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721
« on: November 23, 2016, 01:08:37 AM »
being a white republican is the greatest thing ever. Sometimes i wish i could put all liberals on an island and nuke it,
Waste of a good nuke. Or a good island, depending on your priorities.
but im curing cancer.
You know that in some cases radiation more or less empowers cancer. You'd have more luck by placing all liberals on an island and watching them splinter into tribes and murder each other.
722
« on: November 23, 2016, 12:43:39 AM »
You can turn into a tentacle rape broccoli monster and there's a gatling gun weapon in the game.
723
« on: November 23, 2016, 12:21:06 AM »
 How goes your musical endevours?
Hit a wall after I finished the last lp. I've got one unfinished song under my belt and that's it. Disappointed every time I think about the situation.
Wish I had something useful to say for that. Never quite learned how to get over certain walls myself. How about another question if you're up for it?
Go ahead. It's what the thread's for, after all.
It's always been a notion of mine to try and usually ask one question so as not to end up hogging conversation room. That being said, most of my questions suddenly vanish for amas.
I don't remember you putting yourself up on the spotlight here so much. What's prompted the ama tonight?
Liquid courage. I don't start typing poorly, nor do I make phonecalls to people to let them know just how much I love them. I just watch TV, then post an AMA.
Tipsy and flat out pissed do different things to people. Depends on tolerance too I guess. My hands rattle and shake currently and I can still type coherently to a degree.
You in the habit of drinking often or is it just an occassional thing?
Typically I'll have an ounce and a half mixed into a drink, but I'm feeling less of myself tonight. What better to fill the void with than Tennessee's best?
Guess you're feeling like you're on your own tonight. You've got liquid courage going for you suppossedly. Tell me then. What's eating you at the moment? What's wrong with things?
An issue that, while given spotlight via AMA, I don't feel all too comfortable divulging; I get pangs every once and a while related to it before I bury it again. It's hard to hide yourself, you know?
Guess I got what I was expecting. Can't blame you for not wanting to say something openly out here. I won't ask what the buried treasure is. But, I can ask, why hide?
The two S's: shame and stigma. I hate myself, and so does everyone else. They just don't know it yet, and I'd like to keep it that way.
Ya know, unless you did something horrible like remotely detonate an rc car into a hospital full of kids or elbow slam a grandma crossing the street, I don't see what there would be to hate. Believe me when I say that I've bumped into people that would be deserving of hate, and I couldn't do it.
I'll shoot for another one then. Why hate yourself?
What else besides nearly everything? I can't exactly be more specific without droning on about my inadequacies.
Stop and ask if it'd be considered droning on if you've an active listener. Everybody has inadequacies. Some can be changed through conscious effort, and some can't. It wouldn't be a person's fault for not being perfect.
Narrow it down a bit for me. Nearly everything in general, or just your respective life in general?
The latter, if I understand you right. Others will do as they will, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
When I said person, that included you too. Your answer opens up a big can of worms though. All I can do here is be honest. You and anybody else here who has an issue come to light has my attention. If it's bothering you, you can talk to me. I can't pretend like I'm a doc or that I know all the answers. I'd try to help regardless of that. I'd discuss things with you anytime. And that offer is always there although I'm hardly in the condition or able to be here often or for longer lengths of time. Your best bet on your issue is probably with Verb, since he likely knows your history and I don't. You don't have to start from scratch with him like you would with me. Regardless, the door is always open. I want to say sorry and lend my sympathies even if it would be a potentially hollow gesture for the situation you're in. I can only wish that things turn upwards in your favor. Don't let yourself get stuck on the self hate.
724
« on: November 22, 2016, 11:48:08 PM »
How goes your musical endevours?
Hit a wall after I finished the last lp. I've got one unfinished song under my belt and that's it. Disappointed every time I think about the situation.
Wish I had something useful to say for that. Never quite learned how to get over certain walls myself. How about another question if you're up for it?
Go ahead. It's what the thread's for, after all.
It's always been a notion of mine to try and usually ask one question so as not to end up hogging conversation room. That being said, most of my questions suddenly vanish for amas.
I don't remember you putting yourself up on the spotlight here so much. What's prompted the ama tonight?
Liquid courage. I don't start typing poorly, nor do I make phonecalls to people to let them know just how much I love them. I just watch TV, then post an AMA.
Tipsy and flat out pissed do different things to people. Depends on tolerance too I guess. My hands rattle and shake currently and I can still type coherently to a degree.
You in the habit of drinking often or is it just an occassional thing?
