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« on: November 03, 2016, 01:37:57 AM »
Jesus fucking Christ man
I am fucking diamond right now.
In tears
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« on: November 01, 2016, 06:05:32 PM »
I'm pooping rn
I hope you had a smooth release
Kinda rocky, but we pulled through
Good to hear
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« on: November 01, 2016, 11:55:43 AM »
I'm pooping rn
I hope you had a smooth release
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« on: October 31, 2016, 06:28:33 PM »
I still think Destiny was a fantastic game.
You just needed a good group of friends to play with. 1000+ hours, no regrets
Every game offers a fantastic experience when you have a good group of friends.
No game should need to rely on that to be enjoyable though.
I mean I spent maybe 300 of those hours solo and still enjoyed it
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« on: October 31, 2016, 12:14:45 PM »
I still think Destiny was a fantastic game.
You just needed a good group of friends to play with. 1000+ hours, no regrets
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« on: October 31, 2016, 11:01:40 AM »
I'd say something like Crispr, I know it's been around for a lot longer than the last decade but the big breakthroughs with it have come in the last 5 years or so iirc
That's a good one, forgot about that. It was discovered it was possible, but it was refined and a lot more accurate due to discoveries recently.
Big possibilities with that one
Yep, if they can make it work then gene-therapies will be a viable treatment for a lot of 'incurable' diseases. Provided the bleeding hearts don't start screaming about six trillion more at the thought of editing out cystic fibrosis genes from embryos.
Not only that but it would eradicate a lot of genetic issues that would potentially cause your children to receive it, basically removing carriers from the problem.
Which is crazy
Yep, then we can start editing blue eyes and blonde hair into the general population e.e
Heil?
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« on: October 31, 2016, 10:50:15 AM »
I'd say something like Crispr, I know it's been around for a lot longer than the last decade but the big breakthroughs with it have come in the last 5 years or so iirc
That's a good one, forgot about that. It was discovered it was possible, but it was refined and a lot more accurate due to discoveries recently.
Big possibilities with that one
Yep, if they can make it work then gene-therapies will be a viable treatment for a lot of 'incurable' diseases. Provided the bleeding hearts don't start screaming about six trillion more at the thought of editing out cystic fibrosis genes from embryos.
Not only that but it would eradicate a lot of genetic issues that would potentially cause your children to receive it, basically removing carriers from the problem. Which is crazy
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« on: October 31, 2016, 10:44:29 AM »
I'd say something like Crispr, I know it's been around for a lot longer than the last decade but the big breakthroughs with it have come in the last 5 years or so iirc
That's a good one, forgot about that. It was discovered it was possible, but it was refined and a lot more accurate due to discoveries recently. Big possibilities with that one
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« on: October 31, 2016, 10:31:54 AM »
Higgs boson?
I still don't entirely understand why this is a big discovery. Most likely because of my lack of knowledge in physics and quantum mechanics, but to my understanding it was simply a missing piece to a greater puzzle, not so much the solution itself. Obviously I'm probably wrong
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« on: October 31, 2016, 10:29:37 AM »
Virtual reality anime porn.
Oh how I missed your charm
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« on: October 31, 2016, 10:23:05 AM »
Curious
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« on: October 31, 2016, 02:13:48 AM »
pretty good
Good!
you still out in florida?
Yes sir, why?
Just curious, thought you graduated recently so I figured you'd have gone off to college somewhere.
Well, I'm a sophomore in college lol. I was supposed to go to Duke but decided to stay in light of health issues in the family. And since I had my apartment renovated, and girlfriend staying down here, it ended up being a good move. I have no desire to leave, doesn't mean I won't, but I am very happy here. Though I do regret having to turn down my dream school, but family matters.
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« on: October 31, 2016, 02:10:56 AM »
Shiiet
Post more bird memes and you'll see the light
You finally understand young grasshoppa
I saw the truth when you posted that one of the girl dropping the diet coke with the explosions, classic
Do you mean THIS
That is indeed the one, so funny
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« on: October 31, 2016, 02:08:04 AM »
pretty good
Good!
you still out in florida?
Yes sir, why?
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« on: October 31, 2016, 02:01:26 AM »
Shiiet
Post more bird memes and you'll see the light
You finally understand young grasshoppa
I saw the truth when you posted that one of the girl dropping the diet coke with the explosions, classic
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« on: October 31, 2016, 02:00:58 AM »
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:57:48 AM »
Shiiet
Post more bird memes and you'll see the light
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:55:52 AM »
One thumb up and one thumb down.
But are you really sandtrap
It's me.
You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.
It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.
Thumbs up worthy?
-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June
-Happy Birthday to me today
-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks ago
Thumbs down?
