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The Flood / Jive Turkey's Healthy Desert Recipe« on: March 16, 2016, 01:41:33 PM »
1 cup of Plain Greek Yogurt
Spoonful of organic honey 2 Fiber One 90 calorie brownies ( I like chocolate chip and cinnamon coffee cake flavors) Mix them all into a bowl, crush brownies up into bits Hnnnng in your mouth 350 calories 24g protein 6g fat 423
The Flood / How many languages can you speak?« on: March 16, 2016, 12:20:29 PM »
I'm fluent in English and Spanish
Recently received access to a good language learning program. Trying to decide whether I want to learn French, German, or Arabic first. Was leaning towards French Memes are not a language 424
The Flood / Does anyone feel like their day-self and night-self are different?« on: March 15, 2016, 01:53:14 AM »
I've noticed this lately
My mental/emotional state is not the same in the day time Vs when I'm lying in bed ready to sleep it's almost like I'm two different people at night my emotional side comes out. I feel very connected to the world and people around me. I want to help people in need, and during this time I also get a really strong urge to tell my close family/friends how much I love and appreciate them. I also feel thankful for everything in my life and tell myself that I'm going to be more giving ect when I wake up. I just want to give love. This is also the time I usually listen to sad music lol But when I wake up it's like I never felt those feelings! I actually feel embarrassed that I would think corny ass thoughts like that, and I spend the rest of my day feeling like a warrior or whatever. I'm way more selfish and don't feel nearly as empathetic as I do at night. Weird stuff mayne /blog 425
The Flood / I really believe I have life figured out« on: March 14, 2016, 11:50:40 AM »
Can't give away all my secrets tho
Only thing is I need to Learn how to make more money with the least amount of effort possible 426
The Flood / Where is Secondclass?« on: March 13, 2016, 08:07:40 PM »
Her last post was
literally what the fuck is this some kind of joke so I went from people saying I was like a 7 then to a 5 and now apparently a zero that's great go fuck yourselves 427
The Flood / Crying my eyes out« on: March 11, 2016, 10:48:41 PM »
Holy fuck
So for my lab test that I studied my ass off for I ended up getting a pretty good fucking score, one of the top of the class I just checked my grade online and the professor mistyped my grade, putting me from a 83% to a 63% I'm looking everywhere but I'm almost certain I threw away the fucking exam a few days after getting it back Absolutely fuming right now man 428
The Flood / Hanging out with Chad has changed my views on sex *no homo*« on: March 11, 2016, 12:22:06 PM »
So after a good amount of time hanging out with Chad I learned something
Sex is gross and I'm losing all interest in it. The thing with Chad is that he has TONS of sex, like every single day, sometimes twice a day, a lot of times with different girls. At the very least 1 new girl per week "Hey bro what do u think of this chick? I'm gonna fuck her" Every other day I hear this and it made me think, do I come across like this too!?(but to a lesser degree) I realize that trying to have sex with a lot of chicks is really a terrible goal and kind of disgusting tbh Another thing is that my sex drive is complete poop right now because I'm dieting, but unlike last time it was down, this time I have ZERO interest in sex at all. I can't imagine fucking a girl right now, it makes me uncomfortable. So I'm definitely going to abstain for a loooonng time if things keep going how they're going. 430
The Flood / Think I have binge eating disorder« on: March 10, 2016, 01:41:29 AM »
So I've been trying to get shredded but something strange seems to have happened I me/my appetite. I notice that I tend to binge REALLY fucking bad on foods and then feel incredibly guilty afterwards. Like, I'm so mad at myself I want to force myself to puke mad(I'm not gonna do it lol but it's on my mind)
My diet is absolutely perfect for losing fat: 6 egg whites 1 whole egg Cup cottage cheese Carrots Cup Greek yogurt Protein shake Apple 2 rice cakes with peanut butter 2scoops protein Beef or chicken with veggies Tuna with veggies An I can keep that up for 2-3 days but on the 3rd day I end up losing all control and eating everything I can. For example today I had all that, but right now at 11pm I came to the kitchen to get a cup of water and ended up eating: Half a bag of honey nut Cheerios A pack of saltine crackers A tub of nuts Coco powder Half a tub of vanilla frosting Half a loaf of French bread Wtf, this isn't the first time it's happened in the last few moths either. Now I'm mad because I pretty much wasted a day of dieting. It was like I had no control over what I was eating man. Anyone ever have a problem with binging? 431
The Flood / Can't stop having dreams about the only girl I've truly loved smh« on: March 09, 2016, 11:57:49 AM »
Every time I fall asleep I keep dreaming about a girl I was friends with 2ish years ago that I was completely in love with.