Typically I'll have an ounce and a half mixed into a drink, but I'm feeling less of myself tonight. What better to fill the void with than Tennessee's best?
Guess you're feeling like you're on your own tonight. You've got liquid courage going for you suppossedly. Tell me then. What's eating you at the moment? What's wrong with things?
An issue that, while given spotlight via AMA, I don't feel all too comfortable divulging; I get pangs every once and a while related to it before I bury it again. It's hard to hide yourself, you know?
Guess I got what I was expecting. Can't blame you for not wanting to say something openly out here. I won't ask what the buried treasure is. But, I can ask, why hide?
The two S's: shame and stigma. I hate myself, and so does everyone else. They just don't know it yet, and I'd like to keep it that way.
Ya know, unless you did something horrible like remotely detonate an rc car into a hospital full of kids or elbow slam a grandma crossing the street, I don't see what there would be to hate. Believe me when I say that I've bumped into people that would be deserving of hate, and I couldn't do it.
I'll shoot for another one then. Why hate yourself?
What else besides nearly everything? I can't exactly be more specific without droning on about my inadequacies.
Stop and ask if it'd be considered droning on if you've an active listener. Everybody has inadequacies. Some can be changed through conscious effort, and some can't. It wouldn't be a person's fault for not being perfect. Narrow it down a bit for me. Nearly everything in general, or just your respective life in general?
725
« on: November 22, 2016, 11:38:34 PM »
How goes your musical endevours?
Hit a wall after I finished the last lp. I've got one unfinished song under my belt and that's it. Disappointed every time I think about the situation.
Wish I had something useful to say for that. Never quite learned how to get over certain walls myself. How about another question if you're up for it?
Go ahead. It's what the thread's for, after all.
It's always been a notion of mine to try and usually ask one question so as not to end up hogging conversation room. That being said, most of my questions suddenly vanish for amas.
I don't remember you putting yourself up on the spotlight here so much. What's prompted the ama tonight?
Liquid courage. I don't start typing poorly, nor do I make phonecalls to people to let them know just how much I love them. I just watch TV, then post an AMA.
Tipsy and flat out pissed do different things to people. Depends on tolerance too I guess. My hands rattle and shake currently and I can still type coherently to a degree.
You in the habit of drinking often or is it just an occassional thing?
Typically I'll have an ounce and a half mixed into a drink, but I'm feeling less of myself tonight. What better to fill the void with than Tennessee's best?
Guess you're feeling like you're on your own tonight. You've got liquid courage going for you suppossedly. Tell me then. What's eating you at the moment? What's wrong with things?
An issue that, while given spotlight via AMA, I don't feel all too comfortable divulging; I get pangs every once and a while related to it before I bury it again. It's hard to hide yourself, you know?
Guess I got what I was expecting. Can't blame you for not wanting to say something openly out here. I won't ask what the buried treasure is. But, I can ask, why hide?
The two S's: shame and stigma. I hate myself, and so does everyone else. They just don't know it yet, and I'd like to keep it that way.
Ya know, unless you did something horrible like remotely detonate an rc car into a hospital full of kids or elbow slam a grandma crossing the street, I don't see what there would be to hate. Believe me when I say that I've bumped into people that would be deserving of hate, and I couldn't do it. I'll shoot for another one then. Why hate yourself?
726
« on: November 22, 2016, 11:32:58 PM »
How goes your musical endevours?
Hit a wall after I finished the last lp. I've got one unfinished song under my belt and that's it. Disappointed every time I think about the situation.
Wish I had something useful to say for that. Never quite learned how to get over certain walls myself. How about another question if you're up for it?
Go ahead. It's what the thread's for, after all.
It's always been a notion of mine to try and usually ask one question so as not to end up hogging conversation room. That being said, most of my questions suddenly vanish for amas.
I don't remember you putting yourself up on the spotlight here so much. What's prompted the ama tonight?
Liquid courage. I don't start typing poorly, nor do I make phonecalls to people to let them know just how much I love them. I just watch TV, then post an AMA.
Tipsy and flat out pissed do different things to people. Depends on tolerance too I guess. My hands rattle and shake currently and I can still type coherently to a degree.
You in the habit of drinking often or is it just an occassional thing?
Typically I'll have an ounce and a half mixed into a drink, but I'm feeling less of myself tonight. What better to fill the void with than Tennessee's best?
Guess you're feeling like you're on your own tonight. You've got liquid courage going for you suppossedly. Tell me then. What's eating you at the moment? What's wrong with things?
