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7621
« on: October 01, 2014, 02:11:24 PM »
oh good
a lambo that doesn't look like it's been molested by carbon fiber bolt ons
As if any of them have? Look closer haha
this right here?
hideous
Veneno and Sesto (which I can tell your ganna go), aren't production cars. So they don't count
7622
« on: October 01, 2014, 02:09:56 PM »
oh good
a lambo that doesn't look like it's been molested by carbon fiber bolt ons
As if any of them have? Look closer haha
7623
« on: October 01, 2014, 02:06:59 PM »
Although this is infact a leak ahead of the Paris Motor Show, this is exciting news nonetheless. And for those of who you laugh at Lamborghini for being ridiculous. Take a gander, you may be impressed with what you see. Specs are not official, obviously, but it's a hybrid. Sporting 900 to 910 horsepower (300 of which being electrical). 200+ MPG with the electric motor, much like all of the other larger manufacturer renditions of hybrid-hyper cars. P1, 918, La Ferrari. As Lamborghini kinda skipped on the whole hybrid thing by releasing the Veneno, which sold for a whopping $4.8M, each (3 original). This is good news, and I'm not sure what to expect in terms of surprises. But Lamborghini has been on a roll. As you can see in the pictures (both renders and leaked magazine photos.) it's no where near as aggressive of styling as Lamborghini usually goes for, even interior wise. And I can see it being a car to appeal to more of the Ferrari types. It will be surprising whether or not it will be Front/Mid/Rear engine, and also if it is truly in fact AWD, even though all Lamborghini Models since the Murcilargo have been AWD. Let's see what the tag is, but, I'm expecting a hefty one. Not sure if this will be their new flagship. But they are saying its Lamborghini's future http://www.gtspirit.com/2014/09/29/new-lamborghini-asterion-images-leak-could-be-900hp-hybrid/http://jalopnik.com/the-lamborghini-asterion-lpi-910-4-is-a-910-horsepower-1641287583Discuss, all things car Reveal: http://www.topgear.com/uk/car-news/lamborghini-asterion-paris-motor-show-2014-10-1
7624
« on: October 01, 2014, 01:57:30 PM »
No one
7625
« on: October 01, 2014, 01:57:02 PM »
No, because what I am feeling is terrible memories of my long time dealing with a depression that almost exploded on my hands. I don't want to share them, nor they are important to share as some sort of forewarning of what might come. This kind of thing is different for each person, and each person has their way in, and out.
What helped my way out was meeting with my Mistress, and then recently with my Master. I did some work on my own, but it wasn't that much successful. What happened during those times is that I was able to give myself a different outlook and experiences on things, and make more effective decisions which mattered on my life. It also allowed me to effectively let a lot of weight down, and as a person who is anti-social, and is also introvert, speaking with family and friends is not something I am able to do.
My suggestion above is what I truthfully think you should do.
Don't feel as if you should hold back things, just say what you feel.
I understand, thank you.
7626
« on: October 01, 2014, 01:39:15 PM »
Let me begin by saying that I won't lecture you on your age and how I might perceive you in nasty ways, nor I want to say that because you are young you should do whatever you want without caring.
Your behavior openly says that you feel forced into your life, into being who you are, and doing what you are told. My suggestion for you, in all truthfulness is to reconsider your values, and what's important and what is not. Education is indeed important, but on similar grounds it destroyed college for me, and made me begin anew.
Don't feel as if you should hold back things, just say what you feel.
7627
« on: October 01, 2014, 01:31:33 PM »
You're young, you should stop giving a frack about stuff. Don't tie yourself down in relationships. Get good grades, go outside, do shit, explore the world and just generally have a good time. Your teenage years are usually the best.
True
7628
« on: October 01, 2014, 01:27:47 PM »
If I had as much money as you I don't think I'd have more than a few unhappy moments per year.
7629
« on: October 01, 2014, 01:26:36 PM »
I'm not offended, I'm just curious as to why you think that.
I think you try to compensate for your wealth and material gain by putting on a facade of emotional enlightenment and general altruism.
Maybe I'm too cynical, but I don't buy it.
