SINGS A SONG

SOUNDS LIKE SHE'S SINGING

OOOH

OOOH

OOOH

Especially instagram ones

Lift some weights, inject steroids, find good lighting and suddenly you're qualified to make INSPIRATIONAL quotes about never giving up and how much of a STRUGGLE you go through everyday to GRIND and STAY DEDICATED while posting 100 different pictures of the same selfie and your rice and chicken. Fucking clowns. Can't forget to add in your Tony Robbins or Arnold Schwarzenegger quote about not wanting to be the same as everybody else!! Finish it off with 100 hashtags of #bodybuilding #fitness #grind #workhardplayhard #eatclean #traindirty #motivation

I absolutely hate being associated with these people 100% SRS

OKAY so I've been talking on and off for over a year with this girl. We have a very good vibe/connection. She is pretty cute, not exactly my type but sill very pretty an her personality is a legit 10/10. She also doesn't do any drugs, goes to church, is very polite and respectful, innocent sense of humor and overall a great human being.

She is very interested in me, has been for over a year. However we've never actually met, we went to opposite schools and she would see me at basketball/football games and social events. We actually did meet once but it was brief and I was really drunk and don't remember it much tbh.

The thing is, I feel like a shitty dude because I sort of string her along, I really enjoy talking to her but I DONT want a relationship at this time. I love my freedom. However if I ever did want a relationship I could see it being with her. That sounds selfish of me but don't worry it gets worse

She gets a lot of attention from other guys and it actually makes me pretty jealous and kinda mad. Recently one of my friends told another friend that if I don't make a move on her he's going to and that made me mad AF. So it's like I don't want a relationship with her, but I don't want her to be with anybody else

Wat do

Is to put on some melancholy music, browse the top posts of

https://www.reddit.com/r/EarthPorn/top/?sort=top&t=week

And fantasize about traveling to these places

Feels good mane

If it was some fucking contingency plan, I wouldn't hold them so deeply. They would be afterthoughts.

But what fucking ever. You know everything about everything, you're perfect. You know things about myself even I don't know. Even though I care compulsively IRL about what other people think of me, and there's not a shred of doubt in my mind that I share the world with trillions of people much more complex and interesting than me, I guess in the back of my mind, unbeknownst to me, I think everything I stand for is bullshit and everyone else is fake. Honestly, just go to hell if you sincerely believe I think that way.

Saw her today, first time in 2 years & more beautiful than ever. We got along just like old times even though it was very brief, but afterwards I was left feeling more empty than ever. She'll never feel the way I do about her smmmhh

Want to invite her for lunch or something tomorrow but TBH it will probably just prolong these feelings and make it harder

Smh fellas

Couldn't drag me awaaaay

If you don't know what The Bachelorette is, it's pretty much a tv show where 20-25 men all live in the same mansion for a few months and attempt to win the love of the bachelorette.

I never watch this show but it caught my attention this season because of a guy on there named Chad.


Pretty much Chad acts completely opposite of every other guy there. He teases them because they all act like "nice guys" and he does whatever he wants. In one scene there's some geeky dude talking to the girl about how beautiful she is or some bullshit and Chad comes up to them and says "Mind if I steal her from you?" and the guy just gets up and leaves Chad and the girl lololol. Then the guy moves to the couch with a dumb look on his face like "wtf just happened"

In another scene there's an exercise where all of the guys are supposed to get down on their knees and fake propose to JoJo (the bachelorette) and while everyone gets down and says some geeky stuff about how she's the one for him and all that Chad gets down and does a half ass attempt, then says he can't say anything he loves about her because he doesn't know her and that she's kinda being naggy. The girl is shocked af but afterwards gets really excited and turned on by how "real" and "direct" Chad is, and spends the rest of the night with him. The other guys get salty AF and all confront him, but Chad just laughs in their faces and walks away.

So pretty much it's Chad's world and we're just living in it

Sickening

Right now I'm mid drop but on the part of the drop where you're going to come back up soon

Idk if there's a bigger drop after the come up tho

One minute I'm feeling on top of the world, overly cocky, like I can do anything with no consequences. Rules don't apply to me

Then when my estrogen spikes up I get bitchy and annoyed with everything.

Not to mention I'll cry if I see something happy-sad (like vids of soldier coming home)

Glad I'll finally be able to get this estrogen in check after this week tho

Strength shooting through the roof, just as lean and vascular even though I'm gaining tons of size

Also I'm becoming part cow (beef cake)

Not sweet mayne

I'll never forget you except probably in a couple months

Dude lol