An issue that, while given spotlight via AMA, I don't feel all too comfortable divulging; I get pangs every once and a while related to it before I bury it again. It's hard to hide yourself, you know?
Guess I got what I was expecting. Can't blame you for not wanting to say something openly out here. I won't ask what the buried treasure is. But, I can ask, why hide?
727
« on: November 22, 2016, 11:25:04 PM »
How goes your musical endevours?
Hit a wall after I finished the last lp. I've got one unfinished song under my belt and that's it. Disappointed every time I think about the situation.
Wish I had something useful to say for that. Never quite learned how to get over certain walls myself. How about another question if you're up for it?
Go ahead. It's what the thread's for, after all.
It's always been a notion of mine to try and usually ask one question so as not to end up hogging conversation room. That being said, most of my questions suddenly vanish for amas.
I don't remember you putting yourself up on the spotlight here so much. What's prompted the ama tonight?
Liquid courage. I don't start typing poorly, nor do I make phonecalls to people to let them know just how much I love them. I just watch TV, then post an AMA.
Tipsy and flat out pissed do different things to people. Depends on tolerance too I guess. My hands rattle and shake currently and I can still type coherently to a degree.
You in the habit of drinking often or is it just an occassional thing?
Typically I'll have an ounce and a half mixed into a drink, but I'm feeling less of myself tonight. What better to fill the void with than Tennessee's best?
Guess you're feeling like you're on your own tonight. You've got liquid courage going for you suppossedly. Tell me then. What's eating you at the moment? What's wrong with things?
728
« on: November 22, 2016, 11:19:00 PM »
How goes your musical endevours?
Hit a wall after I finished the last lp. I've got one unfinished song under my belt and that's it. Disappointed every time I think about the situation.
Wish I had something useful to say for that. Never quite learned how to get over certain walls myself. How about another question if you're up for it?
Go ahead. It's what the thread's for, after all.
It's always been a notion of mine to try and usually ask one question so as not to end up hogging conversation room. That being said, most of my questions suddenly vanish for amas.
I don't remember you putting yourself up on the spotlight here so much. What's prompted the ama tonight?
Liquid courage. I don't start typing poorly, nor do I make phonecalls to people to let them know just how much I love them. I just watch TV, then post an AMA.
Tipsy and flat out pissed do different things to people. Depends on tolerance too I guess. My hands rattle and shake currently and I can still type coherently to a degree. You in the habit of drinking often or is it just an occassional thing?
729
« on: November 22, 2016, 11:16:06 PM »
Since the US electoral system is a zigzaggy pile of jumpropes and dogshit that I haven't the slightest inclination to put effort into learning, I figure I can't give a real valid response to that question.
I can give an opinion though. The college has suppossedly in the past, and in the recent elections, picked the candidate who had less overal votes. At that point I have to ask what the fuck are the point of established rules if you're just going to play jumprope with them? From an outsiders perspective your college and election system in general is pretty bad and should feel bad.
730
« on: November 22, 2016, 11:06:32 PM »
How goes your musical endevours?
Hit a wall after I finished the last lp. I've got one unfinished song under my belt and that's it. Disappointed every time I think about the situation.
Wish I had something useful to say for that. Never quite learned how to get over certain walls myself. How about another question if you're up for it?
Go ahead. It's what the thread's for, after all.
It's always been a notion of mine to try and usually ask one question so as not to end up hogging conversation room. That being said, most of my questions suddenly vanish for amas. I don't remember you putting yourself up on the spotlight here so much. What's prompted the ama tonight?
731
« on: November 22, 2016, 10:59:07 PM »
How goes your musical endevours?
Hit a wall after I finished the last lp. I've got one unfinished song under my belt and that's it. Disappointed every time I think about the situation.
Wish I had something useful to say for that. Never quite learned how to get over certain walls myself. How about another question if you're up for it?
732
« on: November 22, 2016, 10:55:06 PM »
You need to keep yourself moving instead of stopping and finding yourself going backwards down that slant. Find more activities, try new things. Hell, stop and check what you're eating even. A lot of processed foods these days lack the proper nutrition that people need. You might try looking into taking supplements to make up for what you may potentially be missing.
I'll tell you a little story before I go as well. A few years back, I was riding shotgun with my brother in law as we drove out to haul water back to his farmstead. One of the things we ended up discussing was my depression.
To show me the point he was trying to make about how much depression can blind people to their environment and what they can do with their own lives, he asked me to point out anything I spotted on the side of the road as we went.
