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« on: December 21, 2016, 11:49:56 PM »
I don't have any other outlets. J don't talk to my friends about these things.
My ex girl ha been acting weird these past few days. I called her today with no pick up. Then I get a text a few hours later from her ex boyfriend, saying he was with her asking why I'm calling her, and that he thought she cut me off. So I had a man to man conversation with him where we revealed she was lying to both of us. And He was with her today because he took her to get an abortion (his baby)
I was so angry. Pure anger. I went to her house after and dropped off something and told her I never wanna speak to her again. And she tried to get me back. And she's texting me nonstop trying to get me back. And I'm so heartbroken and sad. And I'm also sad because I really do care about her so much. And I know she's in a dark place right now and I want to help her.
Fuck this relationship bullshit I'm never opening up y heart again in my fucking life. I hope none of you ever have to go through something like this.
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« on: December 20, 2016, 03:14:14 AM »
Cumming inside of a woman=feel accomplished
Cumming into a paper towel in your bathroom by yourself=feel drained of life force energy
I'm gonna speed up the replenishing process by taking lots of zinc and only eating veggies/fruits tomorrow
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« on: December 19, 2016, 11:38:00 PM »
Pipperoni pizza pal
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« on: December 17, 2016, 10:49:09 PM »
Real easy stuff, just drivin really
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« on: December 15, 2016, 03:06:20 AM »
Buttoned up Red flannel
Thick winter coat
Dark slim jeans
^^^^^^Fancy looking^^^^^^
Open Green and black flannel
Black undershirt
Jeans
^^^^^^^casual chill look^^^^^^
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« on: December 12, 2016, 11:55:01 PM »
I'm currently renovating a home and learning how to install wood flooring
Next week I'll be on a farm shoving my fist up a cows ass
I feel like a buff Mike Rowe
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« on: December 09, 2016, 01:46:50 AM »
I like their song "Shepherd of Fire" it goes hard af and is great for hype
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« on: December 06, 2016, 04:02:55 PM »
Very sad but facts
My girl hasn't cheated on me yet but I'm not oblivious to the fact that it can and might happen
The only way to stop your girl from cheating is by being insanely possessive and watch their every move. And that's a shit relationship for both people. Just gotta accept the possibility and likeness of it happening
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« on: December 05, 2016, 01:25:51 PM »
WEN YOU WALK MY WAY HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL
WHEN YOU FIND A MAN THATS WORTH A DAMN AND TREATS YOU WELL
THEN HE'S A FOOL YOU'RE JUST AS WELL HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL
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« on: November 30, 2016, 03:12:58 PM »
Well not really dumped, it was sort of a mutual thing. Complicated story. She chose her long time ex over me. And I was okay with it at first, even happy almost. but now I feel sad as fuck. Like I'm walking through a haze.
I know I'll get over it which I take comfort in, but my present moment self is miserable. I've never had anything like this man, I'd literally spend entire days with her, Falling asleep and waking up to eachother. Spending the entire day in between with eachother. Sleeping alone now sucks fucking dick fuck shit
We didn't end on a bad note. Its more unfinished than anything, and we both feel that. I do this whole "no contact" thing all the time that helps me get over the girl and it usually works. I told her that's how I'd be too. But I want nothing more right now than to talk to her. She keeps texting me tell me she can't do this and all she wants is to talk to me and I'm all she can think about, and that she knows I feel the same which I DO but I feel like I have to be strong and stick to my guns smh
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« on: November 28, 2016, 10:28:04 PM »
that's an accomplishment tbh
She is crazy. It's not her fault though.
Idkkk how much Deeper this rabbit hole can get. Not sure how much more I can handle without losing myself
My mind tells me to leave but something is keeping me here.
