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The Flood / Re: New user
« on: February 15, 2016, 08:22:41 PM »
Cheat, how much can I accost new users?

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Serious / Re: Another thread about suicide
« on: February 15, 2016, 08:22:00 PM »
It's better, now. I've been talking to people about it.

It's strange, though, thinking about it. Just then I was willing to end it all, now I feel...fine, kinda.
I may be a relatively new addition but I will also be apart of this umbrella of support. Seriously, people aren't wrong, whatever is bad can't be worth killing yourself. You're lucky to have this moment of revelation because of what happened.

The smallest thing can make you want to live. It's impressive. The smallest amount of water can erode the largest mountains. Remember that. However hard you have it one thing can change that.

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The Flood / Re: Saw Deadpool
« on: February 15, 2016, 08:16:13 PM »
You and my girlfriend would agree. She only saw it cause she knew I'd like it and, hey, time out at the movie is time out at the movies.

But she only really laughed at how ridiculous some of the humour was trying to be.

I liked it for what it was. I wasn't in stitches but I liked it. Then again, she's not big on comic movies and had no idea what she was getting in to. She was a good sport.

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The Flood / Re: Daredevil season 2 trailer
« on: February 15, 2016, 08:14:23 PM »
From what we've seen of season 2 it looks really well put together. A villain who is just like Daredevil but will kill with no regard (but to innocence). I like it.

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The Flood / Re: New Member Introduction Thread
« on: February 15, 2016, 10:05:58 AM »
Oh shit it's the kid who had all the posts on Real7alk.
Kid? Pfft. Hardly.

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Gaming / Re: Anyone here still playing Skyrim?
« on: February 15, 2016, 05:37:37 AM »
I'm waiting for the new Elder Scrolls game tbh. I like the story a ton. Mods and shit is fun but I'm totally about the story. And from what I can tell ESO is pretty weak in that respect. Cause, for all intents it's still an MMO.

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Serious / Re: Another thread about suicide
« on: February 15, 2016, 04:54:57 AM »
At first I was gunna ask how old you were. A surprising amount of suicidal feelings fade a lot the older you get but I see that you're around my age. All I can say is feelings and actions are too different things. We can feel ways until we are blue in the face. It's about acting that is important.

I self harmed. A lot. My arms look pretty shitty with scars tbh. But I never wanted to kill myself. Sure, I felt suicidal but I was too scared to die. I opted to hurt myself. Because I knew it would be a decision I, and others, and cope and live with. Death is too scary. Too permanent. You're don't keep yourself alive because family is here. You're alive because they're still here.

Hold on to whatever little thing you can to coax you not to act on these feelings.

And at the end of the day, no matter how shitty things are, treat yo self. I'm not here to pitch self love but just be nice. Fuck it, order a pizza tonight. Go see a movie, buy that video game, fucking whatever.

Also, even if you lie to yourself about caring about yourself you'll eventually believe it. Your brain is dumber than you think. You can trick your brain in to raising your self esteem and caring but literally, out loud, telling yourself that you're good and enough and that you love yourself. You don't even have to believe it. Because after hearing it enough your brain will make you believe it.

I've been through enough shit to have had this stuff help me. I just hope it can help someone else. Even if it's for another day.

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The Flood / Re: o spartain ken is an idiot
« on: February 15, 2016, 04:46:36 AM »
I abandoned BNet after they got rid of title bars and I lost Mythic. Is Spartain Ken seriously still around? He's practically infamous.

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The Flood / Re: New Member Introduction Thread
« on: February 15, 2016, 04:45:21 AM »
I'm here because it's almost 6am and I'm hella bored. I probably won't be back anytime soon. Unless Cheat nags me enough. He offered me a custom title or something. He should jump on that.

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Septagon / Re: seriously, remove the post time limit
« on: February 15, 2016, 04:40:21 AM »
Just ask Cheat about me. I was the type of person that post limits stopped (kinda).

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