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Topics - Jive Turkey
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« on: October 02, 2017, 04:00:05 PM »
Been wanting to get one so I can go on adventures and take pics etc I know nothing about them though Would like opinions before I dive in to research a bit
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« on: October 01, 2017, 11:29:23 PM »
Sure as my hearts behind the pocket of my shirt
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« on: September 27, 2017, 05:27:57 PM »
Lately I've been having a sort of existential crisis type deal and it's made me pretty upset. Its about the shortness of life.
I basically experience the world differently than I used to. Before and after my weird disassociation type thing in June.
I now realize that our entire life is basically just one moment. Even thinking back to the past or imagining the future happens only in the one moment we perceive. A lot of people/monks etc find peace with this but it's been making me pretty upset. I find it hard to accept that everything that I know and will ever experience is trapped in this one moment. It makes me sad that very soon the people I love, my passions, my mind and myself will all be gone with myself being last. And this will happen not in some mystical realm called the future but in the moment I perceive.
You would think this would make me appreciate all these things more but if anything it's made it more difficult. When I'm wrestling with my girlfriend in the back of my head is the idea that she will be gone before I know it. When I'm with my family I can't get the idea out of my head that literally tomorrow they could all die. And it would all happen in an instant(the present moment). I can only seem to appreciate my life fully when I look back in memory. Which makes me feel like I'm missing out on experiencing my life
No real discussion value I guess unless you guys have some insight. Just felt like putting my thoughts out there. Smh
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« on: September 25, 2017, 03:29:52 PM »
You know these people. They are always negative. They subtly or not so subtly put you down with little remarks. They make you feel discouraged. They don't have much regard for anyone but themselves. It can go into much worse things too like manipulation, threats, etc. Do you have any toxic people in your life? Could be friends, family, coworkers, even significant others
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« on: September 21, 2017, 05:41:28 PM »
Title is kinda weird. Thought popped into my head recently
There's this guy my age at the gym who started going at the same time I did (6-7 years ago). Over that time I consistently put the effort in to work out hard, eat right, gain gym knowledge etc, while he half assed his workouts, drank/ate terribly, and was not consistent. He looks the same if not WORSE now, even though he still has the goal of getting a nice body. Imagine where he'd be if he had eaten correctly and learned to workout properly. He'd have a fantastic body.
I'm translating this to other areas of my life. What if all those years ago I had been reading, investing, meditating, working consistently. Where would I be now? It really excites me for what's to come because I finally understand the concept that all it takes is a bunch of small, consistent steps towards your goals to reach them. Time is going to pass either way.
Dear diary
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« on: September 13, 2017, 04:26:50 PM »
Starting next Monday most likely maybe sooner. Just to try it out, see the health benefits etc
It's going to be a huge transition because I'm a HEAVY meat eater. 260g+ protein a day majority animal proteins with lots of yogurts etc.
Over the past few weeks I've been slowly eating more and more vegetables/health foods and less meat though. We'll see how this goes
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« on: September 12, 2017, 04:47:03 PM »
Where is Pip
I need answers
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« on: August 27, 2017, 03:01:02 PM »
Life is so beautiful, if you don't think so you just need to change your focus Went through a near death experience recently and it completely shocked my system and gave me massive appreciation and love for my life. Helped me focus on things that really matter to me. I believe everyone should go through a near death experience to come out with a new perspective or at least some appreciation for little things Have a good day
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« on: August 22, 2017, 02:42:13 PM »
Is that the competition is fucking fierce and they get hit on ALL THE FUCKING TIME
White handsome 6'4" muscular Chads who drive Lamborghinis, 30 year old millionaire cartel members, fitness model fashion designers, these are the types of niggas I'm up against now smh and I am severely outclassed.
You guys cannot even fathom the amount of attention a legit 9/10 female attracts.
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« on: August 16, 2017, 02:34:01 AM »
So is pure acceptance
In one of those weird flowstates
Sucks that I can't be like this forever.
Focusing on the bad stuff in your life doesn't fix them. It's a trick of the mind
Hope you guys all had at least 1 thing that made you happy happen to you today. Feel A lot of gratitude for my life right now
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« on: August 13, 2017, 10:04:13 PM »
If there's like levels to how much you've done and I was like a 6/20 before; now I'm a 12/20. Some stuff is really funny and makes for a good story but I'm embarrassed to say
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« on: August 09, 2017, 04:03:15 PM »
For me I'm obviously talking penetrating the person but input from you homos is appreciated too. I've never done it but lately I've been way hornier than usual and the girl I'm seeing is very sexual and freaky. I want to do anal but I'm not sure how this is done or even how to bring it up. Sometimes I (nsfw) Spoiler rub my finger around her asshole opening or dip a finger in while fucking doggy and she always seems to moan louder, her vagina tightens up etc it turns me on like crazy . this is a pretty good indicator that she's down for it right? Any advice?
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« on: August 09, 2017, 01:29:41 PM »
You become what you focus on. I'm gonna start keeping track of what I focus on but I think for the most part it's like:
40%- Women/wife/sex/ 20%-Gym/diet/physique 15%_spirituality/meditation/reading 10%-Money/work/career 8%-miscellaneous 7%-school
Need to make some changes smh
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« on: July 20, 2017, 08:19:02 PM »
Cute pic of jive with some cutie back in 2014 Puppy Chad Jive in 2017 more masculine and sexy
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« on: July 15, 2017, 05:16:00 AM »
Me and this girl just finished doing it in some backyard
Last week we fucked in the bed of a truck in a random parking lot
She's wild and does not give a fuck once turned on tbh, it's very fun. What other cool places should we hit up next
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« on: July 15, 2017, 03:26:19 AM »
I never used to care much about being rich
I mean, I used to say ALL THE TIME how I wanted to be rich. And I sorta kinda believed it, but i realized it was only because society pressure you to be.