I mean I'm not, if you've known me on B.net before then I've always been this way. I've always been like, nice? Idk.
7630
« on: October 01, 2014, 01:15:33 PM »
I've got to be honest with you.
You're one of the most arrogant, shallow, false, emotionally immature people I've met since I joined the Flood five years ago.
Maybe I'm wrong about you. But goddamn you need to slap yourself in the face and pull your fracking panties up.
/opinion;nooffence
I'm not offended, I'm just curious as to why you think that.
7631
« on: October 01, 2014, 12:33:05 PM »
Am I depressed? Probably not. I know how that feels,but I don't feel as if I'm there. But I feel a bit...lost? I'm in a strange place.
I do a lot for people because I feel I owe the world. I have a genuine belief that I am living on borrowed time. It's my own idea. And I do all these ridiculous things for all these different people, and yet, I feel lost, empty. It's actually strange, and interesting.
It's not a mater of family issues, or health issues (for the most part.) it's just a lack of self motive. And I feel like I've hit that metaphorical wall.
But I understand how much I have going my way. But there are those things i just can't seem to get over.
For example, and some of you may have seen this person before in a couple pictures I have posted. There is a girl I think is absolutely perfect in every aspect. Damn beautiful, damn perfect personality. And we had a whole FWB for about 4 months. And we were both pretty damn happy and life was perfect. Life was actually perfect. I have 0 complaints. But when it ended, it kinda sucked. And I had liked her prior and it sucked seeing her like date other dudes and all that, and now she's like interested in another guy. And in my head I'm like, shit I really don't want to have to go through this again but why do I care? So it's a whole thing. And we still hook up to this day. But she won't date me cause I'm younger, yet she says I'm the greatest person she has ever met, and feels I am too good for her (load of bs mind you.)
But there are other things. I have always been someone who for some reason was always held in high regards. Even if I just meet people, they think highly of me. Maybe it's my demeanor or the way I act, but I have no idea. And yes, I have met a lot of those expectations, and completely blown away the world, especially by 17. But I still feel unaccomplished. I still wish to attend college and pursue something I genuinely enjoy. But I don't know if that is sufficient to fill that void. It's not like I have limitless ambition, but I don't know what it is.
There are many things I wish to do with my life that I actually can do, but I don't have the time to do so. And my parents aren't open to a gap year, and summer break isn't long enough for my adventures. Perhaps I have to wait till I'm done with college and can sit down and enjoy the world and tackle it head on. But that's 4 and a half years away. And I'm not about to sacrifice my education for my yearning to experience the world.
I don't wish to sound like I feel like I'm above it all, because frankly I feel like i don't deserve any of this. And that's complete honesty.
Usually, people around my age feel this way for family reasons, or lack of a social/romantic life. My family is actually pretty great, we have a pretty solid foundation so I cannot complain and am blessed to have them. I'm terms of social, I have plenty of friends, and I never feel as if I don't have someone to talk to. More times I feel like I need alone time because of the rapid speed of everything. And my romantic life. Well, it's been pretty great. Granted I am not the 10/10 super hot bae every girl wants, I'm alright. But I have a high reputation of both satisfaction and respect. So things just kind of come my way. And I can't complain about that. In fact the things I just said are the things that are perfect. But it's to prove a point.
It's a slap to the face to have so much going for me and look back and fully understand that, and yet feel lost and empty. It's boggles my mind and it's beyond my comprehension. I'm not insane, nor do I have any mental issues. I like to think I'm pretty relaxed and down to earth. So I don't necessarily know what is wrong with me.
Maybe I'm just a stereotypical teenager going through that stage, or maybe I'm just a moron who needs a rude awakening. Who knows.
If you guys have anything to say to maybe shed some light on this, I'd appreciate it, I know it's a lot to read. Sorry.