-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile
-Several organs taking big hits, hurts
-There's tubes and annoying shit in me
-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobile
What's your current situation? Recovering or?
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.
Where is the most of the cancer located?
Lower organs. Intestines, stomach, spleen. It's in my bloodstream and in my bones. They've been doing work on the blood and the bones but my internals are being dickheads about it.
Is it still spreading?
Not at the moment. I got positive test results back a few weeks ago showing a clearly visible decrease in spread. Right now I'm hoping that it stays that way and keeps going. I've gone through several recalibrations and drug varients that had no effect or weren't having enough of a punch.
Have they given you any time table in terms of remission or is it to unclear to say
Coin is up in the air. Won't have any details until I start showing better signs of improvement. If I can even get to that part, I'm looking at a couple years worth of physical therapy to begin with.
Well, I would say you being alive is a good basis. You're a tough son of a bitch, you'll make it through whatever you need to do to get back to 100%. That I don't doubt
Had a fair amount of help that kept me going up to this point. If I was by myself watching cnn on the center's tv every night I would have died long ago.
Glad to hear you had help and people there with you buddy. I always got worried when you stopped posting for long times. Hell I'd even ask around to see if people knew how you were doing
I usually ditch communication and people when I'm going through tough times. Take some time to acclimate. Come back if I'm able to.
Well I am glad you're back
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:50:02 AM »
One thumb up and one thumb down.
But are you really sandtrap
It's me.
You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.
It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.
Thumbs up worthy?
-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June
-Happy Birthday to me today
-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks ago
Thumbs down?
-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile
-Several organs taking big hits, hurts
-There's tubes and annoying shit in me
-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobile
What's your current situation? Recovering or?
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.
Where is the most of the cancer located?
Lower organs. Intestines, stomach, spleen. It's in my bloodstream and in my bones. They've been doing work on the blood and the bones but my internals are being dickheads about it.
Is it still spreading?
Not at the moment. I got positive test results back a few weeks ago showing a clearly visible decrease in spread. Right now I'm hoping that it stays that way and keeps going. I've gone through several recalibrations and drug varients that had no effect or weren't having enough of a punch.
Have they given you any time table in terms of remission or is it to unclear to say
Coin is up in the air. Won't have any details until I start showing better signs of improvement. If I can even get to that part, I'm looking at a couple years worth of physical therapy to begin with.
Well, I would say you being alive is a good basis. You're a tough son of a bitch, you'll make it through whatever you need to do to get back to 100%. That I don't doubt
Had a fair amount of help that kept me going up to this point. If I was by myself watching cnn on the center's tv every night I would have died long ago.
Glad to hear you had help and people there with you buddy. I always got worried when you stopped posting for long times. Hell I'd even ask around to see if people knew how you were doing
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:34:23 AM »
One thumb up and one thumb down.
But are you really sandtrap
It's me.
You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.
It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.
Thumbs up worthy?
-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June
-Happy Birthday to me today
-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks ago
Thumbs down?
-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile
-Several organs taking big hits, hurts
-There's tubes and annoying shit in me
-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobile
What's your current situation? Recovering or?
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.
Where is the most of the cancer located?
Lower organs. Intestines, stomach, spleen. It's in my bloodstream and in my bones. They've been doing work on the blood and the bones but my internals are being dickheads about it.
Is it still spreading?
Not at the moment. I got positive test results back a few weeks ago showing a clearly visible decrease in spread. Right now I'm hoping that it stays that way and keeps going. I've gone through several recalibrations and drug varients that had no effect or weren't having enough of a punch.
Have they given you any time table in terms of remission or is it to unclear to say
Coin is up in the air. Won't have any details until I start showing better signs of improvement. If I can even get to that part, I'm looking at a couple years worth of physical therapy to begin with.
Well, I would say you being alive is a good basis. You're a tough son of a bitch, you'll make it through whatever you need to do to get back to 100%. That I don't doubt
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:33:31 AM »
-Happy Birthday to me today
Thank ya.
I completely missed that lol, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU BRUTE
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:31:25 AM »
One thumb up and one thumb down.
But are you really sandtrap
It's me.
You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.
It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.
Thumbs up worthy?
-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June
-Happy Birthday to me today
-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks ago
Thumbs down?
-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile
-Several organs taking big hits, hurts
-There's tubes and annoying shit in me
-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobile
What's your current situation? Recovering or?
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.
Where is the most of the cancer located?
Lower organs. Intestines, stomach, spleen. It's in my bloodstream and in my bones. They've been doing work on the blood and the bones but my internals are being dickheads about it.
Is it still spreading?
Not at the moment. I got positive test results back a few weeks ago showing a clearly visible decrease in spread. Right now I'm hoping that it stays that way and keeps going. I've gone through several recalibrations and drug varients that had no effect or weren't having enough of a punch.
