okay with impermanence for very long. Comes and goes. Lol is that ironic?
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« on: November 20, 2017, 02:56:21 PM »
Feels really weird not being in school while everyone else is stressing about it
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« on: November 20, 2017, 02:34:17 PM »
Tbh 
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« on: November 18, 2017, 05:00:53 PM »
Man these soundcloud rapper junkies are so weird
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« on: November 17, 2017, 01:56:11 AM »
He was the former best friend of one of my good highschool friends. Never really spoke to him but I saw him a lot and we had a few classes together. Really smart dude kinda geeky. Loved Tetris and Rubik’s cubes
From what i hear from a very inside source, over the last year or two he started acting really weird, secluded himself from friends and family. And he started stalking another girl we went to school with, claiming they were in love when she had rarely spoken to him.
He’d got really creepy stalking her outside practices for hours and following her home from work until last week where he went to her work and attacked her physically, black eye and all that. Then as he was getting taken away by police he was saying he was going to burn the place down and take her with him. Then he killed himself yesterday a few days after this happened.
Crazy man, don’t really know what to feel. Nobody except for me, my sister, the girls family, and this guys family knows this happened. Feel so bad for his family and for whatever his mental state must have been.
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