I spotted an old rusted out car in some farmers field. We stopped and got out. Right there, he listed to me all the things that the two of us could do with just that. If we wanted to, we could undertake the effort to pull the car out and completely restore it like it was new. If he or I wanted, we could come back on another day and take a picture of the car when the environment was right, as he's studied photography. The list went on and on.
A truck drove up and stopped beside us, and the driver asked us if we needed help since we were out of our vehicle on the side of the road. We said no thanks and waved him off. And then another vehicle came down the road and did the exact same thing. We both ended up laughing, trying to bet how many we could get to stop if we stayed out there on the road.
The whole point he made to me was how many potential options you have in your ability to pursue that you overlook every day, and how you have no idea where your life can take you based off picking any of those options. To further prove his point, if we didn't stop at that car on the side of the road, list off all our options, and bump into our own random encounter with concerned passerby, I wouldn't have this example to pass onto you right now.
Depression blinds you to the world at large around you, and all of the potential you have at your fingertips to try something new every single day. It lodges you into that grey state where you let life pass by. Try remembering that at any moment, you can change things on days where you're down and out.
Thank you, this is legitimately inspiring.
When I woke up this morning I just wanted to lie in bed the whole bed and shut my eyes to the world. But I forced myself to campus anyway, as I had a scheduled lecture and workshop.
And guess what? I actually got work done. Nothing that I would call impressive, but I actually did something today. And with that, I allow myself to feel accomplished over something, even if it's something small.
There ya go. You don't have to stride like a giant all the time. Even the small steps count. So long as it's forwards, then it's worth it.
733
« on: November 22, 2016, 10:53:02 PM »
How goes your musical endevours?
734
« on: November 22, 2016, 12:38:03 PM »
You need to keep yourself moving instead of stopping and finding yourself going backwards down that slant. Find more activities, try new things. Hell, stop and check what you're eating even. A lot of processed foods these days lack the proper nutrition that people need. You might try looking into taking supplements to make up for what you may potentially be missing.
I'll tell you a little story before I go as well. A few years back, I was riding shotgun with my brother in law as we drove out to haul water back to his farmstead. One of the things we ended up discussing was my depression.
To show me the point he was trying to make about how much depression can blind people to their environment and what they can do with their own lives, he asked me to point out anything I spotted on the side of the road as we went.
I spotted an old rusted out car in some farmers field. We stopped and got out. Right there, he listed to me all the things that the two of us could do with just that. If we wanted to, we could undertake the effort to pull the car out and completely restore it like it was new. If he or I wanted, we could come back on another day and take a picture of the car when the environment was right, as he's studied photography. The list went on and on.
A truck drove up and stopped beside us, and the driver asked us if we needed help since we were out of our vehicle on the side of the road. We said no thanks and waved him off. And then another vehicle came down the road and did the exact same thing. We both ended up laughing, trying to bet how many we could get to stop if we stayed out there on the road.
The whole point he made to me was how many potential options you have in your ability to pursue that you overlook every day, and how you have no idea where your life can take you based off picking any of those options. To further prove his point, if we didn't stop at that car on the side of the road, list off all our options, and bump into our own random encounter with concerned passerby, I wouldn't have this example to pass onto you right now.
Depression blinds you to the world at large around you, and all of the potential you have at your fingertips to try something new every single day. It lodges you into that grey state where you let life pass by. Try remembering that at any moment, you can change things on days where you're down and out.
735
« on: November 22, 2016, 12:11:24 PM »
Are you sure she doesn't give SOME kind of explanation?
Maybe it's not her clothing, but her animations, or maybe how the camera treats her.
It's apparent, even from the few seconds of clips. Her clothes aren't bad, but she's a typical femme fatale, which Anita dislikes (and gamers should prefer better and more unique characters in their games, too).
Just want to point out a thing. I played the hell out of the first dishonoured. Don't know much at all about the second game other than the fact that it has both Corvo and Emily. In the game's universe, which more or less emulates the victorian era of our world, Emily is royalty. Victorian era brits, especially royalty no less, put a lot of effort into looking good. Dishonoured emulates those notions. Corvo is her highly trained bodyguard, and is likely aware of Emily's own connection to the supernatural elements of the world. I highly doubt he wouldn't train her. In short, Emily fits the bill of femme fatale for a reason. Not that people shouldn't want to see more diverse caricatures in gaming, but based off the limited things I've seen of dishonoured II, and what I know about the first game, Emily wouldn't fit in if she weren't anything thant what she currently is.
736
« on: November 22, 2016, 01:43:07 AM »
Had a random memory pop up about some annoying shit in Halo 5 back when I managed to play it.