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« on: November 26, 2016, 04:34:41 PM »
ON THE NOOSE AROUND YOUR NECK
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« on: November 25, 2016, 05:11:59 PM »
Pros:
Will get big and strong
Will grow facial hair
Will be banging my girl 4x a day
Will intimidate silly frat boys
Will feel great
Cons:
-Expensive
-Might become emotionally unstable again smh
-Will probably bloat like a motherfucker. Look fat in the face
-More side effects IDK
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« on: November 23, 2016, 01:07:15 AM »
Please respect the srs tag this is a rare moment where I'm not playing a persona
None of you know this but I skipped a grade (1st lol) so I've always been around people older than me. A lot of my friends from high school who are around 20 are coming back to my small town for Thanksgiving break. And talking to them makes me want to move out SO bad. To a far away city.
However I'm really scared to go through with it. I'm scared of being alone in a new place. Terrified actually. I'm very good at making friends but my small town has a comfortable feel to it. I see people I know everywhere I go. Grocery store, gym, restaurants. I'm never really alone. And making friends in a new city wouldn't have the same feel as I do with my old friends, some of which I've known for 8-10 years.
But there's NOTHING to do in my town. It's draining with not many opportunities. And I feel like moving to a big city would be such a huge movement for growth. My life has been stagnant recently and I think that reflects on how much of my energy I put in the gym or my relationship. I'm trying to fill a void.
So yeah, people who have moved out, tell me about your experiences. Also I think I've made a thread similar to this before but now I have the means to do something about it.
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« on: November 23, 2016, 12:06:07 AM »
Until I met you
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« on: November 22, 2016, 02:45:13 AM »
I think she's still or is going to fuck her ex
I really like her and that breaks my heart so to come across as idgaf I think I should cheat before I get hurt. So I'll have the upper hand
What do you think?
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« on: November 19, 2016, 11:51:56 PM »
Hate feeling sad
This place doesn't have the same vibe it used to. Blogging doesn't feel the same now. So I'm just sad with no place to comfortably vent.
Hope you all have a good night /day
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« on: November 15, 2016, 01:47:11 PM »
Haven't posted a pic in a while. Sorry for the shit quality and goofy face. not my gf btw 
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« on: November 14, 2016, 12:06:17 PM »
Fucking wild man
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« on: November 13, 2016, 06:42:55 PM »
FUARK WE'RE ALL SO DOPE
i would post pics but I don't want my irl friends to find this place smh I have a diary on here
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« on: November 11, 2016, 07:37:06 PM »
Stuffy sinus throbbing temples heavy eyes etc
Need to get my sex drive back so I can stop using this shit
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« on: November 10, 2016, 12:54:57 PM »
Lately this is what I've been having its legit
Eggs scrambled
Chorizo
Fried potatoes
Ketchup all over
Orange juice
Greek yogurt
I think the perfect breakfast would be
-Eggs with:
Chorizo
Hash browns
Ketchup all over
-Bacon
-French toast
-Orange juice
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« on: November 09, 2016, 04:09:57 PM »
Didn't fully recover need money for hcg for 2 weeks
I wanna bang my girl all day long she's fit and tan with nice legs. The mental aspect is there but the physical drive is not. Feels weird as fuck mayne
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« on: November 07, 2016, 01:22:34 AM »
hungry ham
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« on: November 05, 2016, 03:48:57 AM »
while she strokes your arm and you play with her hair ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️💕💕
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« on: November 05, 2016, 03:37:37 AM »
Underneath this pale moon sky
I'm gonna make you mine
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« on: November 03, 2016, 06:51:29 PM »
Boutta knock all these faggots out 😤😤
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« on: November 03, 2016, 06:48:48 PM »
FROM MY HEART FLOW
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOUUUU
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« on: October 28, 2016, 12:56:49 PM »
Everyone avoids eye contact with you and always step to the side when you're walking towards them
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« on: October 28, 2016, 04:23:41 AM »
with little money then gonna stay a lake house with 25-30 sorority girls and then go to a huge festival rave and do lots of mollies and alcohol and dancing with my love!!!
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