In real life we were like best guy/girl friends, we were so similar it's crazy. She was never into me romantically but I got over it because I just loved hanging out with her ect She moved super far away like a year and a half ago and I didn't keep in touch and i pretty much got over her, but for the past few weeks I keep dreaming about her and it's making me mad because it keeps resurfacing old feelings. /blog 432
The Flood / just had two scoops of pre workout i'm fuuarkin zyzz brah« on: March 07, 2016, 04:40:44 PM »
feelin like a million billion dolla peakin off some sick tracks man boutta get a fukin sick pump brah you know what it is prewrokout got me buzzin gonna kill some chest it's chest day baby
YouTube 433
The Flood / I was bullied in highschool« on: March 07, 2016, 02:04:49 PM »
Toxic is the word that describes my first day of Tenth Grade at Taft High School. It was a toxic nightmare. Every single second of it was agony. I continued to beg my parents to not make me go, but it
was to no avail. My father drove me there, and I didn’t want to get out of his car. He almost had to drag me out. I somehow found the will to put one foot in front of the other and walk towards that awful, ugly front building. The first week of Taft was living hell. I was bullied several times, even though I didn’t know anyone there. After being so used to wearing a polo shirt with khaki pants as a school uniform at private schools, I continued to dress like that even after leaving Crespi. I didn’t give any thought to how nerdy I looked. I was too withdrawn, like a turtle tucked into his shell. I was still in the process of going through puberty at the time, so I still looked and sounded like a ten-year-old. Such a persona attracted zero attention from girls, of course, but it did attract bullies like moths to a flame. I was completely and utterly alone. No one knew me or extended a hand to help me. I was an innocent, scared little boy trapped in a jungle full of malicious predators, and I was shown no mercy. Some boys randomly pushed me against the lockers as they walked past me in the hall. One boy who was tall and had blonde hair called me a “loser”, right in front of his girlfriends. Yes, he had girls with him. Pretty girls. And they didn’t seem to mind that he was such an evil bastard. In fact, I bet they liked him for it. This is how girls are, and I was starting to realize it. This was what truly opened my eyes to how brutal the world is. The most meanest and depraved of men come out on top, and women flock to these men. Their evil acts are rewarded by women; while the good, decent men are laughed at. It is sick, twisted, and wrong in every way. I hated the girls even more than the bullies because of this. The sheer cruelty of the world around me was so intense that I will never recover from the mental scars. Any experience I ever had before never traumatized me as much as this. I couldn’t do it anymore. On the morning before the second week of Taft started, I broke down and cried in front of my mother, begging her not to make me go to that horrible place. I was so scared that I felt physically sick. I continued crying in the car on the way there, and my mother gave in. 434
The Flood / In the last 36 hours I've had sushi, ice cream, chipotle, mcdonalds, 6 donuts« on: March 06, 2016, 04:22:09 PM »
Numerous energy drinks and a whoooole lot of alcohol
Refeed of peace Feel like a piece of SHIT 435
The Flood / What's the funniest tv show?« on: March 06, 2016, 03:18:24 PM »
I already know the answer but I wanna see what you all think it is
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The Flood / I'm growing up too fast (srs) :(« on: March 05, 2016, 04:48:12 AM »
What am I doing man
I'm only 18 and I feel like I'm living the life of a 25 year old I hangout with people in their early to mid 20s I get invited to high end clubs in san Francisco. a lot of stuff i do i don't even post about because you guys wouldn't even believe it srs All the girls I meet and hang out with can go to bars ect. My friends my age look at me like some sort of stud but I honestly feel weird man Just wanna go back to the days where I was 6 years old playing for hours in my room with my digimon action figures Or when I was 10-12 and would play halo for 5 horus straight with my friends on xbox live, then go to school the next day and talk all about the night before. I think my greatest memories are going to my friends house on a hot day, swimming and talking about girls we had crushes on or cool video game news, then eating burgers and playing xbox while we dried off until our moms picked us up. Only had like 3 friends back then too Need a time machine man, I feel really sad 437