It wasn't until recently that I learned that I really DO want to be wealthy as fuck, and the reason why is so I can basically fund all of my adventures to mountains and beaches and islands and meditating with monks on Tibetan mountains etc. i don't actually care about fancy cars or houses or watches or clothing. Just adventures
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« on: July 15, 2017, 02:41:21 AM »
I believe the universe gives you whatever you put out
I can take advantage of so many people/things thanks to my looks social status money influence, all without any obvious repercussions. However I don't because it makes me feel icky and also I notice when I give out lots of positivity and love I tend to receive more of it, likewise with negativity/hate/manipulation.
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« on: July 15, 2017, 02:38:06 AM »
Is that it's become an entity with an ego that's too large. All problems stem from this
Still love you America <3
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« on: July 15, 2017, 02:22:36 AM »
So those are the ones I count on to hate me or overlook me
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« on: July 04, 2017, 11:04:25 PM »
Lately I've been having really bad breakdowns, followed by extended moments of pure euphoria and acceptance of everything.
Today it's been way more intense than usual. I'd say it's the boiling point. And something will definitely change tonight. I love you guys ✌🏼
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« on: June 28, 2017, 06:59:19 PM »
I want to go back to how I was before. I hate all this shit. Meditation spirituality enlightenment I hate it all.
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« on: June 28, 2017, 05:37:31 PM »
Top 5 humans alive right now.
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« on: June 22, 2017, 01:00:43 AM »
Long story short I came to the realization last Thursday where I not just felt but KNEW in every fiber of my being that I don't actually exist how I thought I did. It's all an illusion, every single thing on earth is made up of the same exact energy and so it's basically all one. There's no "me" that I think is talking in my head. And there's not really a "you". With that being said, I don't even control anything I do when you think about it because there's no "me" to control it.
this sounds like crazy spiritual shit to all of you and it used to to me too. That doesn't even matter how crazy it sounds now though because regardless I still experience it and it's kinda fucking up my life. It's like I'm half viewing the world like this ^ which feels very pointless and gives me a ton of anxiety
And half the time I experience the world how I used to. I have very little to no interest in sex right now, to me it seems gross, like two suits of meat who think they're alive squishing body parts together.
It's making me very depressed and I just wanna go back to being normal tbh. What do
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« on: June 21, 2017, 02:16:02 PM »
Kinda want to do it because the entire situation really turns me on and it's a great story. But I'm not sure I can actually perform in front of another dude when it comes down to it lol. Sex doesn't even matter anyways tbh it's all just biological impulses
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« on: June 16, 2017, 01:28:14 AM »
Curious to see if you guys do/don't and how you personally like to deal with it
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« on: June 14, 2017, 12:54:23 AM »
It's pretty nice. The things I've noticed are that:
-Guys my age either hate me or want to be my friend now
-I literally have more girl attention than I can handle. Multiple girls hitting me up on Snapchat/instagram, tinder literally over 30 messaging me daily and growing. Girls being extra flirty with me every time I'm in public and interact with them
-Everyone makes jokes about you being a Chad, "All Jive has to do is smile at the female customers and the tip jar will overflow" etc
It's nice but not the be all end all. Just cool to be getting this part of my life on autopilot
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« on: June 13, 2017, 01:29:02 AM »
Waaaaay out in the water see it swimming
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« on: June 11, 2017, 07:32:46 PM »
You're basically in a little metal box playing an interactive video game with 4 screens around you maneuvering through streets with other players who may or may not be as competent as you while you travel at insane speeds wtf that's wild
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« on: June 11, 2017, 06:19:08 AM »
First I had a great date with this cute girl at the fair. Went cash af. Afterwards it was my friends birthday party so I went around 11pm
We'll call friend #1 L and friend #2 E
This is all outside at a bonfire btw. Well there's this 28 year old fat but kinda muscular extremely tatted up Mexican guy there. Drunk as fuck. After most people leave He calls out to my friend E, and he says "At a Mexican party I don't like how you disrespected me and didn't say hi, at a Mexican party you say hi to everyone" etc. then he challenges E to a push-up contest and E demolishes him. He starts getting mad as fuck and he challenges E to an arm wrestling contest. E beats him again
He gets so mad, he starts cussing at everyone saying he's going to chop us up into little pieces etc. then he bets his Rolex (i later learned this guy is a cartel member) in another arm wrestling match. It escalates and eventually he grabs my friend L by the neck and tries to choke him out. Me and three other friends take care of that real quick and then he runs to his trunk where he has an assault rifle and tries to get it but he gets tackled down by another dude. For another hour they spend time trying to calm him down and his homies end up pulling out his guns and then like 10 cops show up with lights and assault rifles pointing at all of us and im forced to lie on the ground for like 15 minutes while the cartel dude and his homies get arrested etc
It's much longer than this but that's the jist of it. Crazy shit smh, stupid little man with the most fragile ego I've ever seen. Willing to kill people because he feels like it's being threatened. This is the mindset most gang members have. So fragile
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