Have they given you any time table in terms of remission or is it to unclear to say
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:26:01 AM »
One thumb up and one thumb down.
But are you really sandtrap
It's me.
You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.
It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.
Thumbs up worthy?
-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June
-Happy Birthday to me today
-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks ago
Thumbs down?
-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile
-Several organs taking big hits, hurts
-There's tubes and annoying shit in me
-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobile
What's your current situation? Recovering or?
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.
Where is the most of the cancer located?
Lower organs. Intestines, stomach, spleen. It's in my bloodstream and in my bones. They've been doing work on the blood and the bones but my internals are being dickheads about it.
Is it still spreading?
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:20:53 AM »
One thumb up and one thumb down.
But are you really sandtrap
It's me.
You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.
It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.
Thumbs up worthy?
-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June
-Happy Birthday to me today
-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks ago
Thumbs down?
-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile
-Several organs taking big hits, hurts
-There's tubes and annoying shit in me
-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobile
What's your current situation? Recovering or?
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.
Where is the most of the cancer located?
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:20:26 AM »
I'll worry regardless because a lack of motivation and health issues is a rough patch to be in.
It's nothing but karma. I make poor decisions and the consequences catch up to me.
I'm thankful I have the capacity to see that instead of cursing life as something that just isn't fair, as if reality is rigged against me. Without it I wouldn't have the ability to overcome these issues.
Thanks for the concerns anyways.
Atleast you have a good outlook, and that says a lot about the person you are. It takes a lot to retain a genuine outlook, or at the very least a logical one. If you believe its karma, then you know there is always a positive turn
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:17:47 AM »
One thumb up and one thumb down.
But are you really sandtrap
It's me.
You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.
It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.
Thumbs up worthy?
-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June
-Happy Birthday to me today
-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks ago
Thumbs down?
-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile
-Several organs taking big hits, hurts
-There's tubes and annoying shit in me
-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobile
What's your current situation? Recovering or?
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:17:12 AM »
Haven't signed in for about two months.
Oh yeah? Well, I haven't signed in for eight months!
git gud scrub
Hey, I still remember you, scrub
That's because the part of your brain that handles memories isn't damaged, scrub.
rekt me m8
funny enough its more out of sticking to what I said, so my brain doesn't allow me to forget, scrub.
Just know, I will always remember you
And now I'll always remember this place too. I was going to anyway, but I'm going to now, also.
scrub
So help me God if I ever see you in public my fists will meet your face
get rekt scrub
I will stick my foot so far up your ass the lotion on my knee will quench your thirst.
I have no suitable rebuttal, well played
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:14:06 AM »
Losing sight of things a bit. Never a good thing imo, always leads to some depressing thoughts.
Shoot me an example of a string of thoughts you've been having, if you don't mind
Getting fatigued, asking myself those silly questions that never have the right answer. What's the point, what if I just x, y, or z, what if, what if, what if.
Not the end of the world, just prepping to bounce back I guess.
You know these are totally normal things to have in your mind from time to time, right? It isn't unreasonable to seek some form of direction, or even trying to figure out what to do next or do at all. Silly questions are reasonable questions. The issue stems for when these thoughts correlate with negative behaviors in your life. However, if you see it as a cycle (slump, bounce back, fine, slump) its just life.
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:12:03 AM »
For example, what are your biggest limitations as of late
I can't piece them together into a neat list. It's an interconnected web of consequences resulting from my poor health and cyclically contributing to it as well.
tbh it isn't something I like openly discussing. I merely bring up the gist of it if it pertains to a topic.
Totally understandable, It's just how I am to openly seek to discuss ways to help someone get out of a slump. Cycles suck but no matter how complex it is, you would be surprised by how much a simple change, to a small routine, can be the catalyst to an overhaul to how you look at things. Chronic pains can wear anyone down mentally and physically, but focusing on what you enjoy and what you have resource wise to help you achieve those certain desires can help a lot.
One of my friends was unable to run, or even walk for about 4 years. He found a way to be happy or at least content during the period by watching sports and telling himself he would run again, self motivation. He would also sit outside to collect his thoughts and order himself. Everyone has ways to cope, and it isn't unreal for me to believe you have one in front of you.
Oh don't worry about me being in a slump. I could be much worse off mentally, than I am. My perspective on things prevents me from spiraling into illogical depression. I'm just too exhausted to tackle most of the goals I have.
I'll worry regardless because a lack of motivation and health issues is a rough patch to be in.
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« on: October 31, 2016, 01:05:06 AM »
Losing sight of things a bit. Never a good thing imo, always leads to some depressing thoughts.
Shoot me an example of a string of thoughts you've been having, if you don't mind
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