The Flood / I'm trying to look like a skinny sexy ABERCROMBIE MODEL« on: March 04, 2016, 12:25:37 PM »
skinny tight sexy leAn athletic body goals
10ish more lbs to lose and I'll be shredded out of my mind 438
The Flood / Need to make $100 in the next 2 days fml« on: March 02, 2016, 10:08:34 PM »
Being a broke boi is no fun
Gonna to the skatepark tomorrow and try sell some of my skateboards Does GameStop give cash back for games?? Any tips to make that money quick? Thx 439
The Flood / Library girl found out about my 4some« on: March 02, 2016, 03:54:01 PM »
Was talking to a friend about it and didn't know she was behind me
Smh probably thinks I'm a dirty man whore now and she's not the type of girl to go for that, was the last beacon of purity and innocence in my life 440
The Flood / I GOT A REALLY BIG TEAM, WE NEED SOME REALLY BIG RINGS« on: March 01, 2016, 07:09:07 PM »
WE NEED SOME REALLY NICE THINGS
BETTER BE COMIN' WITH NO STRINGS 441
The Flood / Chad is basically throwing me out of my comfort zone« on: February 29, 2016, 08:44:37 PM »
I know how homoerotic my Chad threads sound smh
But damn fellas, hanging out with Chad has me hanging out with tons of older people doing crazy stuff it's great. I'm an 18 year old lad going on double dates with 24 year old women that look like fucking pornstars. I'm worried that I'm peaking too early though 442
The Flood / The bones take so long to memorize« on: February 28, 2016, 05:48:33 PM »
I know every foramen in the skull dawg
Knock you right in your mandibular fossa Break ya articular tubercle while I'm at it 443
The Flood / Tomorrow I'm going to make the best smoothie ever« on: February 28, 2016, 01:50:10 AM »
Any recommendations of what I should put it in? Need to cleanse myself
For Sure: Kale Spinach Garlic Cloves Pineapple Blueberries Orange Juice Vitamin OMega 3 powder shit Celery Possible additions: Banana Ginger Strawberries 444
The Flood / Feel like a piece of shit« on: February 28, 2016, 01:29:41 AM »
Masturbated 3 times (broke nofap)
Ate a ton of junk food. Mozzarella sticks/chocolate brownies/ice cream the whole shebang Did nothing productive all day I feel like a disgusting piece of shit. I want to shed this entire layer of my body and wipe clean my mind to forget everything about today. DISGUSTING Think I'm mentally ill, it's not normal to feel so bad about doing regular human things 445
The Flood / Haven't posted up a pic of myself in a while, here's my back« on: February 27, 2016, 09:11:52 PM »
Have a rave festival coming up on Saturday, trynna get shredded 4 it
Ect ect 446
The Flood / Consumed a LOT of caffeine this last week and now my anxiety is in full gear« on: February 26, 2016, 09:23:43 PM »
Over this last week or two I've had tons of caffeine due to preworkouts that I get for free
Caffeine gives me bad anxiety and right now it's super high. Going to hangout with my friend and two girl later tonight and normally I wouldn't even be thinking about it but I'm sitting here eating this chicken feeling insanely nervous. Feels like I'm about to give a presentation in front of 10000 people Smh @ caffeine. Do you coffee drinkers ever notice anxiety from caffeine? 447
The Flood / Eating a 7lb All-American Double Chocolate Cake from Costco« on: February 26, 2016, 12:32:46 PM »
Damn dawg this is good
Like 700 calories per slice tho wtf 448
The Flood / Cool/interesting 20-30 min videos I can watch?(serious)« on: February 25, 2016, 11:29:13 PM »
Trynna get shredded 4 dis festival coming up
So I'm walking on the treadmill for cardio, around 30 minutes Anyone know cool videos I can watch while I'm on here? I prefer subjects involving stuff like psychology or cool innovative stuff but I'm down to learn new stuff. Thanks fellas 449
The Flood / Watched like 5 movies on black discrimination in 50s-60s now I hate white people« on: February 25, 2016, 12:54:53 PM »
Fuck you whities you racist pricks 💯💯💯
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The Flood / Getting a job with a cell phone company..plz halp« on: February 24, 2016, 09:32:54 PM »
Hi so my friend is hooking me up w/ a job selling cellphones as an associate
Money is real good, minimum wage + commission. A girl who works there makes like an extra $1500 commission in addition to her regular check I have absolutely zero experience with sales of any kind(or having a job for that matter lol). Anybody here experienced and can help me out? How do I become a good salesman? My friend says I'd be a natural but I'm actually kinda nervous as fuck Thanks |