I simply do not understand some of you guys, I don't get it. You guys jump to conclusions immediately like I'm so fake ass hole, like what have I even done to you lol. I've acted the same way since I've been at b.net and here, that's 5 years. And somehow I'm fake? I act the same way everywhere, everyone is under the false impression that because I have money I should be happy and I can't say I'm not? How is that even fair. And I'm sure none of you see anything wrong with what your saying because in your mind it's justified, yet all you do is jump to conclusions based on previous opinions of me. I get a lot of you already don't like me for a long list of reasons but come on now
EDIT:
Because a lot of people seem to believe I don't actually help people, I mind as well explain what I do with my free time, and you can dig through many of my posts on b.net for a plethora of proof of all of this. I genuinely enjoy helping people with their problems, and someone's happiness is something that I genuinely care about. For example. The aforementioned girl has been my best friend for 2 years, actually, I have been her best friend for 2 years. She hasn't necessarily returned the favor, nor do I care if she does. I helped her, completely out of the blue, because she was depressed. For two years I sacrifice non stop for her to be happy. I never asked for anything in return, just for her to be happy. That is a fact and I can literally take pictures of texts and all lol. I also am a leader in a club at my school which is centered around helping students with their issues. Regardless of what they are. We also organize retreats to help alleviate stress and help kids open up and come to terms with them. I've been doing that for years too. The only reason I am even alive is because I wanted to prevent people from falling into the same hole I fell into 4 years ago. That was the ultimatum I gave myself a few seconds before I committed suicide to give myself a reason to live, and I have outlived it to the best I could. So please. Don't accuse me of being a bullshit altruist. I never even said I was. True altruism is impossible, because at some point, you will desire something in return for your sacrifice, and no one is ever entirely selfless. And that's not an ignorant thing to say, nor is it a bad thing. But I care about everyone. I really do.
7632
« on: October 01, 2014, 10:38:10 AM »
This, fracking expensive though
But oh, so good Grey Goose or Black Label
7633
« on: October 01, 2014, 10:32:44 AM »
Saleem is probably a bisexual.
hes of apple nobility.
Likes anime
7634
« on: October 01, 2014, 10:28:52 AM »
Bad timing?
7635
« on: October 01, 2014, 10:27:08 AM »
That's not something I can judge, but other users can. Also, I don't hate you or dislike you.
7636
« on: October 01, 2014, 10:26:11 AM »
Well BC lifts... So he can thrust harder with his sword. RC would pretty much take it like a bitch.
I'm impressed you knew this, how?
7637
« on: October 01, 2014, 09:27:26 AM »
No one cares
Then why did you post?
Because he's TBlocks
7638
« on: October 01, 2014, 09:26:05 AM »
I still I'm highschool, but I'm obviously going to graduate so I just marked high school degree. Senior year.
4 weeks in, already accepted into 3 colleges. The joy
7639
« on: October 01, 2014, 09:20:25 AM »
Mini lop.
7640
« on: October 01, 2014, 09:15:43 AM »
What happened?
7641
« on: October 01, 2014, 09:14:39 AM »
I guess I'm the only person who out a real picture
7642
« on: October 01, 2014, 09:12:53 AM »
In fact I'm pretty sure I made this exact same thread back on b.net
This is the first time I've ever seen it
7643
« on: September 30, 2014, 10:56:22 PM »
I'm winning?
I mean, I'm winning!
7644
« on: September 30, 2014, 09:06:29 PM »
The car.
I lol'd way to hard at this
7645
« on: September 30, 2014, 09:04:23 PM »
he'd win no question
surely you both have equal fencing skills
i'm not british royalty
I am of British descent but, not royalty.
7646
« on: September 30, 2014, 08:59:33 PM »
She's great
yeah dude, she's smokin'.How's the personality though?
Literally perfect.
Wife her. Noa
Gladly
7647
« on: September 30, 2014, 08:58:52 PM »
I'm flattered LOL
7648
« on: September 30, 2014, 08:56:40 PM »
She's great
yeah dude, she's smokin'.How's the personality though?
Literally perfect.
7649
« on: September 30, 2014, 08:56:04 PM »
7650
« on: September 30, 2014, 08:55:49 PM »
I've been down in the dumps. I cannot get out of this rut. No matter what happens...
Anyway I can help mate?
Um, advice I guess? Unless you live in Utah XD I'm not depressed I don't think, I don't feel sad, I just don't feel anything. It's hard for me to live in the present, if that makes any sense?
Like you feel as if your always lagging behind?
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