Does or did anybody ever notice all the full contact mesh objects that 343 puts on their walls/floors? You''ll be running around trying to move in a gunfight and then get stuck on the tiniest little fucking box/cube/corner shaped object and then die due to being completely immobile in a certain direction. No joke, corners were literally OP in 5.
737
« on: November 22, 2016, 01:33:59 AM »
What'd you think of the iclandic peoples Psyche? My understanding is that that they're somewhat...different.
738
« on: November 21, 2016, 02:54:56 AM »
Pardon my absence to things.
Why done? Relationship sputter out or things just getting too bumpy in your life at the moment?
739
« on: November 16, 2016, 12:15:16 AM »
Home Alone kid with prep time verses Predator.
740
« on: November 16, 2016, 12:13:51 AM »
something something "and he crushed batman's head in between his thighs."
741
« on: November 16, 2016, 12:08:30 AM »
That was one of the reasons I never cut my hair. Not wasting money on a job I could do myself if I really felt like it.
742
« on: November 13, 2016, 11:52:43 PM »
Generalizing blanket statements directed at a specific group, followed by the refusal of acceptance to provided examples that state otherwise.
743
« on: November 12, 2016, 01:21:20 PM »
Pretty presumptious to claim we can't do dick all clum. The planet's recovered from worse events in it's history. So can you give me a valid reason as to why we can fuck up the climate with our own doings, but can't alter and reverse it's course as well? If there's natural events that can fuck up the climate, and natural restoration over time, then the same can apply to us.
Personally, I'd bet that things will get worse. And unfortunately, that's what we need. The worse it gets, the more destabilized it is, the more pressure there will be to put our collective efforts together to stop it. Natural events have knocked out 98% of all life and brought oxygen thresholds down to 5%.
It took hundreds of thousands, if not millions of years for a natural recovery. But it recovered. If we can fuck things up in a few hundred years, it's fair to say that we can reverse it in a few hundred as well. The real shame, is the losses that could have been avoided.
744
« on: November 12, 2016, 12:05:19 AM »
Kind of embarrassing if it took that long for some people to just realize now that society is mostly ass.
745
« on: November 09, 2016, 12:23:08 PM »
42% of Canadians didn't vote last year.
46% of young Brits stayed home.
and 46% didn't show up yesterday.
what a fucking disgrace. our democratic process is a joke. entitled little shits never seen a day of hardship can't even be bothered to utilise the right that so many died to provide. theyll tweet and cry about their problems and do nothing about it.
western citizens deserve everything coming our way.
People died for the right to vote, and I'd wager they also died for the freedom of choice. Aka the right not to vote if you don't want to.
Say what you will about the suppossed negative impacts of it, but don't try to play the blame game.
thats horseshit. there is no right to not vote. theres the right to vote, and the choice to exercise that right or not.
Aka the freedom of choice that people died for.
746
« on: November 09, 2016, 12:20:06 PM »
42% of Canadians didn't vote last year.
46% of young Brits stayed home.
and 46% didn't show up yesterday.
what a fucking disgrace. our democratic process is a joke. entitled little shits never seen a day of hardship can't even be bothered to utilise the right that so many died to provide. theyll tweet and cry about their problems and do nothing about it.
western citizens deserve everything coming our way.
People died for the right to vote, and I'd wager they also died for the freedom of choice. Aka the right not to vote if you don't want to. Say what you will about the suppossed negative impacts of it, but don't try to play the blame game.
747
« on: November 09, 2016, 12:11:59 PM »
So you guys got chucklenuts for president. You've had a few of those before. People making it out like it's game over. You guys had a president who broke out into dance at a 911 ceremony. And you guys elected him twice.
Your country's still there in one piece despite bumps and scrapes along the way. I'd wager it'll be relatively the same for Trump, minus a few stupid decisions here or there, like all your previous presidents. Politicians are the masters of getting nothing done.
748
« on: November 09, 2016, 01:43:58 AM »
749
« on: November 09, 2016, 01:13:41 AM »
Canadian border's always open folks.
Canada's immigration website has crashed due to the amount of people actually trying to move there.
Funny thing is, if the states goes up in flames then Canada would follow. My country's gonna feel the wrath of the god emperor too.
Happy to be separated by an ocean.
Better laugh it up while you can before you get taken out by a radical allah praiser.
750
« on: November 09, 2016, 01:07:13 AM »
Canadian border's always open folks.
Canada's immigration website has crashed due to the amount of people actually trying to move there.
Funny thing is, if the states goes up in flames then Canada would follow. My country's gonna feel the wrath of the god emperor too.
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